______
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,
Labels: frustrating much, fuck you very much
Labels: bullshit, frustrating much, gaah, ilovethismorning
hey. i know what to do already. hehe. just wait pal. :)
today's a bore. and yeah. maths test sucked. see, i knew i was one of them failures. fruck.
gaah. your name's up on the screen, but where were you? i wonder..
and yeah, take a look in your biology textbook page 39 of chapter 3. cool~
bye!
Labels: frustrating much, whereareyou, you just wait friend

weekends are a bore. stuck at home doing nothing but sleep,breathe,eat. and study.
i really hate to be taught by a trainee teacher. once they take over, and poof! all your concentrations are gone and you'll hardly get in any education into your mind.
and now, haven't got a clue in what that teacher is teaching us. she promised to pass us the printed answers to our worksheets on friday but she didn't. tuesday's our CA for geog and we're ONLY half finished in rivers. BIG SIGH.
i hate the fact that i can't reply someone's text messages. it sucks horribly. its like as if you're talking to someone MUTE. .... am i mute?
i'm still laughing my ass out thinking about our art period on friday. we crowd around mdm sim while she demonstrated on how to do lino printing. suddenly, redarus made this sound and.. puuut! haha! everyone burst out laughing. he didn't actually fart. he somehow twisted his palms together and a farting sound came out. HAHA! funny eyy.
i don't want to go to that workshop. i don't want. well, i want. but then i don't want. why must it be on friday 120310? and why must it be on a band day? it sucks! i can't possibly make you sad on your birthday. sigh. i hope the application fails. don't be sad okay friend?
i hate p.e. and three rounds around the school tomorrow. great. and i'll lose 2kg again. the school wants me to turn into a skeleton. sigh. HAHA.
i don't wanna attend maths period tomorrow. i don't wanna see the angry/sad/dissappointed look on mr salizam's face.
i don't wanna feel the dissappointment in MYSELF either. sigh. he's a great maths teacher. we all know that. just that we don't make any effort in making ourselves better. or it is just me?
sigh. who knows.
Labels: frustrating much, whereareyou, you just wait friend
had a hard time practicing my violin yesterday for 3 hours. spent a lot of times doing scales.
i hate scales. i hate arpeggios. i love chromatics. :)
i remembered last time, i got fed-up and hit my violin somewhere. there are a few minor scratches on it. and now i regret. bleah. well, shanmin once told me. playing the violin is not easy. and sometimes, i feel like just throwing it away..
yes. i felt like that too. exam's in four months time.
i feel hopeless. gaah. and i practices for an hour just now.
so. in one week, i managed to cover four hours of practice. so not enough.
---
once i turned fifteen, it rested on my head,arms and legs. no wonder i always get headaches. this is bullshit. put it out and my hands felt numb. and now the numbness is gone.
am i supposed to run for cross country? i hope not.
had a laugh yesterday with friends. saw aqilah and her brother. cycle somemore eh qilah. nanti injured tak tahu.
and yeah. wah. orang tu dah arrogant seh. baik punyaa. used to say. "i see you at school like arrogant seh." well look who's talking now.
whatever ah.
had band practice just now. once again.. i'm sorry saxists for being so harsh during sectionals. its all about the heat and my aggresiveness. gaah. i wish i could cut down on that. sigh.
after band had to do pumping. as usual. tiring yet fun. all the way i laughed alone while doing pumping. because of eya. why the face?? and amirah was like smiling and looking at me. haha! no idea why its so funny. anyways, art was fun just now.
oh yes, every art lesson, me and redarus would change different hello signs. first one was superman style. second was 'c' and now is matrep style. tuesday nak apa style ah? hahaa.
sorry khai. lazy to go library tomorow. so sorry!
oh yes. i've got violin lesson tomorrow. gaah. gonna face the same thing again. nag,lecture,shouts,nag,laughs.mistake.smiles.byes.
thats all i get during my lessons. don't forget education. yay. but i still love my teacher. she's fun.
gaah. bye.
and yes. happy birthday sehamini anak rahmad. imissyousomuch. :) happy 1st anni too. :)
Labels: frustrating much, happybirthday, you just wait friend
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO NURUL ATIQAH ADAWIAH!
haha. i'm abit lazy to upload photos. pfft.
hmm, so yeah surprised atiqah in the canteen during recess. and pecqa sprayed the thing onto the cupcakes. baik punyaaaa.
oh yess.
i got alot of sweet comments from those who tasted the cupcakes
"OI! manisnya!!!!!!! kau gila peh?!"
my response was.
