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36th NCO Camp

2010-11-15T20:18:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody!

Oh gosh its been a long time since I've blogged!!

And yeah there's so much to tell you!!

First thing,

I just gotta say this.

Small kids with cute faces and maybe no teeth or few teeth who smiles at me makes my day!

Anyways a month ago, I went to Esplanade Library. Gosh, its been a long time since I've been there. I borrowed a piece called Sicillienne.

Yeah I know, its the same title as my Grade 5 exam piece.

but its of a different version.

I've tried it already.

But sadly, I haven't been practising much. Been very busy!!!

November's gonna end soon, Lesson's gonna start soon! Better start practising tomorrow!!!

So anyways, I went to West Coast Park for some kite flying with Farris, Liyana, Mitot and Hazrul and Azim.

Yes we fly our kites, for like, 20 minutes. And then we just hang around, took pictures and sang.

It was really hazy but whatever, there's no point in complaining about something i can't do anything about.

Gosh, my fringe is really killing me!

It has grown longer and getting in the way of my eyes!

I wanna cut it! cut it away before I start meeting my friends!

Before my sister gets married!

Oh gosh can't wait to go shopping for accessories and dress!!

And I feel like cutting bangs for my fringe.

and then get it super short for the top of my head but the same length for the bottom but make it in a v-shape.

OMG NICE RIGHT?!

I don't care if people are gonna despise me for cutting bangs because it is my hair and my decision.

whattheheck you don't go around saying that ''oh dude that girl really shouldn't cut that hairstyle cause she's like, copying me''

THE FUCK!

oh whatever.

so anyways,

I've been away for like 2 camps.

there's another camp coming up but

I.AM.CERTAINLY.NOT.GOING.FOR.THAT.CAMP.

why?

BECAUSEEE!!!!

its a student leader camp.

and ya'll know how much i hate to be involved in these student leader stuffs?

I don't have the time man.

I only sacrifice my time for myself, my family,my friends and my band.

get it?

MY BAND.

I went for Ngee Ann Poly camp like a month ago.(i guess, i can't be bothered to remember)

The student leaders form Ngee Ann Poly were awesome.

Ninjas FTW!

yeah but not so much.

anyways the food were good there. that's all I have to say about the camp..

And then I had Performance with my band at the Istana Park.

It was awesome!

But i forgot to bow to the audience after i finished conducting!!!

stupid meh!!!

The President didn't sit and watch our performance at all.

But then I realised that It was Deepavali day.

So it isn't a surprise that he wasn't there.

HAHAHAHAAHAHA!

OKAY NOW THE 36TH BAND NCO CAMP!!!!

its a day camp actually. So I have to wake every morning for 5 days straight at like, 5 am and board the train with a doped face and then board the bus with Shema with a super doped face.

Hahahahahahaha!

So yeah, it started on Monday.

Me and Shema arrived at CCA Branch one hour early!

Hahahaha!

I guess we were SUPER STOKED for first day of camp huh.

Then Amalina and Nolvin(Amalina's band major)

brought us to Mr Prata and we ate our breakfast there.

and that was a VERY BAD IDEA for breakfast!!

Oh anyways, Amalina is Khalisah's bestfriend so that explains why we suddenly know each other hahahahaha!

Oh and they're from Yuan Ching Secondary School.

so after that, we gathered at the multi-purpose hall.

and we met Mr Lawrence Siao.

He's favourite quote is,

'Nobody cares, Life goes on.'

I don't if its a real quote but I'm living up to it.

all the words i'm typing up in my blog, even if there are readers, nobody cares what i write here. and life goes on...

okay back to story!

So there this group of Game Facilitators. They're really fun yaknow!

but actually they're just the same as us! some drum majors who attend the camp and are super stoked about it.

so we played some games and immediately, i found myself a new friend.

Her name is Sabrinah. She's great!

Then the Band Majors went on to their music studio and practised while us Drum Majors went to the field and got us separated into three groups.

Group A, B and C.

I was in Group B.

And our Station Inspector was Sergeant Majinon. He looks Caucasian. LIKE SERIOUSLY, CAUCASIAN!! but he's actually malay.

surprising right!!

then we did our macework and formation and stuffs.

so i got myself another new friend, her name is Syafiqah.

then we have this guy, His name is Firman. and his face was forever like this, -_-.

he. never.smile.

I was a bit scared of him! hahahaha!

Okay then we have this joker called Sydney. I call him Australia! He's so funny!

there was once, when we were waiting for the cue to march-in, then this Firman guy wore his school shirt and had this on the back

'Yusoffian'

and then Sydney called him by his school name 'Yusoffian'.

But he didn't hear and then Sydney said

'Yussofian. Yusoffierce'

and then he gave me a kinky smile!

HAHAHAHA!

and at that time we had to march-in and i couldn't stop laughing!

gosh!

i really miss them drum majors!

I always go to CCA B with shema and maybe Amalina.

So that means I have a going home bus ride group!

And they're the Band Majors who plays the tuba!

I only know Nolvin. the rest, i don't even know their name!

gosh i feel bad...

okay so on the second day,

GOSH I FEEL LIKE A FOOL!

me and shema alighted at the wrong stop!! its like, 5 stops earlier!!

URGH SO STUPID! and the thing was, it was raining!

urgh k whatever i'm lazy to type out already.

so let me skip.

anyways, on the second-last day!

then, that Firman began to smile and laugh and talk to us!

and he, actually made an impact to our group B!

after he began talking, then our Group began bonding!

hahahahaha!

and yeah they're great and nice people!!!

we had a group discussion on how to improve our timings and such on our formation for POP.

then when we accomplished our goals,

we gathered and put our maces up and everyone shouted!

OMG THAT'S THE BEST-EST PART OF NCO CAMP WHICH I WOULD NOT EVER FORGET!

dayyuuuummnn. that's the only time we get to do it man.

you can't do that in your school.

cause, there're not enough maces.

i'll post some pictures of the nco camp tomorrow. hopefully.

so on the last day, we did like three POP rehearsals in the morning and then we had like more than 3 hours of break.

so we hanged around in the Dance Studio and played games, ran around the room, took pictures, ate.

oh all the fuss!

gosh i can't forget that moment maan.

then we got ready for POP. all set with their maces and we march out to the field where people are already coming in to watch our Passing Out Parade.

we were all nervous that time, nervous to face the fact that it was the last day that we'll be together again as drum majors.

So we did our POP and performance.

dayyuuummnnn the band majors performed well. and i was really dying of jealousy when i hear the saxophones solo part.

they sound sooo nice!

so we did our drum majors performance. and we did well.

so after bersurai, we shouted out loud, and gathered our maces up in the air and shouted in victory again.

gosh it was so memorable.

i was glad that my dearest band members came down to support me and shema. and the non-band members too!

thanks you guys!

aww love you.

and HBP who even bothers to come down even though he knows that he might be lost halfway.

aww love you<3

had dinner with dearest band mates and then Jared sent me home.

aww thank you Uncle!

hahahahahaha!

Okay so i guess i'm quite done here for now.

gotta go sleep or do something else. hahahaha

KBYE!

p.s I will continue the highlighting and add in pictures tomorrow! bye!

happy day

2010-10-20T21:51:00.003+08:00

It has always been my dream, since the start of the year. And now that I've achieved it, I'm very much appreciative.

Even though it is not official, at least I get to experience it.

Once in a lifetime opportunity.

Whatever that is going to happen after that, I don't really care. All I know is, I'm reaching my goal.

Alhamdullilah.

don't even think about it niggah!

2010-10-14T14:48:00.004+08:00

Hello there earth!

I haven't been blogging properly for awhile..

yeaaaaah.

Guess what!

i can do french braids!

the diagonal ones and the ones on the bangs.

yeah i'm super stoked!!

So anyways,

Exams are finally OVER!

well not officially.

I still have my Art Paper 2 tomorrow.

oh my golly miss molly! my prep work isn't done yet!

but its okay,

i vowed that I'll start on my prep work as soon as I'm finished blogging.

and Fyeah!

I'm going to Esplanade Library tomorrow!

to find my violin scores!!

Its been a long time since I've been there.

The problem is, I don't know what score to look for.

I don't know which is nice.

and easy.

and is grade 5.

how?!

i am very very sad that HBP can't tag along tomorrow.

anyways, I was reading my primary school friend's Facebook wall and I couldn't stop laughing at how he posts his status messages.

They're so funny you see!

He should really create a site where he posts his random thoughts and at the same time, entertain people.

Looky!

Clicky!

and he gets like 20+ Likes on every status he posts.
naiiisssse

(Y)

Okay so times running out and I gotta start on Prep Work.

Bye!

2010-10-13T12:12:00.002+08:00

IF only,

i had paid more attention to writing balanced equations and ionic equations.

IF only, i hadn't slept halfway.

IF only i had the money to buy YAMI.

I'd be the happiest girl in the world.

fuck yea

you are my soooshaaaa

2010-09-30T15:09:00.003+08:00

Hai!

EYE has started.

and i don't feel any bit scared or nervous or scared.

sigh.

my english Paper 1 just now was not.good.

well that's what I feel.

not.good.

and my Social Studies..

i have no comments.

i think i'm gonna flunk my EYE.

nah i just keed!

i'm gonna study hard for my Chemistry, Biology and Maths. and Geography.

i hope.

so anyways,

I have a big ulcer on my upper lip and its getting pretty big and it getting rally painful.

and then i found Bonjela. you know, the cure for ulcers.

the gel thingy.

yeah i found that Bonjela and rubbed some of it on my ulcer yesterday.

I did it twice.

and it didn't get any smaller.

instead, it just got bigger and OH THE HORROR OF BIG ULCERS!!

so this morning, i decided i wanted to apply the gel again.

and as i flipped the tube, i saw something..

i saw, the expiry date.

and it expired like..

2 YEARS AGO!

what happens if you use an expired gel?

OH I'M HORRIFIED!!!

but nevermind.

i'll just go down to a store nearby and get a new Bonjela which expires in two years time..

no worries.

you know whut,

i just realised that, not only my band members are a bunch of fun and crazy people.

my classmates are too.

i had fun with them last wednesday.

and thank you Shah Iskandar and Rahman for sending me home.

oh yea, A GUY/GIRL TRIED TO TALK TO ME WHILE I WAS WALKING WITH SHAH AND RAHMAN TO THE BUS STOP AT ABOUT.. 11:00PM!!

it was scarryyyy.

HE WORE THICK MAKEUP AND HAS THICK BODY.

and wore a dress.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWW

disgusting!

well what to do?

its already his personality..

I'm really amazed when people says that i'm arrogant.

but I'm not.

I'm just a quiet girl who doesn't talk much.

I just sit around and look at people with a stern face. sometimes.

NAH I JUST KEED!

I'm a noisy person and I am VERY VERY talkative!

If you don't believe me, ask my friends!

i haven't been eating dinner for like two or three days straight. due to this ulcer i'm having.

sad right??

sigh.

OH MY GAK!

my mum cooked spaghetti!!!

ok bye gotta catch 'em all!!

we gon fiiind youuu

2010-09-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

oh hai!

i'm back on aaiirreeeee

oh noeeees.

now i feel like i dun wanna blog.

how?!?!?!

oh but i gotta tell you guys something!

I HAD A HARD TIME WITH SMOTES JUST NOW WHILE WALKING HOME FROM GEK POH TRYNA CONTROL MYSELF FROM POOPING.

dayyuuuuuumn!

and i couldn't walk properly and my legs hurt and my butt hurt.

and i attacked the toilet bowl, first thing when i entered my house.

i had fun during art. oh yea like every art lesson.

as usual, sang songs until the bell rung and i was still strugglin' to shade the can.

YOU CAN'T TOUCH THIS!

hahahahahaha!

oh boy, epic song.

people around me kept asking me why i stared at them with a stern face.

so lemme' tell yall.

i'm so damn tired couse i only slept for a few hours.

and all because of my art.

urgh facebook is distracting me!

so anyways,

i'm super stoked for tomorrow's art lesson and i don't know why!

hey come come and watch this video!!!

goshh, the song's stuck in my head man!

hahahahahha!

i dunno about you guys but i definitely find this funny.

fo'real!

ok bye gonna go sing like Saloma.

2010-09-19T12:09:00.000+08:00

feel kinda lazy to update this blog.

will be back oon air pretty soon.

kthxbye

2010-09-15T20:39:00.003+08:00

OH HAI!

FUCK YEA i din sleep during humans class!!

yknow whuuuutt.

i think i laughed a lot today.

dayuuumm

and i kinda loved maths today!

well, maybe because circles with triangles in 'em are easy.

oh and a strip of wrigley's chewing gum made me happy today.

why? because its YELLOW. :D

thanks Rahman for the Wrigley's Chewing Gum.

FUCK YEA i bought me some YAMI.

YAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMI

i'm pretty pissed off by my tamagotchi.

ITS ALWAYS HUNGRY AND ALWAYS UNHAPPY AND ALWAYS STRESSFUL!

hmm.

kinda like me.... always hungry, always stressful. but not always unhappy.

okay i wanna do some reminiscing of the past years in band...

here goes..

since the day i stepped into the band, being a band member, i knew, it was the right choice.

though i weren't sociable with my band members at that time, i knew, as time goes by, they'll be the only people i look forward to, the only people i love(apart from my usual cliques and my HBP) and the only people whom understands me.

of course i haven't graduated yet but i just feel that, i really miss my old band and band members.

fuck yea they were great.

oh yes the current batch are great too, but it just doesn't feel the same.

i miss feeling cramped up and squeezy in the band room due to the oh-so many people in the band room.

i miss being only the secretary, working with shema, listening to instructions given by my dear band majors. i miss sitting with my dear section, i miss combining with my dearest band members with mrs chee conducting our favourite pieces; Eiger, Overture, etc etc.

i miss sitting at my usual place with my section and when i turn around, i see Farhan and his curly hair and funny face, i see herlina and nazrynn goofing around, i see james and his sarcastic face,i see alysa goofing around with her oh-so noisy trumpees (oh whatever the spelling is), i see the percussionists sitting around at the back, i see haziq and his matrep face, i see Edy flirting with every girl he looks at with his seducing looks. and when i look to the front, i see diyanah chatting away with her section.

gosh, i just miss their presence so much.

its because of them, that i look forward to band every wednesday and friday.

and now that they're no longer in band, our tradition might not continue..

our tradition where we'd always go to Pioneer Mall's MacDonald's after band practice or after an event or after a performance.

oh the fun.

and i was told, that in the past, the band kinda conquered the whole PM Mac.

that is cool.

i wanna do that sometime.

sigh.

so back to topic,

i really miss the bus rides with them band members to anyplace.

we were so high, so hyper, so enthu, so fun together.

we din give a damn to the driver or the teacher that followed us in the bus.

we talked like it was nobody's business and laughed like there ain't no tomorrow, and sang until the world came tumblin' down.

gosh i miss those times.

nowadays, the bus rides are so ...

so...

colourless, so dull, so quiet.

i tred, i tried to make it fun, lighten the atmosphere a bit.

but i just can't. its hard.

they just won't make it fun together.

why?

i get sad about that.

i feel so disappointed.

i don't want band to be un-fun no more.

i want band to be so fun that i'd look forward to band every day.

sigh.

i just wish that they won't graduate. that we won't graduate. from band of course. but not from school.

