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Ayuta
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You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,
:8| is a smiling pig.
you are my soooshaaaa
30.9.10 ( 3:09:00 PM )
Hai!
EYE has started.
and i don't feel any bit scared or nervous or scared.
sigh.
my english Paper 1 just now was not.good.
well that's what I feel.
not.good.
and my Social Studies..
i have no comments.
i think i'm gonna flunk my EYE.
nah i just keed!
i'm gonna study hard for my Chemistry, Biology and Maths. and Geography.
i hope.
so anyways,
I have a big ulcer on my upper lip and its getting pretty big and it getting rally painful.
and then i found Bonjela. you know, the cure for ulcers.
the gel thingy.
yeah i found that Bonjela and rubbed some of it on my ulcer yesterday.
I did it twice.
and it didn't get any smaller.
instead, it just got bigger and OH THE HORROR OF BIG ULCERS!!
so this morning, i decided i wanted to apply the gel again.
and as i flipped the tube, i saw something..
i saw, the expiry date.
and it expired like..
2 YEARS AGO!
D:
D:
D:
D:
D:
what happens if you use an expired gel?
OH I'M HORRIFIED!!!
but nevermind.
i'll just go down to a store nearby and get a new Bonjela which expires in two years time..
:D
no worries.
you know whut,
i just realised that, not only my band members are a bunch of fun and crazy people.
my classmates are too.
i had fun with them last wednesday.
and thank you Shah Iskandar and Rahman for sending me home.
:D
oh yea, A GUY/GIRL TRIED TO TALK TO ME WHILE I WAS WALKING WITH SHAH AND RAHMAN TO THE BUS STOP AT ABOUT.. 11:00PM!!
it was scarryyyy.
HE WORE THICK MAKEUP AND HAS THICK BODY.
and wore a dress.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWW
disgusting!
well what to do?
its already his personality..
I'm really amazed when people says that i'm arrogant.
but I'm not.
I'm just a quiet girl who doesn't talk much.
I just sit around and look at people with a stern face. sometimes.
NAH I JUST KEED!
I'm a noisy person and I am VERY VERY talkative!
If you don't believe me, ask my friends!
:D
i haven't been eating dinner for like two or three days straight. due to this ulcer i'm having.
sad right??
sigh.
OH MY GAK!
my mum cooked spaghetti!!!
ok bye gotta catch 'em all!!
we gon fiiind youuu
20.9.10 ( 9:48:00 PM )
oh hai!
i'm back on aaiirreeeee
oh noeeees.
now i feel like i dun wanna blog.
how?!?!?!
oh but i gotta tell you guys something!
I HAD A HARD TIME WITH SMOTES JUST NOW WHILE WALKING HOME FROM GEK POH TRYNA CONTROL MYSELF FROM POOPING.
dayyuuuuuumn!
and i couldn't walk properly and my legs hurt and my butt hurt.
and i attacked the toilet bowl, first thing when i entered my house.
i had fun during art. oh yea like every art lesson.
:D
as usual, sang songs until the bell rung and i was still strugglin' to shade the can.
YOU CAN'T TOUCH THIS!
hahahahahaha!
oh boy, epic song.
people around me kept asking me why i stared at them with a stern face.
so lemme' tell yall.
i'm so damn tired couse i only slept for a few hours.
and all because of my art.
D:
D:
urgh facebook is distracting me!
so anyways,
i'm super stoked for tomorrow's art lesson and i don't know why!
:D
:D
hey come come and watch this video!!!
goshh, the song's stuck in my head man!
hahahahahha!
i dunno about you guys but i definitely find this funny.
fo'real!
ok bye gonna go sing like Saloma.
:D
19.9.10 ( 12:09:00 PM )
feel kinda lazy to update this blog.
will be back oon air pretty soon.
kthxbye
15.9.10 ( 8:39:00 PM )
OH HAI!
