i can't organize myself.
I've got 1 week to practice.
I've got 5.5 hours of practice to be covered up.
and yet I've only just been practicing for 2.5 hours.
and now I'm frustrated over this matter. and my good mood's all gone.
and it all started when i couldn't fix my music stand.

i don't even feel like blogging anymore.
i should prolly just say that yesterday's band practice was super fun although i almost broke down during warm up.
i suck. i know.
I'm lucky they didn't pressure me too much.
one thing made me laugh non-stop while marching, i heard someone said that abang's timing sounded like siren.
HAAHAHA!

st Luke's was fun. them elders were a good sport actually. they were friendly. gave me a big smile.
and this elder woman kept on laughing about her being hopeless.
most of the time, i just don't understand what they're talking about.
the maids helping them were friendly. and one thought i was Chinese cause my eyes are small.
but then she said i couldn't be cause i look dark. and then she asked me and i said I'm Malay and she laughed. hahaha!
and performance was.. i don't know. i don't think i did good. i remember someone told me i seemed unsure at times. and one more solo performance and i screwed up.
I'm no good man. i figured i should just stay at home and practice everyday and not let anyone hear how i play.
i suck. i know.

golly i sound so pessimistic.

someone add me at msn and told me to go to this webcam site and suggested we webcam-ed.
i don't even know who the hell that person is.
are you a she? or a he?
and he/she sounded so desperate to webcam with me. you are crazy.
i regret asking who you are in the first place.
GO AWAY you cyber bully.

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