I'M FREAKING LOOKING FORWARD TO GRADUATE FROM SEC LIFE.

hey guys, promise me, and your other beloved band members that you guys'll come and help the band often after your Os or Ns.

we really miss you guys.

without you the band is not complete.

sigh.

so, current batch, wanna go and make the band fun and exciting and great and something worth looking forward to?

LETS GO!

i'm done

kthxbye

memetchi

2010-09-14T15:27:00.004+08:00

dayyuuuummm i want a Uke so badly that i can cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

the sound of a Uke makes me meltz and its oh so petite.

anyways,

waszup readers!

i really really really really really feel bad for not doing my art homeworks.

dayyuuumm

art period was never a bore when Ahmad Danial shares his nonsense with me.

so Ms Tan told us to grab a table and make a circle.

as usual, she'll put something in the middle and we'll do still life drawing.

so yesterday, when we sat, an idea struck me.

i nudged Ahmad Danial who was sitting beside me to start a wave.

HAHAHAHAAHA!

but just with our fingers.

OMG THATS SO COOL!

but there weren't many people who came so it wasn't cool anymore..

and then today,

when we sat in the same circle, Ahmad Danial nudged me and started a wave, and it went on and on and on until it came back to him and then he stick his arms and hands out and screamed!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

and then ms Tan turned and looked at us like a piranha.

lol i've never looked into a piranha's eyes before.

OH YEAH I'VE GOT MY TAMAGOTCHI!!!

looky!!!!

NAIIISEEEEEEE!

and we cut a sheeps heart just now!

fuck yea...

you know what,

i can't wait to meet up with these people here!

they're the best, the best i tell ya!

k bye i gotta start doing my art homeworks.

comeon finger, publish post nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

ZING!!!!

hahahehihuhohoho

p.s Happy 7th monthsary my dear Half Blood Prince! :)

we've gone this far and i never got bored of you. in fact, i'm loving you more and more.

2010-09-12T04:21:00.002+08:00

hi earth, i just wanna tell you that i love HBP alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.

and that i'm really bored right now and is very sad that HBP won't answer my calls.
he must be asleep.
its 4 +++ am and i can't sleep.

why?

oh nevermind.

ya'll wanna know something?
my cousins made my day today.
and i love them ttm.
without them, my life would be dull.
so dull that it'd be black and white.
and my HBP adds on to make my life much more nicer.
like you know when you take a picture, and then you edit the picture?
yes like that.

i love you. :D

Eid Mubarak

2010-09-11T02:47:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslimin and muslimat.

Sucha great day today tho there's this one thing that pisses me off.

to that setan lahabau with the i dunno what name who wants to burn the Al Quran, stop being a fking racist and just continue with your fking life.

effing racist.

you should just go and die man.

so anyways,

today's Hari Raya is the most pleasant one i've had for like the first time in my life.

Alhamdulillah.

went to my Mak Long's house and got my middle finger trapped in between the metal seal on the keropok container.

dayyuuuummmm i almost cried.

hahahahahahahahaha!

went straight to Malaysia after that.

and

i.had.lots.of.fun.

tho its almost the same thing every year, this time, it seemed a little different.

well maybe because there was a cat and a 3 months old baby and my nephew.

i got so damn excited when i played with them 'bunga api' !!

:D :D

hmm, the last time i played 'bunga api' was like, 3 or 4 years ago...

that boy on that GIF picture, is Ridhuan. my nephew .

so anyways, my nephew, Ridhuan, said this to me,

''Ayu, nanti tolong carikan awek dari Singapura ye!''

and i LOL-ed.

well silently.

cause he seemed serious.

hahaha. i've always find him cute.

dayyuuummmm. he's like, 14 and i'm like 15. and i'm like, his AUNT!

gosh that makes me feel old.

and i'm looking forward to tomorrow. :D

KACHING!!!

$.$

and i can already buy myself a Tamagotchi!!!!!!!!!

gosh! its 3:32 am! i better turn in right now!

bye internet!

procrastination

2010-09-09T08:35:00.005+08:00

omgwtf!

i haven't been blogging much!

haven't even been on the computer much.

i've been busy.

nye heh heh

uuurrrghhh. i can't believe that this 1 week of school holiday is gonna end soon!

i haven't touched on my homeworks!

but its okay.

a pinch of salt doesn't hurt, so does procrastination.

so today i woke up and said to myself.

''EH? TOMORROW IS HARI RAYA? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!''

that is soooo fast man!

oh yea, gonna be smelling the kampung air tomorrow.

$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$

from tomorrow onwards, i'm gonna be like this >> $.$

hahahehihuhohoho!

speaking of money, i found TEN DOLLARS in my old wallet!!!!

a crispy TEN DOLLAR NOTE!

and i was like,

hahahahahahaha!

so anyways, i had fun during band yesterday.

but i haven't told her about the workshop thingy.

sigh.

you know whut,

my mom forced me to buy a shoe.

like literally forced me!

i don't even need a shoe and she forced me to buy one.

so i said okay and now i have an extra shoe.

i don't really need that shoe.

all i need is a new pair of school shoes.

like seriously, mine has HOLES IN IT!

and i've been wearing that same pair of shoes for a year.

my lower lip is hurting so much due to playing my saxophone.

but that's alright because i like the way it hurt.

fuck yea!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

i was a happy chicken yesterday when i get to play my SHINY-GOLDY-SAXY!

hahahahahaha!

ohmegee 6 more days!! :D :D :D :D

and then yesterday smotes showed me a couple of pictures of me, Airball, Eya and her brother when we were small .

ohmyy it was so funny i couldn't stop laughing!!

looky!!!

ps. sorry Eya, tho you said you din want these pics on the net. but i just can't stand it, we're FCKING CUTE! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

sigh, good ol' times.

nb

2010-09-05T12:24:00.002+08:00

hi there.

just feel like deleting my facebook account.

not because random people keep on adding me. but because seeing some people's wall makes me get frustrated and angry and fed up and everything.

and then i get pissed.

wtfwtfwtf

happy for a few seconds.

oh what the heck.

at least my family can make me feel better.

and cookies.

and m&m.

and reminisce of yesterday's SEP orientation.

lolwtf MANdut!

HAHAHHAH

i laughed so hard at rahman's new name!

and they introduced me to an old KitKat Commercial.

which i've long forgotten.

ITS SO DAMN FUNNY IT LIGHTENS ME UP!!

gaah.

tell me, how many more days to raya?

i don't even know!

all i know is, my dad says that i purposely made my chocolate cookies brown so that if its burnt, people won't notice.

see that?

he's tryna bring me down!

but i'll stay strong and keep baking cookies!

hahahahaha!

wae oh wah oh wah oh!

pfffft

2010-09-01T11:21:00.002+08:00

my heart dropped with a thump to the pits of my inner body where prolly my rectum is.

yes it dropped like the meat in the bag which i accidentally threw in the rubbish chute.

dayyyuuum, my mum scolded me for that and my sisters laughed at me.

here i am feeling all melancholy and everything. lucky there's twitter and facebook and myself to cheer me up. and blogger.

and damn it the itchiness all over my arms and legs is killin me!

what is it?

rashes?

or what?

its been going on for like weeks!

and getting worse, unfortunately.

or is it because of the stupid 'orang kulit kuning bakar2 kat bwh blok '?

but i din step on anything!

but i did say something.

ohno!

my arms looks swollen.

eeeeee. i don't want rashes. cause the scars looks ugly.

no no no!

yesterday was really fun actually. like for the first time in blss.

the performance was okay.

i'm talking about the aces day and mother tongue period in class.

hahehihuhoho

jumped around with Ly during aces day.

hahaha!

and mother tongue period was da bomb!

LIP-SYNC FTW!

ms nurhani played hari raya songs on her lappy and hazrul and min lip sync-ed in front of the whole class.

and oh-so-epic they were!

had a headache halfway through the concert.

me,amy,smotes,mitot and adibah were loners after school.

we din know where to go and we were certain that home wasn't a good place.

so we stayed in the canteen and fooled around.

and i entertained then with Talking Tom and singing and different accents.

sigh,

just sitting around and trying to make my life great.

all i know is, the trick is to be happy.

and i'm trying.

see ya!

lazy bum

2010-08-30T17:09:00.002+08:00

hello there!

oh golly i'm so lazy to blog anymore.

sighsighsighsisghsigh.

but my blog's been pretty dead.

anyways,

Junior Band Festival was kinda worth the ten bucks.

well, only when DMB performed their syf piece.

spent the whole day with dear bandmates.

had a little bonding with fellow juniors of the band.

played some games in the waiting room at Paya Lebar MGS.

was so fun that we forgot to make a good impression of ourselves.

shouted and screamed like mad people!

and then i got bored and took hold of Jia Lin's sax.

which was my selmer.

oh i miss it so much.

randomly played a note and got hooke on 'Fly Me To The Moon'.

and i melted at my own playing.

hahehihuhohohoho

and then christian and Sajidah joined in with his baritone sax and played stand by me and bad romance.

and then syahfiq requested me to play Hari Raya songs!

hahahahahahahahaha!

surprisingly, i could remember how to play it!

and in the bus back home, me and Aqeel played bus-driver critic.

hahahahaa!

no seriously, the bus-driver might have some mental problems.

he's all fussy about us students wearing and not wearing seat belts.

and we're like, WTF?!

all the way throughout the whole journey he talked to mdm chua and ah poh about seat belts and road safety.

and i felt like killing him on the spot because, he should just shut up and focus on the road instead of blabbering away about road safety and worrying about us with safety belts.

and i was damn sacred and panicking and worried as i watch him drive the bus.

HE'S LIKE, DRIVING A RACE CAR IN THOSE VIDEO GAMES!!!!

HE CAN TAKE THE EXPRESSWAY BUT INSTEAD HE TAKES THE NEIGHBOURHOOD ROADS AND TRIES TO OVERTAKE CARS!

ME AND AQEEL WERE LIKE, LOLWTF?!

HE'S DRIVING A BUS FOR GOODNESS' SAKE!!!!!

HE'S TRYNA KILL US ALL?!

IS THAT WHY HE WANTS ALL OF US TO WEAR OUR SEATBELTS?

WTF MAN! WTF!

AND THEN HE DID THE 'CORNER BARING' THINGY!

WTF!

A BUS DOING THAT?!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

EPIC MAN!

oh and i think the bus driver noticed that me and aqeel were criticizing him cause he seemed to look at me for a while as i was talking.

hahahhaa

OH ONE MORE THING!

i was like frickin headcounting the number of people boarding the bus and the bus driver STEADILY ASKS ME, 'what instrument is this?'

DAMN IT CAN'T YOU SEE I'M TRYNA HANDLE MY BAND?! LOL WTF.

and then i ignored him and continued counting and he RUDELY INTERRUPTED MY COUNTING AND COUNTED FOR ME.

WHICH WAS DEFINITELY WRONG!

LOLWTFWTFWTF!

i almost screamed at him but i kept my cool.

sheesh.

what an annoying fat guy.

so damn annoying!

urrrrggghhhh!

omgeee! Raya is like in 10 days time!

lol i'm not excited at all.

-.-'

on a brighter note,

I PASSED MY MATHS CA!!!!!!

HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

like for the first time in my life!

no seriously!!

almost full marks!

hahahahaha

i'm so happy.

sadly i couldn't show my happiness in school just now.

cause i was in pain.

and i was crying and feeling miserable and all.

nah,

i was just in a bad shape due to the migraine and 'salah bantal' thingy.

cheh.

i actually planned to talk a lot today but plan failed.

and i'm so not looking forward for ACES day.

its

NONSENSICAL!

hmmms,

lol i just made my new passport.

hahahahha

and the point of telling you guys this is?????????????????????

oh i'm so hungry..

bye!

YOG

2010-08-22T13:14:00.002+08:00

before i start with anything..

WHY AM I NOTICING SO MANY LESBIANS AROUND ME?!

THIS IS HORRIFYING!!

masyaallah.

hellohello!

YOG Athletics Event was awesome.

well, the event wasn't awesome, but the hot guys there are awesome.

hot guys with hot bods.

hahaha.

HBP, when you gonna get randy orton's body?

hahahahahahaha

anyways, the whole journey was fun with dearest band members.

i almost choked on my sugar bun looking at Ly's nervous attempt to ask these two hot Caucasian guys to take a picture with her.

hahahahaha!

EPIC!

oh speaking of sugar.

the fact that we actually pronounce sugar as 'shugar' is disturbing me.

i feel like cutting my tongue when i read out the word sugar.

i may go crazy you know.

and then aqeel is haunting me with the word flour.

which is also disturbing me.

we say 'flower' instead of just flour.

UURRRRGHH

make it stop!

i'm so sad that this is a short post.

sigh.

bye

2010-08-21T13:26:00.001+08:00

oh golly i really miss my bunch of cousins...

hmmmmmmmmm

i is sad

2010-08-21T09:26:00.002+08:00

hello there!

i is sad and disappointed and sad and so sad.

why?

because my violin lesson today is cancelled because my poor poor teacher is sick.

i was so looking forward to today's lesson until she sent me a text message.

sigh.

i wonder when is our next lesson.

what a bad day for me to start with.

so anyways, i'll be going for the YOG Athletics event later on in the evening.

gaah.

bye then.

hahehihuhoho

2010-08-20T22:33:00.002+08:00

haruharu!

I'VE GOT GREAT NEWS!

I OWNED ALAN GOH JIAN WEI IN CHEMISTRY CA!

hahahehihuhoho!

VICTORY!!

hahaahhahaha.

gosh, today was a damn hyper day for me.

was a rainy day today and i was freezing and then i slowed down the fans and then the whole class moaned at me.

i wonder if they actually perspire in the rain.

i was freezing and my nails turned purple and my hands froze and i couldn't write and my hairs stood and they say that its not cold!

they must be magical.

hahahahahaha

ohmegee thats so lame.

and then, i figured something!

so, i borrowed ' Ada's ' jacket and i magically became high.

hahahahahahahhahahahaha

what with that Appy and Ahmad Danial, who adds on to my high-mode.

and after class, i cranked.