FUCK YEA i din sleep during humans class!!
:D
yknow whuuuutt.
i think i laughed a lot today.
dayuuumm
and i kinda loved maths today!
:D
well, maybe because circles with triangles in 'em are easy.
oh and a strip of wrigley's chewing gum made me happy today.
why? because its YELLOW. :D
thanks Rahman for the Wrigley's Chewing Gum.
:D
:D
FUCK YEA i bought me some YAMI.
YAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMI
i'm pretty pissed off by my tamagotchi.
ITS ALWAYS HUNGRY AND ALWAYS UNHAPPY AND ALWAYS STRESSFUL!
hmm.
kinda like me.... always hungry, always stressful. but not always unhappy.
:D
okay i wanna do some reminiscing of the past years in band...
here goes..
since the day i stepped into the band, being a band member, i knew, it was the right choice.
though i weren't sociable with my band members at that time, i knew, as time goes by, they'll be the only people i look forward to, the only people i love(apart from my usual cliques and my HBP) and the only people whom understands me.
of course i haven't graduated yet but i just feel that, i really miss my old band and band members.
fuck yea they were great.
oh yes the current batch are great too, but it just doesn't feel the same.
i miss feeling cramped up and squeezy in the band room due to the oh-so many people in the band room.
i miss being only the secretary, working with shema, listening to instructions given by my dear band majors. i miss sitting with my dear section, i miss combining with my dearest band members with mrs chee conducting our favourite pieces; Eiger, Overture, etc etc.
i miss sitting at my usual place with my section and when i turn around, i see Farhan and his curly hair and funny face, i see herlina and nazrynn goofing around, i see james and his sarcastic face,i see alysa goofing around with her oh-so noisy trumpees (oh whatever the spelling is), i see the percussionists sitting around at the back, i see haziq and his matrep face, i see Edy flirting with every girl he looks at with his seducing looks. and when i look to the front, i see diyanah chatting away with her section.
gosh, i just miss their presence so much.
its because of them, that i look forward to band every wednesday and friday.
and now that they're no longer in band, our tradition might not continue..
our tradition where we'd always go to Pioneer Mall's MacDonald's after band practice or after an event or after a performance.
oh the fun.
and i was told, that in the past, the band kinda conquered the whole PM Mac.
that is cool.
i wanna do that sometime.
:D
sigh.
so back to topic,
i really miss the bus rides with them band members to anyplace.
we were so high, so hyper, so enthu, so fun together.
we din give a damn to the driver or the teacher that followed us in the bus.
we talked like it was nobody's business and laughed like there ain't no tomorrow, and sang until the world came tumblin' down.
gosh i miss those times.
nowadays, the bus rides are so ...
so...
colourless, so dull, so quiet.
i tred, i tried to make it fun, lighten the atmosphere a bit.
but i just can't. its hard.
they just won't make it fun together.
why?
i get sad about that.
i feel so disappointed.
i don't want band to be un-fun no more.
i want band to be so fun that i'd look forward to band every day.
sigh.
i just wish that they won't graduate. that we won't graduate. from band of course. but not from school.
I'M FREAKING LOOKING FORWARD TO GRADUATE FROM SEC LIFE.
hey guys, promise me, and your other beloved band members that you guys'll come and help the band often after your Os or Ns.
we really miss you guys.
without you the band is not complete.
sigh.
so, current batch, wanna go and make the band fun and exciting and great and something worth looking forward to?
LETS GO!
i'm done
kthxbye
memetchi
14.9.10 ( 3:27:00 PM )
dayyuuuummm i want a Uke so badly that i can cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
the sound of a Uke makes me meltz and its oh so petite.
anyways,
waszup readers!
i really really really really really feel bad for not doing my art homeworks.
D:
dayyuuumm
art period was never a bore when Ahmad Danial shares his nonsense with me.
so Ms Tan told us to grab a table and make a circle.
as usual, she'll put something in the middle and we'll do still life drawing.
so yesterday, when we sat, an idea struck me.
