FUCK YEA i din sleep during humans class!!

:D

yknow whuuuutt.

i think i laughed a lot today.

and i kinda loved maths today!

:D

well, maybe because circles with triangles in 'em are easy.

oh and a strip of wrigley's chewing gum made me happy today.

why? because its YELLOW. :D

thanks Rahman for the Wrigley's Chewing Gum.

:D

:D

FUCK YEA i bought me some YAMI.

i'm pretty pissed off by my tamagotchi.

ITS ALWAYS HUNGRY AND ALWAYS UNHAPPY AND ALWAYS STRESSFUL!

hmm.

kinda like me.... always hungry, always stressful. but not always unhappy.

:D

okay i wanna do some reminiscing of the past years in band...

here goes..

since the day i stepped into the band, being a band member, i knew, it was the right choice.

though i weren't sociable with my band members at that time, i knew, as time goes by, they'll be the only people i look forward to, the only people i love(apart from my usual cliques and my HBP) and the only people whom understands me.

of course i haven't graduated yet but i just feel that, i really miss my old band and band members.

fuck yea they were great.

oh yes the current batch are great too, but it just doesn't feel the same.

i miss feeling cramped up and squeezy in the band room due to the oh-so many people in the band room.

i miss being only the secretary, working with shema, listening to instructions given by my dear band majors. i miss sitting with my dear section, i miss combining with my dearest band members with mrs chee conducting our favourite pieces; Eiger, Overture, etc etc.

i miss sitting at my usual place with my section and when i turn around, i see Farhan and his curly hair and funny face, i see herlina and nazrynn goofing around, i see james and his sarcastic face,i see alysa goofing around with her oh-so noisy trumpees (oh whatever the spelling is), i see the percussionists sitting around at the back, i see haziq and his matrep face, i see Edy flirting with every girl he looks at with his seducing looks. and when i look to the front, i see diyanah chatting away with her section.

gosh, i just miss their presence so much.

its because of them, that i look forward to band every wednesday and friday.

and now that they're no longer in band, our tradition might not continue..

our tradition where we'd always go to Pioneer Mall's MacDonald's after band practice or after an event or after a performance.

oh the fun.

and i was told, that in the past, the band kinda conquered the whole PM Mac.

that is cool.

i wanna do that sometime.

:D

sigh.

so back to topic,

i really miss the bus rides with them band members to anyplace.

we were so high, so hyper, so enthu, so fun together.

we din give a damn to the driver or the teacher that followed us in the bus.

we talked like it was nobody's business and laughed like there ain't no tomorrow, and sang until the world came tumblin' down.

gosh i miss those times.

nowadays, the bus rides are so ...

so...

colourless, so dull, so quiet.

i tred, i tried to make it fun, lighten the atmosphere a bit.

but i just can't. its hard.

they just won't make it fun together.

why?

i get sad about that.

i feel so disappointed.

i don't want band to be un-fun no more.

i want band to be so fun that i'd look forward to band every day.

sigh.

i just wish that they won't graduate. that we won't graduate. from band of course. but not from school.

I'M FREAKING LOOKING FORWARD TO GRADUATE FROM SEC LIFE.

without you the band is not complete.

sigh.

so, current batch, wanna go and make the band fun and exciting and great and something worth looking forward to?

LETS GO!

i'm done

kthxbye