CRANKED.

you know like the Soulja boy crank dat thang.

hahahaha

it felt like i was gliding across the roooooooom

so fun!

hahahahaha

and then i felt so guilty in the music room,

for pressing that extinguisher thingy.

and then there were white powder everywhere.

then i cried.

cheyyyy.

nahh, i moaned and wailed and crouched on the floor until Smotes told me to stop it.

and left Ly and Joan to just laugh at me.

hehehehehehe.

i don't understand what happened to me back then.

hmmmmmmmmmmms.

anyways,

i ate roti prata just now.

yummm

nomnomnom

and then i miss my HBP.

but he's online now.

so, no worries.

crank dat thang yaw!

alhamdulillah

2010-08-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

hello readers!

my oh my, this week has been kinda great actually.

although my weekends were like.. oh nevermind.

i'm just glad that we're still a family no matter how bad the not-so silent treatment is going on day by day.

as a matter of fact, on monday, my lips trembled, my heart thumped harder than ever, and my hands went ice-cold at the sound of, 'family'.

oh boy i was terribly sad that morning.

but then lucky for me, my un-muscular-doesn'tlooklikerandyorton HBP made me smile first thing in the morning.

and then my friends.

thank you very much yeah.

i love these people.

so, the skit went, okay i guess? but i really felt like some baffoon.

no seriously.

hahahahah!

so anyways, i felt so damn happy when i completed my ART HOMEWORK during the weekends like for the first time this year.

HAHAHAHAHA!

you wanna see?

i drew and painted a portrait of hayley williams!!!

*FACEPALM

hahahaha!

see!

YELYAH WILLIAMS!!!

*screams

hahahahaha!

the trip to the BCA was BORING. but the place amazes me. :D

so sad that i didn't get to follow Nurmitot, Ada, Acah, Farah, Hazrul, Rahman, Aril and Danial for break fast at JP.

well, i just HAD to go home, and make sure things are okay. :/

so far things ARE okay, i'm thankful for that,

alhamdulillah. :)

today was a super great day. although i only saw HBP once. D:

and i managed to understand graphs today. :D

mother tongue was da bomb!

hahahahaha!

we were supposed to cut a picture from the malay newspaper and paste it on our foolscap paper. then do some stuffs regarding the picture we chose. as i turned behind, to where Appy and Ahmad Danial sat, i burst into laughter. both of them weren't really writing, but drawing, or doodling, on ahmad danial's picture that he took from the newspaper.

IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY I TELL YA!

look at this!!!

look closely! the picture is big enough!!!

LOL SO DAMN FUNNY I LAUGHED TILL MY GUTS ACHED.

and couldn't stop grinning whenever i tink of this picure.

haiyaiyaiyaiyaiiiii

after school i went to JP with Smotes and Meow(shema).

and i had the happiest moment in my life.

OHMEGEE I SAW LESBIANS FROM A SECONDARY SCHOOL KISSING WHILE GOING DOWN THE ESCALATOR RIGHT IN FRONT OF US!

HAHAHAHAHA!

and i wanted to see them again but we lost them. :/

hahahahahahaha!

its like discovering something new, yaknow, that kind of feeling.

hahahahahahahaha!

i wonder how they feel, hugging and kissing a person of the same gender. eeewwwh gross.

IF ONLY I TOOK A PICTURE OF THEM! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

i feel so evil.

went back to school with Smotes and had the Band Room all to ourselves.

after we were done with whatever we were doing, we did something extraordinary.

we took of our shoes, and stood at one end of the room, and counted to three and WHOOOOOSHHHHHHHH we slid across the room feeling the momentum pass by us.

but it was creepy yaknow. :/

i guess i'm done here.

bye, will set off to find some lesbian couples.

LOL!

I JUST KEED!

:/

2010-08-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

oh hai friends!

gosh, i'm super worn out from yesterday.

achyness everywhere.

but nevermind.

band practice was fun.

1 week of no mrs chee was very dull.

and then when she came back, it was like, the band became revived.

yaknow.

and then i fell.

nope i din fall on the ground.

nor did i fall sick.

i fell in love.

not with someone,

but with a song.

(dun take this too hard HBP, its just for awhile, :D)

yes, i fell in love with a song.

you know, my 2011 SYF piece.

yea, Dancing In The Wind/Kaze No Mai

almost died listening to the piece yesterday.

and yes we managed to play the whole song, though we din play that well.

at least we know our parts.

i'm so so sooooo glad.

that smotes made the whole band drop 40.

haha.

now my body aching.

clever ah you smotes

violin lesson was great.

after so long.

and i played like a pro.

cheyyydebah bah bah bee!

and i almost cried when Shanmin said,

"in this situation, i thought of quitting..."

and then i couldn't stop myself, and i sank to my knees and begged her to stay..

CHEYY!

nah, i just stood there listening to what she's saying and holding back my tears.

lol i won't be THAT dramatic right.

sigh.

and she might put our violin lessons on hold for like, 2 or 3 months.

LIFE WOULD BE DULL WITHOUT LESSONS.

dayyuuuuumm

i really hope that this skit thingy is gonna work.

i hope people won't find it lame or get bored.

i don't even know why i wanted to join.

hahahahaha!

i guess i just miss the Pahang moments

okay i've got loads of homework and drawing a portrait of YELYAH WILLIAMS is hard.

well not really, its just that i'm not skilled in drawing eyes, nose, mouth and also eyebrows.

gotta go catch em all!

lateerrrrrrrrrrrrr duds!

2010-08-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

i almost died listening.

OHMEGEE

ugh. why's he so good?!

2010-08-12T22:47:00.001+08:00

i really miss the bunch of really good band players.

frankly speaking, i miss the last year batch.

they're the awesomest people i've ever had.

sigh.

how i wish they're still in the band.

unreasonable or unfair or just plain ignorant?

2010-08-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

hello there readers.

once i settled down for morning assembly, i knew that today wasn't going to get any better.

the humidityness in the parade square which resulted in non-stop sweat all over me.

the draggy morning announcements and noisy bunch of noisy people.

it all sums up to an attitude girl version of me.

you know the one who always murmurs vulgar under her breath and the one that gives everyone a look which makes you feel like just slapping the face and the one that gets annoyed whenever someone talks to her.

yeah that kind of me took over this morning.

the test was actually okay.

no seriously. it was okay.

but just that, the quick revision or should i say explanation he gave us just won't absorb into my brain.

there was nothing else i could do but just give up.

i know its bad but like i said, today wasn't going to get any better.

i was prepared for whatever that was gonna happen actually.

mind you, i stressed myself out there looking at the two horrible questions and i almost cried but i didn't.

well, no one knew how hard i studied for that bloody test.

i'm fricking tired of looking at single digit results.

i'm tryin very hard to improve here.

oh so i've no initiative?

damn it, its time that i don't have.

i only realised that i couldn't solve such problems on that worksheet like, i dunno..

WEDNESDAY?

tell me, did i have the time to apply my act of initiative on that day?

i've done your work in class.

well some i didn't and that's because i wasn't in school.

isn't trying to learn by myself is some kind of initiative?

no?

what about staying late at night cracking my brains.

what about tearing my eyes open in the morning to continue revising?

still no?

now the thing is, why you treating me like i'm some kind of a rebellious student in your class.

i'm kinda confused about that.

but its okay,

its such a waste of time to crack my brain over THAT matter.

and yes i was really angry. sad. dissapointed. pissed.

alhamdullilah dengan berzikir aku menjadi lebih tenang.

but then another teacher pissed me off.

and i just felt like flipping my desk right at him.

no seriously that was how i felt and was actually part of my intentions just now.

flipping tables might just be a great and satisfying thing to do when you're pissed or angry or sad.

i used to flip tables, back when i was an immature little girl.

i was so pissed by my primary school friend that i flipped my desk.

i'm not quite sure if i actually flipped it or ALMOST flipped it.

but i knew that the desk went quite far away from me.

but i'm a grown up now.

better make a good image of myself right?

and not get myself into trouble.

sigh

after so long, my violin actually made my day today.

practising my current song and playing the old songs just makes me feel like i'm a pro (cheychey)

but seriously, it feels so goood.

you know what, i guess these concert pieces or orchestra music actually makes me feel better.

if you think my sense of music is lame, please, in my opinion, you have no actual sense of music.

maybe, listening to my SYF piece for next year might make me feel even better?

i'll go for it man.

thanks hbp for tryna cheer me up just now.

but damn it, its just hard for me to cheer up once something makes me angry.

so anyways,

I'M TRYING TO SELL A LOADS OF TICKETS FOR THE

JUNIOR BAND FESTIVAL

Venue : Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School (secondary)

Time : 7 pm

Date : 28th August 2010

Bands taking part : Punggol Sec

Bedok Green Sec

Deyi Sec

Boon Lay Sec

-Tickets cost $10 each. -Free seating

please do come and support our boon lay band. (and other bands too)

contact me at msn; jazzanova_95@hotmail.com if you are interested in buying a ticket.

adios amigos

cheydebahbahbah bee tzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-08-10T13:46:00.004+08:00

harlow readers
ugah ugah ugah!

lets begin from batman.

he was a child.

and then his parents died.

and he became a superhero. without any super powers.

he shouldn't live!!!!

oh i'm so sorry. nurmitot just said that i'm crazy.

am i? nahhhhhhh

0.0

anyways, i started this morning feeling like p. diddy.

i woke up in a bathtub.

HAHAHA

i don't even own a bath tub!

LOLWTF

so i had this conversation with nurmitot on emessen.

which made her detest me.

here it goes

`Nuraa says:
hahhaa
ya ya ya a
hhahah
Imagination says:
hahaha
papaya
my mother bought so many chunks of chempedak
the smell makes me wake up feeling like p diddy
and then i got my lashes and got out the door and went to hit the city
`Nuraa says:
WHATT THE HELL
Imagination says:
HAHAHA
wait, theres more
i wanted to be a billionaire
and be on the front page of forbes magazine
ohh, smiling next to oprah and the queen
can you believe it?
believe that i can fly
oh yes i can't
and everytime i close my eyes
i see my name in shining lights
a different cd every night
yes i do swear
lemme tell you this
the world better prepare,
when i'm a billionaire
i'd go on a ride with hayley williams
`Nuraa says:
AH CONTINUE CONTINUE
Imagination says:
dye my hair red, or orange, or maybe even blonde
`Nuraa says:
sila kan
Imagination says:
i'd do head banging with her evry night before i sleep
oh won't you just listen?
life'd be so damn great with hayley williams
oh shit no ijust got a little lady crush
on you
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HELLO THERE
good morning starshine, the earth says hello!
-willy wonka
TYVM!
*bows*
aku dah habis dah
`Nuraa says:
okay best
-.-'
Imagination says:
YEAY!
hahaha
i feel so hyped today
maybe its because of the chicken soup campbell's
oh sorry terbalik
*campbell's chicken soup
jyeeaaayyy
`Nuraa says:
giler oi kau
Imagination says:
heh heh heh

yeaaaa.

oh if you don't know,

'Nuraa is Nurmitot

and

Imagination is me.

OHMEGEE I WATCHED AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER!

it was okay.

what i was kinda shocked about was the characters.

errrrrgh.

WHY?!

hahaha

its kinda funny you know.

hahaha

oh i fell in love with Aang's tattoos.

and the rest of the day was MAGICAL

i've no idea why i just used purple for the word 'magical' but its okay!

purple is nice too!

well, next to yellow

YEYOOOOOOOOW IS DA BOMB!

hahahaha

thanks for making my day HBP.

i wuuuuuv youuu

wah chey act cute siaaah.

i jammed with my sister in my room at about 10+pm

like screaming/shouting instead of singing and like, turning on the amp till the loudest volume.

yeah like that.

and only pathetically jammed on ONE song.

Billionaire.

fuuh.

what a tough night.

yeayeayeayeayeay

hi there.

i cough like a barking dog.

woofcoughwoofcoughwooofcough.

nah

i just wanna jam my hand into my throat and clear out the ugly phlegms in my it.

OH THE HORROR OF UGLY PHLEGMS!

to tell you the truth, i foresee a super long post today but now i just don't know what to blog about.

ugh the same old pathetic me

oh oh oh! another funny convo with Aqeel!

Imagination says:
i'm back!
Aqeel. says:
Okeh
Welcome back
Imagination says:
haha
thank you very much sire!
Aqeel. says:
Lol
I got your rainbow rock
Imagination says:
OHMEGEEE!
hhahaha
you know what
at first glance
i thought you typed
Aqeel. says:
What,
Imagination says:
''i got your rainbow cock''
HAHAHA
then i read again
and then i laugh
hahahahha
Aqeel. says:
Wth wth
Oh behave

OH BEHAVE AYUTA!

what a nonsensical little girl.

psh *flips hair*

oh i can't flip hair no more.

my hair is short.

but i like short hair.

unlike you, you big ol'

facebook is getting kinda boring.

but its way better than friendster.

or maybe tagged.

lol

TAGGED, the place where matreps or minahreps get to know each other.

oh yes.

i'm in the process of drawing out a portrait of my idol.

an art homework given out by Miss Tan.

and i decided to draw and paint Hayley Williams.

if time permits, i'll snap a picture of it when its done and put it up here.

i really need to shower.

i've got loads to do today.

oh tomorrow's the start of the fasting month!

YAY YAY YAY!

I'M SO HAPPY.

but i'm not really looking forward to Hari Raya.

hmm..

I WANT A TWLOHA SHIRT!

like real badly.

pshhh

CLICK TO VIEW THE TWLOHA WEBSITE

and not a single homework was done yesterday.

MEHHHHHHH

2010-08-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

hello readers!

wow what a tough week.

the hard work kinda paid off on friday.

KINDA

hahaha

but we still had fun din we guys?!

anyways, ndp celebration in school was fun. okay done.

soooooooooo, i got my hair cut!

eeeh eeh ehhh!

hahahahah!

i got it super short. like,

like very short.

yeaaaaaaah.

and,

HBP promised me randy orton's body in a few years time.

i'm so excited!

hahahahahaha!

but i miss my old hair.

sheesh.

this is really dull.

bye!