:D
i nudged Ahmad Danial who was sitting beside me to start a wave.
HAHAHAHAAHA!
but just with our fingers.
OMG THATS SO COOL!
but there weren't many people who came so it wasn't cool anymore..
D:
and then today,
when we sat in the same circle, Ahmad Danial nudged me and started a wave, and it went on and on and on until it came back to him and then he stick his arms and hands out and screamed!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
and then ms Tan turned and looked at us like a piranha.
lol i've never looked into a piranha's eyes before.
D:
OH YEAH I'VE GOT MY TAMAGOTCHI!!!
looky!!!!
NAIIISEEEEEEE!
and we cut a sheeps heart just now!
fuck yea...
you know what,
i can't wait to meet up with these people here!
they're the best, the best i tell ya!
:D
k bye i gotta start doing my art homeworks.
comeon finger, publish post nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
ZING!!!!
hahahehihuhohoho
p.s Happy 7th monthsary my dear Half Blood Prince! :)
we've gone this far and i never got bored of you. in fact, i'm loving you more and more.
;D
12.9.10 ( 4:21:00 AM )
hi earth, i just wanna tell you that i love HBP alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
and that i'm really bored right now and is very sad that HBP won't answer my calls.
he must be asleep.
its 4 +++ am and i can't sleep.
why?
oh nevermind.
ya'll wanna know something?
my cousins made my day today.
and i love them ttm.
without them, my life would be dull.
so dull that it'd be black and white.
and my HBP adds on to make my life much more nicer.
like you know when you take a picture, and then you edit the picture?
yes like that.
i love you. :D
Eid Mubarak
11.9.10 ( 2:47:00 AM )
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslimin and muslimat.
Sucha great day today tho there's this one thing that pisses me off.
to that setan lahabau with the i dunno what name who wants to burn the Al Quran, stop being a fking racist and just continue with your fking life.
effing racist.
you should just go and die man.
so anyways,
today's Hari Raya is the most pleasant one i've had for like the first time in my life.
Alhamdulillah.
:)
went to my Mak Long's house and got my middle finger trapped in between the metal seal on the keropok container.
dayyuuuummmm i almost cried.
hahahahahahahahaha!
went straight to Malaysia after that.
and
i.had.lots.of.fun.
:D
tho its almost the same thing every year, this time, it seemed a little different.
well maybe because there was a cat and a 3 months old baby and my nephew.
:D
i got so damn excited when i played with them 'bunga api' !!
:D :D
hmm, the last time i played 'bunga api' was like, 3 or 4 years ago...
D:
that boy on that GIF picture, is Ridhuan. my nephew .
:)
so anyways, my nephew, Ridhuan, said this to me,
''Ayu, nanti tolong carikan awek dari Singapura ye!''
and i LOL-ed.
well silently.
cause he seemed serious.
:O
hahaha. i've always find him cute.
dayyuuummmm. he's like, 14 and i'm like 15. and i'm like, his AUNT!
:D
gosh that makes me feel old.
D:
and i'm looking forward to tomorrow. :D
KACHING!!!
$.$
and i can already buy myself a Tamagotchi!!!!!!!!!
:D
gosh! its 3:32 am! i better turn in right now!
bye internet!
procrastination
9.9.10 ( 8:35:00 AM )
omgwtf!
i haven't been blogging much!
haven't even been on the computer much.
i've been busy.
nye heh heh
uuurrrghhh. i can't believe that this 1 week of school holiday is gonna end soon!
i haven't touched on my homeworks!
but its okay.
a pinch of salt doesn't hurt, so does procrastination.
:D
so today i woke up and said to myself.
''EH? TOMORROW IS HARI RAYA? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!''
that is soooo fast man!
oh yea, gonna be smelling the kampung air tomorrow.