"aku memang nak bagi kencing manis punyaaa!"
nice right?
haha.
yelah. tunggu pnye tunggu. batang hidung pn tak nampak.
baik skali.
mitot, we faced the same situation. sigh.
tomorrow maths CA.
idon'tlike.
gaah
Labels: frustrating much, happybirthday, help me with this, sadsadirdayu
Bagatelle. harderst piece amongst those that i'm playing.
Sicillienne. i like. well, basically cause there's no double-stops. wee~
Romance. well. i like the piece. but when i look at the notes...RUBBISH
wow. I like this guy. how good can he play? honestly, i play like whattheshits :/
received tons of naggings and lectures from shanmin. four more months to my grade 5 ABRSM practical exam. i'm hopeless. i'm too busy nowadays. gaah. should start practicing at least 2 or 3 hours a day. wow. it'll be super effective. now, i'm only practicing 1 to 2 hours a day. tak cukup!gaah. I hate dissappointing my teacher. sigh.
why. no respond at all. what? are you dead? sigh.
bye
Labels: frustrating much, help me with this, whereareyou
hellohello.
its frucking bored nowadays.
i've got a comp. but i can't use it.
isn't that frustrating?
EYE starts on thursday. even more frustrating.
gaah.
maybe i'll be going over to pecqa's house to watch Ju-On or Orphan.
Been going to pecq's lately to watch movie. its like.
fun bodoh.
lagi2 ada yah.
and all the lame faces come out.
recently we watched 'Panggil Namaku 3x'
wasn't scary at all.
instead, me and yah ended up rolling on the floor.
HAHA
ok whatever.
hope something funny'll come up later on.
talk about Raya.
its damn boring.
i don't feel the Raya feeling thingy.this year, we went to lesser houses.
gaah. everyone in my house are getting tired as time goes by.
so......
i'm speechless.
tell me what to fill in this bloody post.
okay nothing.
bye!
Labels: frustrating much, mischievousism
hellohello!
yeayea! recieved a message during maths class yesterday.
TIGER IS FOUND!
skinny but still cute.
HAHA!
i hope he is.
i wanna see him. too bad CAs this week.
so, gotta crack my brains and study.
I wanna see him!
i felt like crying when i recieved the message. its like. whoah. after a long time, at last we found him.
he was found under block 738. pity him.
okayokay. so yeah.
puasa. it seems like a long day everyday.
gaah. later on is Maths CA and Lit CA.
stupid. why must we learn literature.
Its boring and pointless.
you only learn about... elaborating sentences and meanings.
whih is totally pointless in life.
when you go to work, your boss don't ask you to elaborate his words.
pfft. anyway. i'm totally bored right now.
currently having Music lesson which is supposedly for doing our MTV but we're using these 2 periods for gaming, blogging, facebook-ing.
yeah all sorts of websites stuck on to the computer screen.
i'm done here.
bye!
Labels: frustrating much, yayness
hellohello.
currently doing malay presentation in computer lab.
sakit kepala!
previously, we did our music filming.which was quite a disaster.somehow it was funny.
haha!the way pecqa fell on the stairs.HAHAH
so many funny things happened.
gaaah.toobad mummy didn't allow me to go to the concert this evening.
she said
"pegy mampos ngan cikgu kau.kalau dia nak korang pegy sangat ,biar dia yang pegy.Besok nya kan sekolah. tak payah tido pe?!"
WOOOOAH.
mak gangster anak pon gangster.
haah.
have fun eh to those who are going to the concert.
gaaah.
stupid concert.
why must it be held on a school night.
stupid.pfft.
having a hard time looking at people and things.
everything in front of me is disturbing.
why.
i wonder....
okay.
just now,ms chua looked at me like she wanna eat me..
so i ran to the toilet.HAHA.
lucky she didn't came looking for me.
aites
bye!!!