2010-08-05T21:26:00.001+08:00

my face lighted up when i saw your name online.
(L) you.

fun-nest day evaaaaa

2010-08-05T19:34:00.003+08:00

HAI FRIENDS!

i really miss my old hair. D;

today is the FUN-NEST DAY EVVAAAAAAAAA!

the reasons why today is the fun-nest day evvaaaaaaaaa!

i was earlier than HBP today :D

chemistry test was supaaaaaaaaa easy

my mother gave me $10 to school and i ONLY used up $1 :D

class was very fun today

we watched a movie during maths

the english compre was easy :D

i slept and dreamt thrice right after finishing the english compre

i spat the phlegm out of my throat in the toilet. (Y)

jauhari wasn't in class during english period onwards

felt so good to be sitting alone. jyeah!

we made a sarcastic remark to mr chong by clapping our hands and acting surprised and amazed when he put a drop of this particular acid onto a blue litmus paper which then turns red. and he said, ''waaaaah, what a sarcastic remark''

i seduced alan goh jian wei

i said 'EEEEEEEEEE' to alan goh jian wei

the whole class says 'EEEEEEEEEEE' to alan goh jian wei

SMEXYCANDY FTW! (inside jokes)

most people helped to do the banner and mascot .

we're almost done for NDP tomorrow!!

i'm over and done with the charity bazaar game booth. wtf. waste my time. sheesh

i can walk faster than Nurmitot and Yanty without showing any sign of tireness

working on the NDP preparation was fun with fellow classmates

there's a new jar of nutella in my kitchen

i can't wait for tomorrow

anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HXC MIRZA ZUHAIRI! :D

but oh shit no, i haven't done the sash for my two lovely mascots.

oh, i PHAILED to make my life become a musical with hazrul. actually he phailed.

hahaha.

oh,miss lee said 2na2 was her bestest class over the years she had been in BLSS. awww. :]

i'm oh-so hungry right now, and jyeah there's a new jar of nutella and some bread.

GOTTA CATCH'EM ALL!

YAMI

2010-08-04T20:46:00.002+08:00

HELLO FRIENDS!

back to my zany-self today.

muah hah hah hah hah.

i can't believe how random i was in class today.

and i just wish that lessons will be like this fun everyday.

not only me but everyone's being so damn random.

GUESS WHAT!

I WASN'T LATE TODAY!

HAHAHEHIHUHUHOHO!

and he was damn happy and i was damn happy and we lived happily ever after.

the end.

OHMEGEE I JUST REMEMBERED THAT I FORGOT TO WATCH THE NOOSE YESTREDAY ON CHANNEL 5!

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

i is so angry.

okay i is no longer angry.

eh i need to tell you guys something.

i love HBP.

you know right?

ohh i just can't refrain myself from boasting about this.

ishh.

SEL was actually fun. harharhar!

exchanging works + giving opinions = debates + shoutings = fish market

but it was fun. like seriously.

but then while doing the discussions for NDP, i get all frustrated and super pissed off.

hahahehehihuhhoho

and mr chong actually approached me and apologized if he pissed me off or anything.

but the thing was, i was only pissed off by some people.

haiyaa. that mr chong always so damn kanchiong.

oh, i'm running out of time.

gotta go finish up the ndp stuffs. -.-

no seriously,

this is fricking wasting my time,

i've got CHEMISTRY test tmrw.

and i haven't study.

FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUU

i hate charity bazaaaaar.

why must we also do something.

waste of time right?

stupid people.

never use brain.

idiota.

anyways,

AQEEL treated me YAMI!

HAHAHA

TYVM AQEEL!

and rachel provided the FRUITY PEBBLES!

TYVM RACHEL!

:D
:D

ohh now, my parents and sisters are arguing about the cost for my violin lessons.

sigh

i still want to learn.

its something i love to do,

something that actually makes me happy.

sigh.

the world's going against me again.

oh well.

FML TTM

worn.out

2010-08-03T20:05:00.002+08:00

herro eberybadi, i am letisha.

imitating letisha is so damn easy i do it everyday!

just to annoy Natasha.

hi guess whaaaaat.

dayyuuummmm i was late again today.

same reason.

i need to re-install my self-discipline like i used to have.

anyways, today's not my BEST DAY EVAAAAAAAAAAA.

no, no.

kinda suckish actually,

sigh.

i'm soooo damn worn out today.

walked all around boon lay place to find that little shop.

sheesh.

stupid place lah.

urgh.

everything that's happened today just makes me angsty.

grrrr.

bye

the GC

2010-08-02T21:28:00.001+08:00

the incomplete GC members!

hahahahahaha!

i love!

hehehehehehihihihuhuhuhohohohhahaha

farts

2010-08-02T19:17:00.003+08:00

once my sister moves out, i'm gonna make my room into something like this picture above here.

ohmeegeee its so cute right?!

haha

i guess i'm back to my zany-self yeah?

today was a blast actually.

thanks my dearest girlfriends who eats with me during recess.

thanks my dearest classmates; all the girls and the boys

thanks my dearest HBP, for at last smiling at me during the talk!

:D <3

and thanks dearest SL friends for making my day right after school.

LOVE YOU PEOPLE.

MUUAAH!

so,

since i'm almost extremely happy,

i'm gonna blog about what happened today

unfortunately, this morning wasn't so good.

cause i was late.

yeah.

you might be thinking that i was late to school.

noo, i was late to meet HBP at the designated place.

why?

because i was plain lazy to iron my uniform and pack my bag yesterday night.

so what was i doing yesterday night?

EATING!

at exactly 0000hrs.

heh heh heh.

but i was super hungry!!

there were some bread and a new jar of nutella.

ooo.

so-so nice.

okay back to story.

so i had to do everything in the morning and i was like one crazy girl running here and there in my house and sliding across from one place to another in my school socks.

heh heh.

those times were never enough.

you just gotta do it again once.

or maybe twice.

and yeah i came down late.

and i was given the 'silent-treatment'

it was horrible i tell ya'!

and then i sad ah.

so damn sorry for being late for the i dunno how many umpteen time.

i kinda hated maths cause i couldn't understand a thing.

P.E was fun.

heh heh.

mr namdi clearly said,

''okay now you guys can free-play''

and so i played according to my own freewill ; not doing the service thingy.errh (?)

and then he came up to me and told me to do service (?) errh. correctly.

then he said,

''you know why i ask you to do again? cause just now i saw you doing the other way''

the other way which is the, you know,

*throw-reach out- hit!- shout*

yeaaa.

hahahahahaha!

i laughed so much during P.E

recess was always fun no matter how less we talked.

cause there's food.

and the daily nonsense my girlfriends and me encountered.

hahahahaa!

mother tongue.

OOOH BEST PART!

haha.

well not so.

could have been the best part if Appy came.

but then Ahmad Danial was enough for entertainment.

hahahahaha!

golly they're just so funneh!

art!

another fun thing.

heh heh.

so,

i came into the art room,

feeling a little uneasy, i went out and leaned on the railings letting everything gooooooo.

harhar!

and then redarus appeared beside me saying,

''eh? why you emo never invite me?!''

and then i just told him everything..

''oh, i was just letting out the aaaaaiiirrrrrr.''

hahahahahaha!

get it?

the aaaiiiiirrrr.

and then he disappeared into the art room.

the acrylic paints really made me hungry.

it just looks so yummy.

yummmm.

and then the colours kinda remind me of YAMI.

heh heh.

i miss YAMI.

ohohoh!!!

THE BEST PART EVAAAAAAAAAAAA

hahahahaha!

we proceed to the hall for this

'sexual talk' or something

hehehehe

sat with Ly and i couldn't stop laughing till i get tired.

hahaha

so sad that Ly actually expected more from the talk but all they gave us was that?!

so damn pathetic!

hahahaha.

Ly,Ly.

ooh epic moments.

why this was the best part evaaaaaaaa?

because,

at last,

HBP SMILES AT ME!

like yeala.

at last you know.

no more silent-treatment.

after school, went off to JP with Ray, Aqa, Udi and Nicholas.

ohh what a hectic moment lah.

i was so so so so so so so super duper hungry and Udi recommended this super cheap nasi lemak which costs only $2 and is freaking worth it.

ate in the canteen with Udi and Aqa before heading into the council room to carry on with our stuffs.

sigh.

so much work to do, so little time.

fuck-ed up life.

but it was fun doing stuff with those two.

the going home part was the second BEST PART EVAAAAAAAAAA!

i was walking home with Udi, while telling him some stories of mine.

so i started,

''it all began during the sec 3 camp...

*PRRROOOOOOOOTTTT*''

and then Udi looked at me with a horrible face, and we both burst into laughter that lasted more than five minutes!

and my ribs hurt.

hahahaha

the guy who walked past us FARTED like it was nobody's business and he just walks off like that as if nothing happened!

and his fart was SUPER LOUD!

HAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA!!!!

haiyaiii.

gosh today was a great day.

and now i just realised,

i've got loads of stuff to do!

oh shit nooooo!

ok bye.

oh wait.

you've gotta watch this episode of CHOWDERRR!

have fun!

sigh

2010-08-01T13:03:00.003+08:00

ohmegee this cat is frickin cute!

hahahahhhah!

anyhows,

hai my dear readers ( if there is any).

i just wanna say that my life is still a bad and gloomy one.

DND was actually very fun, IF i hadn't been so gloomy and all.

BIG SIGH.

my mood was actually getting better when i was having my second round of dinner,

until...

that particular name was mentioned.

sigh.

why?

why oh why?

so my mood was literally destroyed from there onwards again.

thanks all of you whom had noticed the gloomy-ness in me yesterday.

thanks for those who tried to cheer me up.

and i'm really sorry for not being such a sport and just forget whatever shit i was thinking about that night.

its just so hard.

sorry for just leaving the train without so much of a 'bye-bye' or even a look.

gaah.

i held my tears back for i dunno how many umpteen times yesterday night.

and right when i reached home,

i recieved a couple of text messages.

ignoring the first one, (which was from my sister asking me what time i'll be home)

i opened the second one.

and then i smiled,

and cried .

heh heh heh

for the first time for that day i was extremely happy.

I LOVE YOU HBP.

2010-07-30T21:16:00.002+08:00

i miss you HBP.

I miss you till i wanna cry.

i wanna cry of so many things.

sigh.

life really sucks for me.

but band was great today.

it went smoothly.

and at last i got to see Aqeel's karate.

HAHAHAHAHAH!

oh well,

but still, i almost cried during band practice.

there are just too many unwanted stuff here in my mind right now.

and i can guarantee you that i can explode anytime and anywhere i want.

i just need to go somewhere peaceful and quiet and private,

so i can cry myself out.

sigh.

what more,

dear friend isn't going for DND tmrw night.

feels like the world's going against me huh.

well, on a brighter note,

the teh susu i had during recess for the first time from stall #1 was.

n.i.c.e

with the ice cold weather, and the super hot tea and my nasi lemak.

oooh.

recess was actually the greatest time of my life for today.

nomnomnomwaffles

2010-07-29T19:02:00.003+08:00

hello my dear readers.

Life isn't good nowadays.

sigh.

but i just pretend that its good.

see that, i was just pretending.

heh heh heh

i've no mood to laugh at things anymore.

even fuckyeahfunnythings.tumblr.com fails to make me laugh.

sigh.

i feel like just saying everything that's on my mind right now right here on this blog.

but i just can't.

i feel like a useless, extra person who is kinda clueless and wants to kinda fit in when i'm already in.

well,

clueless because, nobody actually tells me what's fricking going on.

yeah.

nobody.

hi. i wanna cry right now.

but then i think its just a waste of time for me to cry.

hmm.

what if, i become,

girl _ perangai @ hotmail . com

hahahahahahaha.

oh shits aqeel just made me laugh because of that inside joke!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

sigh,

everything just seems so unfair.

whats the point of doing all these shits?

i don't fricking get paid.

i'm just plainly wasting my time.

urgh.

and i'm just plainly wasting my time blogging my thoughts right here on my blog right now.

when i could have just followed my mum to JP and buy myself a YAMI Yogurt and smile as i eat.

oh, life just sucks for me.

but i consider myself lucky to have these few people in my life.

not gonna mention names.

well i love them the most.

thank you guys, for listening to my problems.

and dear friend was really very very touching.

hahahah.

awwww.

FML

chowderrrrr

2010-07-28T20:51:00.003+08:00

hey.

i am shagged.

woooh.

harhar.

band was fun.

AFTER HOW MANY DECADES OF SERIOUSNESS AND STRESSFULNESS AND OH EVERYTHING,

i really loved this band practice.

except that if the teacher in charge was a different person, it'd be better.

jyyyeaaaaaaah.

anyhow,

i just wanna talk about this little creature.

heeheehuhuuuuu

CHOWDER!!!!!

HE IS FREAKING CUTE FYI

and he eats like me.

harharhar.

he is actually just like me.

but the only difference is,

CHOWDER IS FAT.

and i is skinny.

but chowder is cute.

HAHAHAHA

ROFL.

i recommend ya to watch chowder.

catch it on cartoon network!

or maybe youtube.

heh heh heh.

its sooo cute!!!!

okai bye i am sooo shagged and i'm hungry.

heh

i'm always hungry.

D: :D

2010-07-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

haluu.

oh, i is back from my violin practical exam.

lemme tell you something..

I SCREWED MY SIGHT-READING.

who wouldn't?!

i was only given half a minute (30seconds) to look through the short piece.

and i was fricking shocked that the piece given was longer than what i expected and what i've been practicing.

D: D: D:

i panicked.

and there were like, 3rd or 4th positions?!

LOL WTF.

yeah. i screwed my sight-reading.

and i hate my first piece.

i. hate. that. song.

my arms were trembling throughout the whole exam which made it hard for me to control my bowing

and because of that,

i failed to do proper expressions and dynamics and you name it.

UUUGHHH.

thanks dear friends for the support.

okay. let me just describe the whole situation in proper English.

i entered the Allegro music school welcomed with cool air from the room and a smiling clerk

sitting behind a desk.

settled the admin stuffs with the clerk and took a seat waiting anxiously for my turn.

the soft violin music played from a radio was just a slight distraction for me as i sat there trying to recall my scales, arpeggios and mainly everything.

my accompaniment teacher came in and waited with me.

after a few minutes of waiting, the clerk brought me and my accompaniment teacher past the many studios towards a studio at the end.

we waited silently for this so-called bell to ring until its fine for me to enter.

while waiting, the clerk kind of motivated me and tried to make me un-nervous.

the bell rung and the clerk opened the door for me.

i entered with a confident smile etched on my face.

the examiner was an Englishman. he looked kind,

not the dim-witted kind, he gave me a smile and greeted me.

i did as well. took my place behind the music stand and got ready.

my arms weren't steady, i tried to keep my cool and began my first piece.

it was okay, at least until the middle part. which i think i screwed. not that badly.

the second piece was a bit better. i did a little bit of vibrato which made the examiner look up

and then look back to his papers and began jotting down comments.

the third piece was kinda okay.

urgh i dunno.

moving on to scales.

this, i'm not really good at.

yes i do remember all of them 31 scales,arpeggios,chromatics,dominant and diminished sevenths.

but i did get confused on the G major scale.

lucky for me the examiner was a kind hearted man and he corrected me.

but still, that cut points.

