hellohello.
had a hard time practicing my violin yesterday for 3 hours. spent a lot of times doing scales.
i hate scales. i hate arpeggios. i love chromatics. :)
i remembered last time, i got fed-up and hit my violin somewhere. there are a few minor scratches on it. and now i regret. bleah. well, shanmin once told me. playing the violin is not easy. and sometimes, i feel like just throwing it away..
yes. i felt like that too. exam's in four months time.
i feel hopeless. gaah. and i practices for an hour just now.
so. in one week, i managed to cover four hours of practice. so not enough.
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once i turned fifteen, it rested on my head,arms and legs. no wonder i always get headaches. this is bullshit. put it out and my hands felt numb. and now the numbness is gone.

am i supposed to run for cross country? i hope not.
had a laugh yesterday with friends. saw aqilah and her brother. cycle somemore eh qilah. nanti injured tak tahu.

and yeah. wah. orang tu dah arrogant seh. baik punyaa. used to say. "i see you at school like arrogant seh." well look who's talking now.
whatever ah.

had band practice just now. once again.. i'm sorry saxists for being so harsh during sectionals. its all about the heat and my aggresiveness. gaah. i wish i could cut down on that. sigh.
after band had to do pumping. as usual. tiring yet fun. all the way i laughed alone while doing pumping. because of eya. why the face?? and amirah was like smiling and looking at me. haha! no idea why its so funny. anyways, art was fun just now.
oh yes, every art lesson, me and redarus would change different hello signs. first one was superman style. second was 'c' and now is matrep style. tuesday nak apa style ah? hahaa.

sorry khai. lazy to go library tomorow. so sorry!
oh yes. i've got violin lesson tomorrow. gaah. gonna face the same thing again. nag,lecture,shouts,nag,laughs.mistake.smiles.byes.
thats all i get during my lessons. don't forget education. yay. but i still love my teacher. she's fun.
gaah. bye.


and yes. happy birthday sehamini anak rahmad. imissyousomuch. :) happy 1st anni too. :)