:D
$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$
from tomorrow onwards, i'm gonna be like this >> $.$
hahahehihuhohoho!
speaking of money, i found TEN DOLLARS in my old wallet!!!!
a crispy TEN DOLLAR NOTE!
and i was like,
hahahahahahaha!
so anyways, i had fun during band yesterday.
:D
but i haven't told her about the workshop thingy.
sigh.
you know whut,
my mom forced me to buy a shoe.
like literally forced me!
i don't even need a shoe and she forced me to buy one.
so i said okay and now i have an extra shoe.
D:
i don't really need that shoe.
all i need is a new pair of school shoes.
like seriously, mine has HOLES IN IT!
and i've been wearing that same pair of shoes for a year.
:D
my lower lip is hurting so much due to playing my saxophone.
but that's alright because i like the way it hurt.
fuck yea!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
i was a happy chicken yesterday when i get to play my SHINY-GOLDY-SAXY!
hahahahahaha!
ohmegee 6 more days!! :D :D :D :D
and then yesterday smotes showed me a couple of pictures of me, Airball, Eya and her brother when we were small .
ohmyy it was so funny i couldn't stop laughing!!
looky!!!
ps. sorry Eya, tho you said you din want these pics on the net. but i just can't stand it, we're FCKING CUTE! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
sigh, good ol' times.
:D
nb
5.9.10 ( 12:24:00 PM )
hi there.
just feel like deleting my facebook account.
not because random people keep on adding me. but because seeing some people's wall makes me get frustrated and angry and fed up and everything.
and then i get pissed.
wtfwtfwtf
happy for a few seconds.
oh what the heck.
at least my family can make me feel better.
and cookies.
and m&m.
and reminisce of yesterday's SEP orientation.
lolwtf MANdut!
HAHAHHAH
i laughed so hard at rahman's new name!
and they introduced me to an old KitKat Commercial.
which i've long forgotten.
ITS SO DAMN FUNNY IT LIGHTENS ME UP!!
:D
:D
gaah.
tell me, how many more days to raya?
i don't even know!
all i know is, my dad says that i purposely made my chocolate cookies brown so that if its burnt, people won't notice.
see that?
he's tryna bring me down!
but i'll stay strong and keep baking cookies!
hahahahaha!
wae oh wah oh wah oh!
pfffft
1.9.10 ( 11:21:00 AM )
my heart dropped with a thump to the pits of my inner body where prolly my rectum is.
yes it dropped like the meat in the bag which i accidentally threw in the rubbish chute.
dayyyuuum, my mum scolded me for that and my sisters laughed at me.
here i am feeling all melancholy and everything. lucky there's twitter and facebook and myself to cheer me up. and blogger.
and damn it the itchiness all over my arms and legs is killin me!
what is it?
rashes?
or what?
its been going on for like weeks!
and getting worse, unfortunately.
or is it because of the stupid 'orang kulit kuning bakar2 kat bwh blok '?
but i din step on anything!
but i did say something.
ohno!
my arms looks swollen.
D:
D:
D:
O:
eeeeee. i don't want rashes. cause the scars looks ugly.
no no no!
yesterday was really fun actually. like for the first time in blss.
the performance was okay.
i'm talking about the aces day and mother tongue period in class.
hahehihuhoho
jumped around with Ly during aces day.
hahaha!
and mother tongue period was da bomb!
LIP-SYNC FTW!
ms nurhani played hari raya songs on her lappy and hazrul and min lip sync-ed in front of the whole class.
and oh-so-epic they were!
had a headache halfway through the concert.
D:
me,amy,smotes,mitot and adibah were loners after school.
we din know where to go and we were certain that home wasn't a good place.
so we stayed in the canteen and fooled around.
and i entertained then with Talking Tom and singing and different accents.
:D
sigh,
just sitting around and trying to make my life great.
all i know is, the trick is to be happy.
and i'm trying.
see ya!
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