D: !

and then, sight-reading.

i. don't. wanna. talk. about. this.

aural was okay.

sigh.

left the school and was trying hard to fight back my tears. thrice, my tears almost streamed down my face as i sat in the bus.

oh no but i didn't cry.

so i bought a medium YAMI Yogurt and sat outside the library emo-ing and reminiscing how i did for my exam.

it was a very delightful treat you know, ohh YAMI.

harharhar!

sigh

i don't think i can get a distinction.

not even a merit.

maybe just a pass?

i hope its not a fail.

a pass will do.

merit will be good.

gaah.

i don't know man.

i just don't feel good about the results.

maybe i should get myself a Hot Fudge Sundae from McDonald's.

yummmmm.

nom nom nom.

(Y)

on the verge of dying

2010-07-24T13:38:00.004+08:00

hai friends.

i was a sick chicken earlier this morning reason being, i didn't eat anything yesterday night.

i'm glad that i'm 90% prepared for my exam.

but i'm unprepared on how to face that dim witted ENGLISHMEN.

harhar.

oh noes i'm scared of monday.

can monday don't come fast?

and i almost cried upon hearing those touching words of motivation and confidence by shanmin.

but no i stood strong.

sigh.

yaknow what,

suddenly i feel like i've lost everything.

yeah everything.

i dunno but i just feel so empty.

i even feel like i've lost myself.

well, i guess my life is all about my beloved violin.

its worth it, to be paying hundreds of dollars for this.

at least i'm having fun.

rather than attending that something, and then getting stressed all over and in the end, i get nothing.

oh shucks.

lucky for me its free ah.

at least my violin don't get me stressed.

its something i love to do.

well,

i actually USED to love to attend that something.

but now, i just feel like its worthless.

just like how my sisters described it.

even talking to those from that something just makes me feel angsty.

oh never mind.

let me just hang out with my family members

and after that,

work on my exam on monday.

i'm freaking scared.

thanks all for the good luck wish.

luv ya'll.

oh and one more thing,

semakin lamaku tenung wajahmu di 'bukumuka', semakin sakit hatiku ini.

menyampah pun ada.

adoi!

i feel like a bad girl.

its okay.

bye.

anpanman!

2010-07-22T23:32:00.004+08:00

Aural Tests: Grade 5
A To sing or play from memory a short melody played twice by the examiner. The key-chord and starting note will first be sounded and named, and the pulse indicated. A second attempt will be allowed if necessary.

B To sing six notes from score in free time within the range of a fifth above and a fourth below the tonic in any major key up to two sharps or flats. The test will begin and end on the tonic and will not contain any intervals greater than a third, except for the rising fourth from dominant to tonic. The examiner will play and name the key-chord and tonic, and, if necessary, play each note after it has been attempted. Candidates may choose to sing the test from the treble or bass clef.

C1 To identify certain features of a piece played by the examiner. The features will be confined to dynamics (p/f), gradation of tone (crescendo/diminuendo), articulation (staccato/legato), tempo changes (rallentando/accelerando etc.), recognition of major and minor tonality, and general perception of texture, rhythm, form, style and period, of which the examiner will select one or two and advise the candidate accordingly before playing the piece. Questions on the selected features will then follow. Candidates are encouraged to use Italian terms in their answers where appropriate.

C2 To clap the rhythm of a short extract played twice by the examiner from the above piece and state whether it is in 2, 3 or 4 time.

Hi.

see that?

that's JUST the aural test.

what about the others?

sight-reading, pieces and scales.

and jyeah i almost abused my violin just now because of that irritating annoying

super difficult C:2 piece.

but no i didn't abused my violin.

instead, i decided to persevere and just lie down on my back for a few minutes

almost bursting into tears due to the stressfulness of tryna' play right.

lucky for me, my ANPANMAN came to the rescue.

harharhar.

you don't know who is ANPANMAN?

I'll show you..

THIS IS ANPANMAN!

OHMEGEE AIN'T HE CUTE?!

hahahah!

used to be my favourite cartoon when i was a kid yaknow.

aiyaiyaiii..

okay i'mma turn in i a few minutes time.

bye my luv.

2010-07-22T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hello!

just a quick update about my life so far.

so far.

my mundane and stressfull life is gonna end quite soon.

jyeah.

cause you know why?

my exam's in like..

3 more days.

and after that, i can go home as late as i want. oh no.

i still gotta settle the games thingy. urgh. i hate . it.

okay so maybe not, maybe my stressfull life would end after 6th august. yeaaah.

ohmegee, i memorised all my scales already!

:D
:D
:D
:D

its the arpeggios that makin me hate.

yaknow..

haters gonna hate.

haha.

i've been achin' to say that sentence!

HAHAHHAAH!

soo anywayyss.

i still can't find my tuner/motronome!!

D:
D:
D:
D:
D:
D:
D:
D:
D:
D:

this is frickin sad yaknow.

to be hearing that 2 years old little cute kid crying of pain and sadness upon being scolded by his grandparents.

it not only hurts him, it hurts me too!

cheyyyys. he's cute. :D

okay bye .

p.s the 4 pieces of bread with margarine i ate still doesn't fill my stomach.

i'm frickin sad.

D:

2010-07-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

LOST

TUNER/METRONOME.

NOW,

CAN'T

TUNE

VIOLIN

NOR

PLAY

EXAM

PIECES

THE

STATED

TEMPO

how can i lose my tuner/metronome?

how?

i can't remember where i last placed it.

now i'm horribly sad cause my C Major Scale is killing my own dear ears.

i even scrunch my face at my own playing!!!!!!!!

FFFFFUUUU

and my exam is like in..

4,20, 45,

5 days time.

OH THE HORROR!

oh the horror of that Eurasian or maybe British old woman with BIG grey curls on her head and

a thin rimmed golden metal glasses hanging on the tip of her nose with a fountain pen on her right hand and a piece of paper laid before her and her sharp stare(well, not really)

and the cold room and my Piano teacher giving me a good luck nod and the lady who works at the place closing the door behind me and letting me face the OH-SO-HORRIBLE time of my life

heh.

well that was like two years ago when i had my FIRST, Grade 3 practical exam.

it.was.scary.

sigh.

anyways,

i'm hungry and tired and i've got chem test tomorrow.

how?!

ok bye

2010-07-16T19:27:00.004+08:00

lalala

i'm frickin drained.

i've only got like one week to exam!!

i've gotta memorise my scales !

shanmin's gonna test them all tomorrow.

i'm in deep shit!

but hey. look on the bright side,

weekends are here!

but i've still got a lot to do.

but hey, look at this!

i'm frickin cute!

yes, i'm the one biting a snake.

ohmegee. biting a snake!!!

and that kid beside my picture made me die of cuteness attack.

but i'm still alive. don't worry.

i love you HBP.

Less Than Three <3

uhm.

2010-07-13T23:03:00.004+08:00

i'm frickin shagged right now.

having oh-so many problems.

thank you dearest girlfriends for cheering me up.

thank you dear senior for making me laugh 24/7.

thank you dearest cousin airball for listening to my problems and also sharing your problems.

oh boy i love my cousin airball!

we just happen to have soooo much in common.

ooh looky upstairs!

i've finished my sculpture!!!!

ohmegeee!!!!

hahah

its in white and brrruuueee and piiiiinnnkkk!!!

i liikeeee!!!!!

hahahahahahah!

sigh. life is kinda sad sometimes.

sleeping during recess is really fun.

no seriously!

you can dream any dreeaaaammm!!!!!

urgh.

i'm shagged. ok bye.

pssst.

happy advanced 5th monthsary HBP!

loveyoumanymany!

2010-07-12T22:55:00.004+08:00

i frickin love my fellow excos.

even though they might irritate me, annoy me, make me feel angry, they're still the best.

EXCOs 2010 FTW!

hi, i had fun during P.E just now.

cause i accidentally on purpose let my dear girls become the monkey in our soft ball game.

JYEAH!

hahhaa

ohmeegee. one more day!!!!!!!!

2010-07-11T15:40:00.001+08:00

what's happening?!

heh heh.

nothing!

by now you should probably know that i'm bored to the MAX!

2010-07-11T15:32:00.001+08:00

I'M HORRIBLY SAD CAUSE

PEOPLE

LONGER

TAG

TAGBOARD

HORRIBLY

SAD

I IS ON THE VERGE OF

REMOVING MY TAGBOARD.

SHOULD I?

okay bye.

2010-07-10T15:52:00.002+08:00

i am so...

gosh i can't find that word.

nevermind.

this is so damn awesome!

2010-07-10T14:25:00.002+08:00

Hellohello!!

sorry for not updating for a very long time.

i've been. very. busy.

because.

of.

Investiture cum Farewell Party!!!
all the hard times and sweat and laughter and everything has paid off .

fuuh.

i'm so drained man.

feel like just jumping onto my cosy bed in this very lovely cooling weather and just cuddle up in my blanket and have a long, nice, nap.

oh nevermind.

anyways, Investiture cum Farewell Party was a success. Fortunately.

although it was ALMOST cocked-up. we managed to run it smoothly.

i'm oh so drained i can't be bothered to type out what happened during the farewell party.

oh yes.

after farewell party, went to pioneer mall and had our last dinner with fellow seniors.

so damn sad!

homed at around 11+.

making the videos with eya at my house was really fun.

had so much laughter with that nonsensical smotes.

HARHAR!

sigh.

now i'm finished with band stuffs and events,

all i gotta work on is my violin and the .. -.-' student leader charity bazzar thingy.

uuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhh

you guys freaking know that i'm soooo not into student leaders right?

well maybe yeah, IF i'm so damn free like SOME OTHER CCA LEADERS.

damn it, of all CCA LEADERS why pick me?

don't you know that i'm 24/7 busy?

FML

no.

FYL

and my violin exam is like..

in TWO WEEKS TIME!

ML=Fkd.

knnbccb i hate my sisters.

okay bye

ps.. i really gotta boast on this man!

I FREAKING LOST MY VOICE! OH MIRACLE! hahahah!

jyeah!

urgh?

2010-07-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

i feel kinda fucked up tonight?

reason?

i don't know.

something's just not right.

is it because i'm sleepy?

exhausted?

stressed?

worried?

unhappy?

well yes i'm unhappy.

because of everything.

people around me just makes me unhappy.

what with the ice cold weather.

hell yeah i was freezing out there.

and those people walking around me holding an umbrella,

rushing their way like there's no tomorrow, thus letting their umbrella bouncing against mine,

just adds on to my 'fucked up' feeling.

oh yes i struggled to keep myself calm so as not to say any vulgar, like, knnb ccb at those mother fucking kiasu assholes.

what with those people trying to finish up my damn it foolscap paper?

and when i say ' please ask someone else for foolscap paper', they'd say 'cheapskate!' '(pelokek)'

WTF?!

damn it what'd you come to school for?

i don't fucking care whoever you are.

dayyuummm this is one pathetic topic to talk about.

sigh.

what else?

yes.

i hate it when people just won't reply my text messages.

period.

oh, one more thing.

everything's changed?!

LOL WTF!

i foresee a dreadfull weekend coming up.

guess what!

i fused(?) the fan in my classroom which is right above where i'm seated.

and everyone complained to me.

blaming it all on me.

i thought it was a broken light switch okay!

heh heh heh.

oh yeah, that mother fuckin dark creature who lives a storey above me is fucking annoying me much.

damn it why can't you just shut your mouth?!

idiota.

fuck shit i hate today.

half-dead

2010-06-29T17:25:00.002+08:00

Hellohello readers!

today, i tried my best to listen to my teachers teaching and to stay awake.

but i failed!

upon giving up on trying to stay awake during geography, i slept for the last 10 mins of lesson.

and Kelvin kept on disturbing me.

and i had a few funny dreams.

hahahaha!

and i almost slept in chemistry. D:

that is very bad!!!

Art was fun again.

at first everyone was so quiet.

and then we began to sing.

Raya songs.

-.-'

haha.

and then we talked about shaving.

was kinda inappropriate subject .

haha

had a little trouble pulling off the hardened cast off my hand.

and guess what,

since yesterday was a boy,

today was a twin!!

HAHAHAHAHA!

no worries if you don't understand.

its an inside joke.

heh heh heh

you know, looking at epic faces in the yearbok is really fun!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

EPIC FACES FTW!

library with Smotes and HBP was fun.

heh heh heh

should give you YAMI everyday.

haha

ohmygak epic face!

lol

haiyaii.

FML i've still got handbook to do.

ok bye!!

The GC

2010-06-28T19:37:00.002+08:00

OMFG!

I IS NOW A MEMBER OF THE GC!

HAHEHIHUHO!

first day of school was okay.

and so far i only enjoyed Maths and Art.

hahahahaha!

and i told Mr Salizam some stuffs i encountered and he kept on asking of more stories.

LOL

he looked kinda shocked. scared maybe?

hahehhihuho

ART was really fun!

hahaha.

did sculpturing with our own hand.

using the hand cast.

and also with random dangdut songs and any songs you can name.

i (L) my art classmates.

MEH

i've got nothing else to update about.

haiyaiyaiyaiyai.

OMG I ATE YAMI JUST NOW!!!!

heh heh heh.

okay i'll end with a proper one.

OHMYGOSH I REALLY DID ATE YAMI JUST NOW!

kthksbye!

aiyaiayai

2010-06-27T19:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO

i wonder why i keep on laughing at some small little things.

hmm.

anyways,

i went to Deyi Sec for their DMB Investiture with Smotes, Amy and James.

jyeah we missed the investiture cause we were late.

everything ended when we arrived.

and the two band majors entertained us as we ate.

hahaha

they were really shy at first.

but soon, we talked like we've known each other for 5 years.

especially that Jade.

shared problems and all, they're all friendly people.

haha.

and the DM, so shyshy! hahha!

anyways, Jade and Xin Ying! don't lose hope!

you'll do better next time!!

aiyoo. now i'm scared.

haha!

went to IMM after the investiture with Smotes and Amy.

twas veryveryvery fun.

hehehe.

you know i know public don't know eh!!

homed and went out again for YAMI yogurt.

ever since i tasted YAMI, i fell in love with it.

ohh YAMI.

HAHAHAHAHAAH!

went to JP with shema and then i saw..

AIRBALL!!!

YES! THE ONE I'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT IN MY PREVIOUS POSTS!!

YES MY DEAREST COUSIN!!

HAHAHAHA

LOLOLOLOLOLOL!

and guess what,

he was with his girlfriend ahhhhss.

(kening upups)

nyehehehe.

lolololololol!!

OMG WE'RE LIKE CURRENTLY SHARING HOT TOPICS RIGHT NOW!

HIS AND MINE!

OMGOMGOMG!

LOLOLOLOL!

hahahhaahaha.

ok bye!

lololololol

2010-06-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

hello dear readers!!

ZOMG I HAD FUN THIS MORNING!

hehehehe.

band cleaning day was awesome.

although i had to clean my dear saxophone cupboard ALONE.

tyvm dear section. ilysm.

haha.

urgh that ain ah.

kpop here. kpop there.

haiyai.

hahaha.

but i had fun cleaning the band room actually.

and all that singing out loud,

and the two grils playing around with the old uniform.

and the farhan wearing the skirt.

and the rachel and ly wearing the pants.

and the smotes trying to fit inside the cupboard.

and the farhan who was already in the cupboard.

and the jumping and shouting and pushing and

pulling and oh all the fuss!

and i just realised,

that we can tell racist jokes anytime with the fellow band members.

right?

like, how dark a person is, how skinny a person is, how funny a person is,

and we even created commands according to the different lifestyles/ways of different races!

ain't that cool?!

HAHAHAHA

gosh they're the best people i've ever met maaan.

i love my dearest band members.

ohmygod there's a pervert in town!!

and i'm currently fed-up with that guy.

urgh.

help?

hahahahaha!

HBP gave me a small cute cute cute cute cute panda bear keychain!!!!!

awwh i (L) HBP and cutecute panda.

ohmyy today, everything just seems so funny!

hahahahahah!

i'd laugh at one small little thing!

and you know what,

just now,

both of my music teachers at sonare didn't see me coming into the studio room.

and i had to wait for them for 15 mins, and they'd come in with a shock face.

-.-'

i was there all the time man!

haiyaii.

baroque,classical,romantic,20th century.

who are the famous composers in these periods may i ask?

i don't know.

google time!!

kbye.

ohnoooooooooooooooooooooees

2010-06-24T00:56:00.003+08:00

ohio!!!

hehehihihuhoho

the fan is switched off.

everyone's asleep,

i'm still stuck infront of the large computer screen

but i'm kinda finishing.

but i haven't find my band t!

oh no oh no oh no oh no!!!!!

howhowhowhowho!!!!!!!!

you see my face!!

you know what,

i personally think,

that i'm gonna be late tomorrow.

and i'm hungry.

but i already ate.

how?

eeeesh.

comeoncomeon,

i wanna sleep already.

ok bye!

recovered

2010-06-22T15:19:00.003+08:00

OH HAI

i've just recovered from my multiple sickness.

but mummy won't let me go for band practice.

oh noeee.

i'm craving for ice cream.

ohgolly

HBP's coming back tonight!!!

not quite sure what time but damn it he's coming back at last!

jyeah!!

the ache in my gums still kinda lingers.

urgh its sooooooo annoying.

i just realised that next week's back to school week.

gee.

guess i've been too busy to notice the date.

let me see what i haven't done that i wanted to do for this june holiday.

>organize a sectional outing to marina barrage/sentosa

>read my renewed Wuthering Heights book from the library

>save money

>jam on the drums and guitar

>study.

>complete homework (Malay Book Review)

ohgolly thats a lot.

how?

i've only got like, 5 days left.

oh yeah,

spot me.

toothache

2010-06-21T15:49:00.004+08:00

geeeaaarrrghh

i got toothache.

cause my tooth at the back , you know the strong ones which you use it to chew hard stuffs,

yes that one on the top right corner of my mouth,

is still a baby tooth.

well actually all fours are.

and now the one at the top right corner is falling off and i can feel that a new one has grown halfway but the old one still doesn't want to fall off and

my gums are suffering from the pain!!

ouch its soooo painful.

now the toothache spreads all over to my right side of my face.

ouch!!!

its like, yeala,, round the corners of my eyes where the veins are, yea that part,

is affected from the toothache because i don't know why and its so hard for me to bend down low to the ground.

which means its so hard and painful for me to carry out my prayers.

i wanna do the sitting style but then..

nevermind.

i is very sad

and now i feel very very very very very weak.

is it because of the toothache?

or what?

i don't know.

and the body aches i'm having adds to the pain.

and then i feel very feverish.

but my temperature stays the same.

-.-'

36.8 degrees Celsius.

i'm too strong i guess.

nyeehehehe *girly laughs*

and just now, i went down to the 7-11 store down the road to buy myself a box of

KOOL FEVER

you know that cooling so-called big plaster which you put on children's forehead when they're feeling feverish.

since it can also be used for toothaches,

i'm now sitting in front of this computer screen suffering from the pain with a big and white and cooling plaster sticked by the side of my face where i can feel the toothache spreading.

you know what,

my limbs are really very weak right now.

and i have headache.

like, since yesterday and yesterday,yesterday.

you know,

and i was practising my violin just now and i was so not playing good.

i haven't kept my violin yet.

should i continue practising or...

hmm

i haven't eaten!

its soooo hard to eat and chew cause the toothache is causing me a lot of problems.

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh

*silent cries*

and yesterday, my parents forced me to go to ECP and accompany my little brother cycling around the park.

and i HAD to go.

and my face was like..

you know that kind of face.

not because i hated being forced to accompany my brother but because of the toothache.

i'm so hungry.

there is band practice tomorrow.

should i go?

i can't guarantee that the toothache'll cure by tonight.

cause its just getting worse.

time check, 16:19 hrs.

oh nooooo.

i think i'm having a fever.

yes i am sick.

my temperature now is 38.3 degrees Celsius.

so i won't be going for band practice tmrw.

i'm sorry partner!

sorry dear section!

i feel like fainting.

noooooooooooooooooooo.

HAHAHAHA.

oh my gak

so dramatic.

-.-'

but seriously, i'm sick.

like a sick chicken.

ok bye

oh oh oh oh oh.

i miss that guy.

that guy who's currently in China.

faster come back can?

grrr

2010-06-19T19:03:00.002+08:00

hi there.

i'm no longer the crazy enthusiastic nonsense-speaking and noisy girl that you know.

well,

i am now, a quiet, always frowning, 24/7 headache, humourless girl.

lets just say that i'mma be having a bad mood from today onwards.

i won't forget it.

i thought i could chill but when dearest partner talks about it,

the adrenaline rush gets over me and i won't be able to control myself but to frown,

cry, throw stuffs, talk back to my dearest parents, and just be rude to my family members.

fuck shit i'm depressed right now.

urrrrgh.

/////////////////////////////////////////////////////

heyhey. i've got good news!!

I've improved in all three of my exam pieces!!

ohmygosh i'm so happy!!

this morning, i spent my time walking among crowds of

SLOW WALKERS.

they are very slow and they piss me off.

urgh.

anoying people.

belated birthday party for syahirah was kinda successfull.

sorry for delaying it so long.

well, i AM a very busy person.

sheeeeeesh.

anyways, yah, i hope you liked the last minute smallsmall mini mini party.

gentarasa was kinda fast?

HAHAHAHA

we came and the show already started.

and when Hyrul Anuar came out everyone was like..

okay nevermind.

frankly speaking, i'm not a fan of him.

its been a long time since i last hang out with them girlfriends ah.

sadly there weren't as many jokes as last time.

either because i've got no mood or just that,

we can't think of anything funny.

very sad.

and i'm still frustrated.

about everything.

grrrrrr.

2010-06-18T12:14:00.001+08:00

only one word for the camps.

BIG SIGH D:

sorry that was two words and one emotion. D:

and i miss HalfBloodPrince real badly.

humph

2010-06-13T18:27:00.002+08:00

hellohello

i'll be gone.

again.

for two more camps.

urgh.

i seriously need a break from camps.

head aching like there's no tomorrow.

i haven't washed my socks from the Pahang Camp.

nyehehehehe

i haven't packed my bags.

i lost my consent forms.

my head is still aching.

ouch its so painful!!

i wish i could die for four days only and wake up on the fifth day.

HAHAHAHA

and my throat ain't getting any better.

how am i gonna shout tomorrow?!

and the day after tomorrow?!

and the next two days after tomorrow?!

and i've got violin lesson on friday!!!

how am i gonna practise?!

FUCK EVERYTHING!

GAAAAAAH!

coughing like a dog

2010-06-12T14:25:00.003+08:00

hellohello

i really hated this morning.

why?

-woke up kinda late for violin lesson

-shanmin was in a bad mood so she kinda scolded me much

-i got my ABRSM violin practical exam date!!!!!! D:

-my left index finger was aching so much while playing the scale.

urgh

-my sore throat and phlegm irritates me

-throat aching

-the 178 bus was FREAKING SLOW. i waited for like.. effing 30 MINUTES

-raining, so i couldn't walk home

-since i can't walk home, i can't cough my throat out as loud as i could letting out the pain

-knnbccb aunties gave me an effing look whenever i cough.

-193 bus was EFFING SLOW

-i couldn't control the itch in my throat

-was feeling very very tired

-had difficulty in breathing because of the phlegm stuck in my wind pipe.

fuck shit.

ohmeegee thats alot.

wooh.

i really miss the bus rides with fellow student leaders.

singing out loud.

playing games.

walking up and down the bus.

taking pictures.

singing.

ohh i'm bored.

going to visit my aunt later on.

pity her.

i don't wanna go for anymore camps!!

i wanna rest!!!

i wanna work on my violin!!

i wanna rest!!

seriously i wanna rest!

oh the horror of camps!!!!!

PAHANG!

2010-06-10T00:01:00.003+08:00

I IS BACK FROM PAHANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D :D :D :D :D

hhahaahihihuhuhohoohoheheheahhaahhorhorhorhorhehehehuhuhu

Pahang leadership camp was F-U-N.

hahahehehihihuhu

imma start off with the day before camp.

I STRESSED OUT WHILE PACKING MY STUFF AND I DIDN'T WANT TO GO FOR THAT CAMP.

Day 1

MY BAG WAS SUPER HEAVY AND KHAIRUNNISA DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME AT THE SCHOOL GATE.

and then i was sad.

bus ride to the first and second link was...

c-r-a-z-y.

the back people in the bus really were hyper eh.

muahahahehehihihuhu.

and then i hated the guy in the second link place who checked our passports cause he scolded me for not changing my passport picture.

oh yes.

Sannath, Rod, Huda and Brandon were our instructors.

all four were full of nonsense.

especially Sannath.

stopped at Yong Peng for our lunch(?).

and i had to take FOUR (4) spoons.

because.

-the first one dropped on the floor

-the second one broke as i tried to poke the hardhard chicken

-the third one was okay

-and i took a fourth one just in case the third spoon has a problem

continued bus ride to genting sempang(?)

and stopped at Mac.

it was very cold.

brrrrrrrrr.

you know, brrrr.

like the coke, brrrrr.

nevermind.

continued bus ride to Jeram Besu!!!!!!!!

and jyeah bus ride was super fun!

sang random songs, played concentration, learnt a new word..

'ALAPABILAPALA ALAPALABI'

i liikeeee

have i told you that Brandon is cute?

HAHAHAHA

and that Sanath is really a joker?

and Rod is really sporting?

and Huda is really cool?

HAHAHAHA

they were the best instructors i've ever had ah.

arrived at Jeram Besu at around 6+pm.

checked in, had dinner, and off to bed.

and i love my roommates.

Shahidah, Khairunnisa, Shaffia, Muzainah, Azilah, Shema, Ain, Khalisah, Aqilah, Suhailah, Arafah.

and not forgetting Syafiqah and Syarmmimie who visited our room alot.

Day 2

Cave Exploration!!!!!

ohmegee its so fun!

HAHAHAHA!

oh yes did i mention that my group members were great?

my group was Perseverance aka Anak-anak PER.

Aqilah, Fahmi, Melinda, Yusuf, Joshua, Syarmmimie, Omar, Shahidah.

jyeah they were fun!

oh yes, the cave..

it was greeaaat.

and cooooling.

and creeepy.

and i want to migrate into a cave right now!

after caving, we did outdoor abseiling.

and jyeah i was known as 'amuk' throughout the whole camp cause i started off singing

'amuk' song in the bus.

hahahehohihu

i felt like i was spiderwoman as i did abseiling.

and everyone cheered for me from below and i heard Azilah shouting, "AMUK!"

and then i smiled for the camera while going down and mdm shafie said my smile looked more of a shocked face.

HAHAHAHA

we had our lunch in the BUMPY bus .

headed off to Berembun where we set off for the 4WD jeep towards the waterfall way up high in the hills.

there were inly me, Aqilah, Shahidah, Melinda and Syarmmimie in the 4WD jeep.

Huda joined us.

this jeep is like..

we stand at the back throughout the whole journey going through muds and big rocks and everything.

LITERALLY EVERYTHING.

and we were smacked in the face by leaves and branches.

ouch.

Huda was really fun with us.

as if she were our age.

yaknow.

talking openly.

yeaah.

and i almost thought that i broke my ribcage along the journey after being crushed onto the metal railings of the jeep.

and my arms still hurts.

arrived at the waterfall.

and i was freaking damn excited and happy and eager to just jump into the water!

the water was

ICE COLD

and we did all nonsensical stuffs in the water.

i wanna go there again.

ride back on the 4WD jeep was again fun and painful.

this time HUda sat in the passenger seat.

so we had the free space to ourselves!

i enjoyed every meal time we had.

with that fahmi reminding me to baca Bismillah before eating and me reminding him too.

and also discussing about how jakun some people were when they saw cats.

urgh.

annoying.

Day 3

we did flying fox!!

ohmeegee!!!!!!

it wasn't scary at all.

and i did the superman style.

then i paired up with Shahidah and went down the flying fox.

and my head hit the stopper(tyres) and everyone saw and sannath began his nonsense.

HAHAHAHA

after the flying fow we did the White Water Rafting.

i like.

cause we went into the coldcold river water.

after doing capsizing and swimming, we headed off to the rapids and jumped into the rapids from the big rocks.

and my face went bluueerghhhhhrghr when i swallowed the water and couldn't breathe.

and i burped.

after all those jumping and all, we started our water rafting.

it was fun.

and i accidentally hit my hand on one of the big rocks as we rafted pass it.

/////////////////////will continue tomorrow///////////////////////

i am very tired!!!!!!!!

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so, right after the water rafting,

we went back to CRP and off for the night walk.

it was humid, fun, tiring, painful, itchy and creepy.

Day 4

so!

we were warned about the leeches in the jungle and us girls,

applied axe oil all over us.

even our shoes.

visited the Kampong Orang Asli.

they spoke malay.

and i tried the sumpit thingy.

the long bamboo stick where you gotta blow in it and shoots out a sharp thing.

yeah. that one.

and i hit the balloon(target)!!

jyeahahahaha

the kids there were so cute!

after that we went off to the jungle place to begin our trekking.

AT FIRST

the trekking was fun,okay and tiring.

but then it started to rain.

and the rain got heavier and heavier.

and many people got bitten by leeches.

instead of biting on my skin, the leech bit on my socks.

IN YOUR FACE LEECH!

HAHAHAHAHA

thanks to Shi Min, she helped me with the leech.

eeewwhghh.

just like a worm.

i detest worms.

they're slimy.

bluegrherh

when the rain got really really really heavy, we stopped and turned around and walked back to the ending point.

so sad that we couldn't get to see the rafflesia.

oh yeah!

if i'm not wrong, on the third day, me, aqilah, shema showered at the public toilet.

right beside the girls toilet were the boys' toilet.

as we showered, aqilah began singing random songs, and then i joined in and then shema joined in and then...

rusydi and fahmi joined in from their toilet!

HAHAHAHA!

it was reallyreallyreally fun showering with them ah.

hahaha.

so. back to day 4.

after the jungle trekking, we practised our performance for the Gala Night cum Campfire Night.

since it was raining, we had our campfire night in the training room where we used our torchlights as the fire..

so my team, 'Anak-Anak PER' went out first for the performance.

and we sang some mixed and improvised songs.

Hey Soul Sister,Bad Romance,Barney Song, Millionaire(?) and We Are The World.

it goes like this,

There comes a time,

when we had a certain camp

when our teams,

must come together as one

there are people suffering

from all the mosquito bites

its true we make a better day, with insecticides

so thats the part of the song i loved most.

the rest of the teams' performance were cute, interesting and funny.

and i ws touched my team Discipline's performance.

they did a skit which they had to mimick some of the people in the camps and we had to guess who they mimicked.

and they mimicked ME!

ohmeegeee!!!!

i'm so touched..

HAHAHAHA

we played some games.

there was one where me and syarmmimie had to tie as many ponytails on fahmi's head as possible.

LOL

i liiikeee!

screamed my lungs out during that Gala Night cum Campfire Night.

and now my throat is destroyed.

since it was the last night at CRP Jeram Besu, we slept late.

watching tv outside with azelah, nisa, udi, fahmi,shaffia.

greeat times.

Day 5

LAST DAY AT CRP JERAM BESU!!!!

before we left, we played a game.

and the instructors showed us a video they made with our most unglam faces in it.

oh the horror!!

HAHAHAHA!

and then we set off in the bus leaving CRP Jeram Besu behind.

journey back in the bus was F-U-N!!

again we screamed our lungs out singing and everything.

haha.

now i've destroyed my throat and feeling feverish.

oh nooeesss.

oh boy.

sweet memories really.

miss the fun we had liaos.

and i really missed HalfBloodPrince badly.

oh boy this is a very long post.

hahehihuhooooohoooo

i'mma end this post with a bye bye.

BYE BYE!

alapabilapala alapalabi! hurrghhhh!!!

i is tired

2010-06-05T00:22:00.004+08:00

hai

i is tired.

i is fed-up with everything happening around me.

my brain might malfunction soon.

packing my bag for a 5 days 4 nights trip almost made me crazy.

no really.

i suddenly giggled while ironing my shirts.

very creeeeepyyyy.

i is not looking forward to the trip tomorrow.

i is missing my HalfBloodPrince.

i is very hungry right now.

and its 12:37am.

i is feeling sleepy.

so i should say goodnight and sweet dreams.

bye

pms

2010-06-03T18:04:00.004+08:00

helloo

i'm still having body aches all over me.

and aches all over my.. stomach area?

and i told shema i'm gonna get six packs or maybe four packs.

hahahaha.

and then ashaa heard me and believed me.

ohmygolly its so funny!

anyways, my lovely sleep was disturbed by a call from shema,

who said that she was alone in school and needs me to meet her early.

but we got everything printed out.

ehs. still got plenty more to cover nehss.

ohnoe i haven't packed my bag for Pahang trip!

eeeeeek!

but i'm lazy to pack.

and lazy to go for that trip.

oh no!

next month is July.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

and HalfBloodPrince'll be back by tonight.

:D :D :D

but i can't find my CreativeZen box!

how?!?!?!

i'm extremely sad.

and i've got PMS

(Pre-Mah Syndrome)

hehee.

you know i know public don't know....

choose your attitude

2010-06-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

hai

VERY

TIRED.

sometimes i wonder.

why am i so...

impatient.

why am i so...

hot tempered.

why am i so....

stressed up.

why?

and i almost crushed my glasses into pieces yesterday because it pissed me off.

grrrr.

but i fixed it back today.

and then when i get all too stressed up, i cry.

and then i curse everything or anyone that annoys me.

even myself.

urgh.

okay enough of that.

gosh i just want june holidays to END.

like.. maybe tomorrow?

wouldn't that be great?

and then i won't have to crack my brain organising camps and fixing lists and lists and lists of paper.

(i know fixing is not the right word)

urgh.

you've gotta ENDURE, ayu.

endure and go with the flow and soon everything's gonna be over.

hmm..

anyways,

dissecting frogs online just now was fun!

(Y)

hahahahah!

ohnoe.

halfbloodprince was online just now but i was away.

grr.

tomorrow please come fast.

ohmmmmm

2010-05-31T20:51:00.003+08:00

oh hai!

you know what.

i want thusrday to come fast.

cause i miss HalfBloodPrince real badly...

gosh staying at home is

REALLY boring.

and i'm craving for Coke.

buuuut, watching funny videos on youtube brightens me up!

ripping hairs off ma head

2010-05-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

oh hai

if only you, my dear readers know how i feel right now,

i'd be glad.

here I am ripping my hairs off my head while doing these crucial lists and booklets,

there they are shouting at me about whatever i'm doing right here.

damn it they suck.

no seriously they suck.

i don't freaking care who they are.

what i know is,

they HAVE NO IDEA

what i'm going through right now.

well SHE thinks its funny.

but I don't.

fuck you very much.

oh how i wish i could just easily shout out all those vulgars squirming on the tip of my tongue

eager to fly out of my mouth and just land on somebody's effing face.

no really i don't care whatever shit i type out here.

what i know is,

oh dear bloggy i love you cause you don't ever complain about whatever i write.

and i really appreciate my dear partner.

whom is ever-so patient with me.

me, whom is ever-so IMPATIENT

and gets all stressed up too easily.

somehow, i wish this isn't me.

i wish was patient.

nah i keed i keed.

it kinda rocks to be me.

right?

of course not!

urgh i'm dead.

bye.

fyi, that SHE refers to my ever-so annoying irritant sister.

ahraghr

2010-05-30T10:01:00.003+08:00

Hellohello

I is feeling sad and lonely.

my HalfBloodPrince just migrated to Vietnam leaving me alone!

oh noooooo.

noooonooonooooooo

hahahahahah!

oh soo dramatic.

actually he's on a learning journey..

but i'm still melancholic.

oh boy nothing interesting happened. or maybe not yet?

okay bye i'm off to macdonalds!

back

2010-05-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

Hai readers!

I am back from malaysia.

and i am very tired.

the stay at my 'wak's' house is REALLY FUN.

but the greatest part was the food.

oooh.

yummm

nice, nice, nice food.

i ain't gonna tell you what i ate.

the whole kampong/neighbourhood was filled with karaoke from my 'wak's' house.

nyehehehe.

eh, i sang Uji Rashid and Hail Amir's song ah!

AHAHAH!

EPIC PHAIL siooooooooooooooo.

but it was FUN.

(Y)

but then i wanted to sing some of paramore's songs yaknow..

hmmm.

okay nvm.

oh yeah.

my cousin was talking about all those grownup girls with too much makeup on them

and also judging their looks and all (he's around 20+)

and then my mother asked him.

"then, what do you think about ayu?"

(of course she spoke malay)

and then he said.

"oh, ayu... tomboy..."

and i was like..

"...O.O..."

ohhhhhhhh

hahahahah!

anyways i'm so glad that we made it back safe and sound.

cause my dad fractured his right arm.

and he still insists on driving all the way to malaysia and back.

-.-'

now, i'm really tired.

i better turn in before my eyes get REALLY DROOPY

and then i'll become like droopy.

see!

FUGLY!!

okay goodnight!

:D

2010-05-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

HI FRIENDS

raaaghrghgr

2010-05-27T13:35:00.003+08:00

hai readers!

i just got my report book back.

and i think i'm a happy girl.

but then i'm also sad cause i got an effing U for my combined humans subject.

(Y)

anyways.

let me just summarise this morning with one word.

ERR

oh. i don't really know what word to use..

but i know that i'm really hungry right now.

my oh my.

i'm always hungry.

oh yea i've got some overdue pichaaaas to show you my dear readers.

looky! *points below*

EPIC PHAIL!

instead of working on our last minute art.. poster.. errm.

litter free singapore thingy.

we doodled on the nicenice A3 paper Mdm Sim gave us.

hahahahah!

and Redarus said : this thing.. looks like Ms W**

haha. pandai pandai find out ah readers.

wait.

i'm really hungry right now.

okay i'mma go grab something to eat.

bye readers!!!

supercalifragilisticexpielidosious

2010-05-26T19:14:00.002+08:00

hello hello

school wasn't much fun today.

what more with Ada bullying me.

haha.

don't worry Ada, that stern look i gave wasn't serious.

i had to finish up my art in class.

thank you Ly,Ada,Nysa and Atiqah for helping me.

band was okaay.

but i was feeling quite sad.

why?

well, because i didn't quite get to play my gold sax.

but no seriously. i was sad.

and yeah i stood on that podium moving my arms for like..

4 hours?

ohmygosh 4 hours!!!!!!!

i'm freaking tired right now.

good thing that W L helped me at some parts.

oh comeon excos!

you can do it man!

we just gotta beliiieeeeeeeeeevveeeeeeeeeeeee!

anywayyys.

Mary Poppins cheered me up.

ohmygosh why is she so MAGICAL?!

hahahahah!

looky! (points below)

in every job that must be done,

there is an element of fun!

oh oh oh.

MARY POPPINS FTW!

oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh!

JULY is coming really fast!!!!!!

this shouldn't happen!!

how i wish June would extend.

so I could have more time to practise my violin.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

oh no i'm so hungry!

i almost died

2010-05-25T17:10:00.003+08:00

hellohello!

i almost died when i saw this picture of a cute little boy.

and i still feel like dying whenever i view that picture.

ohmy why must you be so darn cute?!

urgh.

anyways, after that small migraine i had i felt down for the whole day.

and i just couldn't bring myself to smile.

ohboy i gave everyone a gruesome look.

not seeing HalfBloodPrince today makes me itch so much.

cheyy!

nah i keed. i keed.

anyhow, school was dull. very dull indeed today.

oh comeon herlina. I wanna see the old you.

I wanna see the herlina who cracks jokes everytime. who smiles everytime.

not the one who keeps on shedding tears and not smile.

this is not you.

just forget about what's happened and start a new chapter in your life perhaps?

and aisyah. oh don't cry so much. if he cares, it means he loves you.

okay?

don't cry.

both of you.

must

smile

happy birthday

2010-05-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

sorry no time to crop ah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR SYAHIRAH BTE ZULKIFLEE!!!!

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to youu. happy birthday to YAH. happy birthday to you!

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou!

if you don't read this post or tag at my blog after reading this, i ensure you that i'll hate you for

a minute.

hahahahah!

okay bye!

happythings

2010-05-24T20:07:00.002+08:00

something made me happy today.

oh yes it really did!

ohmygosh i'm still smiling as i think of it.

oh but it also made me 'kembang' for the rest of the day.

i don't wanna say it but i wanna just give you guys a hint on what it is...

'professional'

'music'

'conducting'

ohmygod i think you guys already know.

okay whatever!

shut up man ayu!

anyone can do that!

hahahahah!

thanks rahman persie for making my day!

HAHAHAHHAH!

but no seriously hazrul and rahman persie made me laugh so hard today.

despite the fact that rahman stole my packet of tissue.

2010-05-23T21:36:00.001+08:00

i don't seem to remember who Airball is anymore.

wait who are you?

oh boy you're so different right now.

wow.

where's the old you?

i miss the old you..

rofl

2010-05-23T18:55:00.002+08:00

ROFL

oh golly i laughed hard when i saw this!

fuckyeah its so damn funny!!!

anyways, went to Jurong East with dad.

he volunteered to send me with his bike.

oh what a funny ride.

omg i rhymed!!!!!

hahahahah!!

i don't know what to write about...

so sad abang didnt come for meeting just now.

oh yeah i saw rohimah at JP and then i hated her.

cause she didn't return my smile.

ohgolly i hate her!

2010-05-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

this video is so EPIC man!

but i oh-so love the song.

and nirvana.

navy open house

2010-05-22T16:19:00.002+08:00

hellohello!

oh boy i'm exhausted!!

performance was err..

okaaaay.

thanks hazrul and rahman persie for the support.

'twas a super hot day.

and i'm glad and so damn proud that i didn't get 'simpul biawak' yesterday.

the walk around the navy ship was G-R-E-A-T!

I felt as if i were in Titanic.

and we played james bond for awhile.

and farhan entertained us.

(Y)

ride back to school was .

humid and crappy.

woodwinds ALWAYS get the low quality bus.

the brasses ALWAYS get the good quality bus.

sheesh.

anyways.

i slept in the bus and dreamt of food.

hahahah!

had the last lunch with dearest seniors.

ohmygolly i'm soo gonna miss them.

helping herlina out was so funny!

oh comeon herlina! you're are STRONG WOMAN!

and i just realised that Sezairi looks like SG!

HAHAH.

suka ah ain?!

tsktsktsk...

*shakes head*

anywayys,

i just realised something..

my 4th monthsary falls on the first day of NCO CAMP!!

OH THE HORROR!!!!!

i wanna eat chocolate cake.

(Y)yumms(Y)

check

2010-05-20T19:25:00.002+08:00

hellohello

more papers returned, more ugly looks i gave everyone.

sheesh.

but i was like this, :D, when i recieved my English comphre paper.

hehehehe.

met up with Idi at jurong point with Eya.

oh that brother of hers.

been a long time since i saw him.

and he's still as annoying and funny as ever.

but i held my laughter all along, since i was drinking on my milk tea with mini pearls.

afraid that i might choke when i laugh.

hahahahah!

oh boy! performance tomorrow!

i'm sooooooo.

i don't know..

i can't find my clothes cover.

oh yeah found all my badges.

court shoe, pantyhose, uniform..

and consent forms.

oh yes.

Express 999 is a 'crotchet'=132.

REMEMBER that.

okay i'mma iron my uniform now.

2010-05-19T22:01:00.001+08:00

I just remembered Oasis.

and just remembered how awesome the are.

yes they're awesome

(Y) (Y)

so sally can wait

D: :D

2010-05-19T19:33:00.003+08:00

Hellohello!

oh gosh i recieved chemistry, malay and maths paper just now.

actually, band kinda cheered me up just now. thanks my lovely SAXISTS.

and ohmygosh! that gold SAX was AWESOME!!!!

i like!! ^^

one cute thing that happened was... before dismissal, mrs chee went to the toilet and all of us gathered in the band room and switched off the lights. once she came in, farhan shouted.

"123!" (in chinese) and we sang a birthday song for mrs chee.

cute right???

hahahahah

ohmygod! friday is our performance!! am sooo freaking out!!

oh i'm bored.

sayonara readers!

town?

2010-05-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

hellohello!

what a tiring day!

supposedly went out with Ly,Dy,Fini,Eya and Nazrynn to beach road to buy marching shoes and court shoes for the sec 1s.

but we ended up going to town.

and i almost got 'simpul biawak' while walking.

ouch!

like hell yeah at last i bought those colourful bangles!

yeaaaayyyy!!!!!!!

ohmygod i love Ly's camera.

ohgolly tmrw!!

school!

i'mma be getting back my papers.

shiiiit!

and yeah.

tmrw got band!!

excited and scared and lazy and excited cause i'll be using the GOLD SAX!!

hahahah

oh i'm soo tired.

jyeah i had fun today .

^^v

2010-05-18T09:43:00.002+08:00

i'm bored.

yeah soo bored.

aren't you bored?

but i'm hungry too.

you hungry?

yes?

let's go catch some fish and cook 'em!

come on!

ohmygodd

2010-05-18T09:28:00.002+08:00

ohmygod!

what? what happened?

ohmygod!!

what?! what is it?!!

ohmygod i'mma be using that gold saxophone tomorrow and for performance!

ohmygod!!

*freaks out*

i'm seriously freaking out man.

like yeahyeah!

at last!!

thanks Ting Wei. and thanks Ain for passing that message to me and freaking out with me.

hahahah!!

like yeala. ohmygod!!

*grins like the Cheshire Cat*

oh the Cheshire Cat. how i wish all cats grins like the Cheshire Cat from Alice in Wonderland.

and keeps on appearing and disappearing from thin air.

but that'd be creepy though.

like ghosts.

ghosts are creepy you know.

abit annoying though.

and jill came tumbling after

2010-05-17T18:51:00.002+08:00

zomg art was ...

blluuueeerrrggghhhhh!!!

there i was sitting on the wooden chair in the artroom.

slowly drifting away to lalaland, and my eye caught up with the clock and almost leapt in shock

when i realised i've only got 1 hour left to finish up my painting.

lemme tell you this.. its soooooooooooooooooo Ugly.

yes. Ugly.

anyways. exams are over man!

i'mma sleep all day.

nah i keed i keed.

oh yes tomorrow off to beach road. wanna tag along?

no need lah.

this morning, i was woken up by the ringtone i set for HalfBloodPrince.

he said he was sick and then I sad.

no really i was sad.

you know whaaaaaaaaaaat.

two nights ago, i couldn't sleep cause i was crying non-stop and then i took my Alice in Wonderland book and read and read and i cheered up.

you see, Alice says so many confusing questions and answers that I myself get confused and that made me laugh.

ohh now the sad and unbelievable thought comes back to my mind.

oh how horrible.

what a sad life i live.

what do you call the situation when one finds it hard to explain things because the 2nd party just won't listen but insists on the one to accept his so-called 'fact' about the one.

bleargh i don't even understand what i'm tryna' say. do you?

lemme tell you this, if Anne Frank was still alive and is only fifteen this year and lives in Singapore, she'd be my BFF. Best Friend Forever.

sadly its so not gonna happen.

sigh.

the point is, i'm upset.

and i don't wanna elaborate no more.

bye .

oh wait. i freaked out when natasha showed me this picture of a girl with tanduk!

zomg!!!

i keed i keed.

she was just tryna' pull my leg.

TRYING TO.

sadly i'm too much of a fool to be fooled.

oh thank you very much!

and yeah i love HalfBloodPrince so much!

illustrated books.

2010-05-15T13:56:00.003+08:00

haruharu!

i just remembered my exam's in july!

zomg!

i felt so talkative during violin lesson just now..

and 'confident'. heheh!

shanmin told me to play from this particular bar which starts with an A flat note on the E string.

and yes i confidently played A on the E string and suddenly the whole thing sounded wierd.

i kept on playing and playing and replaying the phrase and then shanmin pointed out my mistake.

and i said :

"no wonder it sounded different!"

shanmin:

"*smacks forehead*"

guess what, i found Wuthering Heights in the library!

zomg!

like hell yeah at last!

and i found Alice in Wonderland, with illustrations..

colourful illustrations!!

zomg!!!!

hahahah!

oh yes i saw lydyah at the library and ain and syuhadah.

omg! syuhadah!

hahahah.

oh i'm so tired.

smacks

2010-05-15T08:57:00.002+08:00

hellohelloo!

zomg at last i finished my 4 pages of prep work.

what i'm left to do is the final draft.

and then sit in the art room on monday for the real thing..

woooo

anyways.

played badminton with them pretty ladies yesterday.

been a long time since i played badminton and i was

HORRIBLY GOOD!

haha.

stop boasting lah ayu!

i can't believe i drank my milk tea in less than 5 minutes!

and i had to buy another one..

oh! its already 9 am!

gotta get ready for violin lesson!

i hope that last minute of 4 hours and 10 minutes practise doesn't go to waste..

bye!

here comes your man

2010-05-13T16:38:00.005+08:00

hellohello!

lemme tell you this.

i studied coasts for nothing.

cause i ended up doing rivers.

(Y) two thumbs up! (Y)

alaa. fail lah fail lah. MYE cocked(correct word right?) up!

hanged out with girlfriends after geog paper.

ohmygod too much laughter!

confirm later cry...

oh golly i've gotta finish up my prep work by today!

oh no!

you know whaaaaat.

i don't think i'mma get myself a vampire weekend album.

cause i still haven't saved up a single cent.

well i did.

but i spent it.

on a Calbee Seaweed Potato Chips.

ohh. too much sad face.

wait..

ah nicer..

oh golly!

band resumes next week!

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!

i'm so hungry.

saxophones with stripes

2010-05-12T19:14:00.002+08:00

ain said,
"i will paint my sax pink soon
LOL, mrs chee will chase me"

i said,

"HAHAHA
wtf
i chase you first you gila
paint?
omg
so crazy idea"

ain said,

"HAHAHAHAHA
lol, wallpaper we paste one? can stripes sia?"

i said,

"HAHAHAHAH"

ain said,

"the most unique sax"

i said,

"cool siaa
thats why
like... bubbles and all.
wow!"

ain said,

"HAHAHA
yeappp!"

like yeala.

can you imagine?!

saxophone with stripes..

and bubbles.

maybe heart shapes.

and flowers.

nice right?!

omg!

hahaha!

stop dreaming lah ayu!

sheesh.

slap.wham!

2010-05-12T18:07:00.002+08:00

haruuharuu!

biology makes people biol.

gerrgh

nevermind.

went to library with Ly and Nurmitot.

ohmygod those primary school girls were soooooooo...

distracting.

instead of studying we watched them making a fool of themselves outside.

sheesh.

hahaha.

there were two people who slept in the library just now.

and SNORED super loudly.

zomg.

it was so funny!

hahhaahhah!!

Ly told me about the teen abuse video thingy.

that bapok guy...

OMG!

hahaha!

i laughed watching that video.

its funny!!!

i know..

haha.

but like. merepek ah.

hahha

okay whatever...

three more papers to go!

art.

oh art...

prep work..

gotta start soon.

very soon..

maybe tomorrow.

HAHAH!

exams

2010-05-11T12:57:00.006+08:00

I hate MYE. MYE sucks. MYE saturates my brain!

zomg.

3 days of NO COMPUTER.

i feel naked.

HAHHAHAH!

what a wrong use of word.

i'm so not gonna talk about my exams earlier on.

so not gonna talk about it.

so don't ask..

oh well. what harm would it make to talk about it?

SO!

i hate chemistry.

and maths paper 2.

and i hate social studies.

urgh.

lemme tell you this..

i am currently half bald.

CHEYY!

of course not.

sheesh.

'biology...

makes people biol.'

---Nur Mitot.

gaah.

i'm bored.

I've been bringing along my Etch-A-Sketch but i just don't have the time to play with it.

cause i'm always sitting on my chair scribbling the last sentence on that sheet of paper they call paper.

sorry etchy..

hahahah

studying at the library was good.

AT FIRST.

but when Ly starts her distraction, i simply gave up and packed up.

but i liked the 'joke' between me, mira and mitot and ly.

heheheheheh

i'm hungry.

and i miss band.

oh i haven't touched my saxophone. and my VIOLIN!

AAAAAAHHHH

i don't wanna spend $1s to buy soy bean milks.

nonono.

so when should i practise?

uhm?

hmmmm.

ART PREP WORK!

hey. at least i've already got 5 pieces of A3 paper ready yaknow.

and only did like um.. 3 pages?

hehehe.

STARKARAT!

i'm in love with jonathan and his little baby sister.

and you.. yes you. woho!

2010-05-07T18:44:00.001+08:00

WHERE ARE YOU DEER?

haahahah. deer. okay shuushh.

2010-05-07T18:40:00.002+08:00

waiting for you to online.waiting for you to online. waiting for you to online. waiting for you to online.

i'm bored.i'm bored.i'm bored.i'm bored.

waitingwaitingwaitingwaitingwaiting.

where are you? where are you? where are you?

gonna switch off the comp in, 5. 4. 3. 2. 1!

boom!

just kidding!

but seriously.. where are you?!

restless.

yadayadayadayada.

bye.

2010-05-07T18:14:00.002+08:00

i miss my girlfriends.

pics were taken longlong ago.

but i just love them.

taken from syahirah's blog. ^^

eh. i wish your current blog posts have got my name on it ah.

zomg!

HalfBloodPrince sacrificed his museum night just for me..

but he's offline.

and not back yet.

where did you go?

hmmm..

sweets

2010-05-07T15:46:00.002+08:00

hellohello.

i know, i sad, you sad, everyone sad.

that is not good!

hmm

anywayyys.

nothing much happened today.

oh yes.

guess what!

i saw YUSSRAH!

ZOMG!

HAHAHAHAHA!

but she's still quite the same after all these years.

just that she now loves to skate...

hmm.

chocolate sundae is making my throat hurt.

nonononono.

zomg.

museum night in school?

you kidding me?

what a waste of time man.

i tried so hard not to laugh despite the anger within me.

but then you looked so cute.

hell yeah i love you so much!

2010-05-06T18:35:00.003+08:00

i was viewing Pecqa's old posts and i found this...

ZOMG!

my hair was soo-oo-oooo short!

hahahahah!

(Y)two thumbs up!(Y)

keed-keed

2010-05-06T17:26:00.003+08:00

hellohello!

first..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR AQILAH !

zomg i miss her so much that pretty emo girl.

sigh..

anyways, i didn't go to school with HalfBloodPrince today.

i really don't understand why Ms Atikk always aim at me in English lesson.

first, she said..

autophobia...

example..

irdayu has autophobia as she fears loneliness and needs someone by her side everyday.

-.-'

second, she said,

femme fatale...

irdayu is femme fatale as she attracts every guy she sees.

-.-'

I'm horrified!

hahahahah!

RAP was fun.

cause i got an Apollo snack.

YAAAY!

all thanks to Stanley yelnats.

hahahaha

mdm chan suddenly gave us mentos during geography..

hahah.

and i was surprised that everyone actually kept quiet..

hahahahah!

i forgot how i began to laugh and couldn't stop laughing with that syahirah.

but i remembered it just now.

zomg its just so funny.

and that girl who jumped off the stairs made me laugh harder.

ROFL!

sigh.

old times.. old times..

according to HalBloodPrince, we talked for 1 hour on the phone.

ohmygolly.

i gotta start on my prep work straight away!

bye .

epic of the epicest epic.

2010-05-05T17:54:00.004+08:00

hellohello!

zomg i got my new glasses!

AAAAAH!

hahahahah!

and yeah i got to school and received small shrieks from Smotes.

and another shriek from Ly.

hahahahah.

mitot,pecqa,natasha and syahirah accompanied me to JP to get my glasses.

and yeah i had a fun time with them.

'every laughter ends with a disaster'

its facking true.

i got home and something happened.

and i got furious and then i cried.

and syahirah said something happened too.

hahahahah.

but seriously, its been awhile since i laughed that hard.

fuuh.

maths was.. bllluueeaaargh.

only 9 passes in the class.

gaah.

oh yes.

i brought along the Etch-A-Sketch pen to school.

and sketched alot of stuffs.

everyone saw it and couldn't keep their hands off it.

and i was worried.

hahahah!

even rahman refused to give me back.

did maths with mitot. and khairunnisa and atiqah and Ly stayed with us in the canteen.

and i helped Ly layan her S.

hahahhah!

i miss texting HalfBloodPrince.

gaah.

oh yes!

omgolly!

they played the school song our band played and I'm freaking ashamed of my band!

zomg!

actually, after we recorded, it sounded very nice.

nice speed. and everything..

and this one, i think they edited it and it was damn FAST.

NOT nice at all!

wth!

i don't understand..

and i couldn't even hear my SAXIES playing.

what happened to my saxies?

geerh.

gotta complain to mrs chee.

complain!

anyways, dropped by airball's house after school.

and guess what.

he's not there again.

and his mother kept on nagging at me about her son.

and i just had to listen.

hahahahah!

kinda funny actually.

tiger was being antisocial.

he stayed under the bed and only came out for awhile.

but he didn't bite me.

one more thing...

i was going through Syahirah's old blog posts.

and i found this.

and i ROFL-ed.

zomgolly its so funny!!

okay done. i forgot some of the sillyfunny conversation. OH
YEAH! English lesson with MR DANISH was funny too.
mr danish: okay class, i want you to *coughing OUT LOUD*
hazrul: imitate the cough*
me:HAHAHAHAHAH! turn around to see irdayu whether she's laughing"
irdayu: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

okay bye!

I am my own music

formspring.me

formspring.me

36th NCO Camp

happy day

don't even think about it niggah!

you are my soooshaaaa

we gon fiiind youuu

memetchi

Eid Mubarak

procrastination

nb

pfffft

lazy bum

YOG

i is sad

hahehihuhoho

alhamdulillah

:/

unreasonable or unfair or just plain ignorant?

cheydebahbahbah bee tzzzzzzzzzzz

MEHHHHHHH

fun-nest day evaaaaa

YAMI

worn.out

the GC

*farts*

sigh

nomnomnomwaffles

chowderrrrr

D: :D

on the verge of dying

anpanman!

D:

uhm.

urgh?

half-dead

The GC

aiyaiayai

lololololol

ohnoooooooooooooooooooooees

recovered

toothache

grrr

humph

coughing like a dog

PAHANG!

i is tired

pms

choose your attitude

ohmmmmm

ripping hairs off ma head

ahraghr

back

:D

raaaghrghgr

supercalifragilisticexpielidosious

i almost died

happy birthday

happythings

rofl

navy open house

check

D: :D

town?

ohmygodd

and jill came tumbling after

illustrated books.

smacks

here comes your man

saxophones with stripes

slap.wham!

exams

sweets

keed-keed

epic of the epicest epic.

farts