Labels: frustrating much, iwannagototheconcert, sarcasm

HEllohello!
at long last. internet is back.well.but just for 7 days.hmmph.
anyway!
long time no post at home man!!!
and life is getting boring each second.
no CCA!
its so damn plain.
after school, its just home sweet home for us.
well. it has been somehow funny in school lately.
and yeah.
they lost tiger.how sad can life be without a cat at home?!
i was told my cousin brought tiger out without wearing him the cat leash.
and tiger heard a lorry parking, and he was frightened and he ran away.and he is lost!
perfect!now i can have the misery feelings when i go to their house.but.
they're adopting another cat.one of tiger's siblings.well.a cat is still cute.
nevermind.
I MISS YOU TIGER!
sobs.
gaah.
i'm done man!BYE!
Labels: frustrating much, gaah, Good-bye, mundane story
hellohello.been a long time since i've posted.no internet acces lah at home.currently blogging at cuzzie's.tiger tak layan.aku pon malas uh.
ok whatever.had a tough time in school.with friends and all.
pfft.
and i had a tough time finding stuffs for NCO camp next week.
SUPER DUPER EXCITED!
yeay!
i wanna go band lah.shit
having kaleidorama.which means the last time i'll be playing the clarinet with my fellow crazy peeps of the clarinet section.ohh... T.T
got nothing to say.
okay bye!
Labels: frustrating much, gaah, pumping position down








Labels: frustrating much, ryan higa, sadsadirdayu, super tired shits

syahirah tought me how to edit pictures using photoscape.wee!
16th March 2009
Its our first day of Band Exchange camp. Woke up early in the morning. met up with natasha and off to school.Set up instrument.Tuning.Warm ups.Took our lunch.
after lunch,we took our instruments down.waited outside the P.E room.we were too early to board the bus.so we played some game and sang a lil' bit.waah.we sang eiger.the bus came.our bus was the NEW bus ah.whoo!clarinetist.as usual.the kiasus.boarded the bus first.we occupied the back seats.i sat with natasha.was fun.me and natasha sang overture.and sadly,the clouds began to get grey and dark.arrived ant Jurongville Secondary School.first time i set foot on it.we waited for the rooms to be ready.while waiting,it started to rain cats and dogs.i guess it happened due to our bad singing.teehee!
did sectionals with the clarinetists of JV and Deyi.then,Mr Rasul came and took the clarinets.i began to feel so sleepy.i couldn't open my eyes.i told atiqah to pinch me so as to keep me awake.she did so.but a bit too hard.it became blue black.swollen.but it did kept me awake.aftyer two hours,mr rasul went off and took the oboes.then.,the JV clarinetist decided to perform for us their choice piece.they started off first.seriously,i was impressed! so well they played!
next was deyi.nice too!i like.and then it was our turn.i don't know how it sounded.i think it was horrible.okay.then we went down.to go back to our school.waited. boarded our bus.got back to school.packed up.went home.
17th March 2009
woke up at 6:17 am. went to school with diana and natasha.it was all dark and cold.got up to the band room.fixed mouthpiece.went down to the hall.arranged the chairs.Deyi and Jurongville coming to our school for exchange. brought our instruments down.we warmed up and tuned up.Jurongville arrived early.followed by Deyi.our band sat at one place waiting for the two bands to warm up and tune.then,we sat togather all three bands.mixed up.played overture.mrs chee conducted first.then mrs chia.and another guy i don't know the name.
it was amazing.it sounded nice.
then,we performed our set piece and choice piece for the two bands.
the,jurongville's turn.then deyi.
we had our lunch after that.sat with jurongville clarinetists.they were great and friendly.LOL
finished lunch.went to classroom.had motivational talk with mr chia...
"DO YOU BELIEVE?!"
WE BELIEVE!
then.we took our instrument snad went down to test our sound quality.was super tiring.my legs began to sore.then,we went up to the hall and polished our instruments.after an hour or so.deyi band went off.byebye...then,jurongville went off.byebye...
we went to band room and combined with mrs chee.she told us the story behind the song Eiger.was interesting.went home.
18th March 2009
woke up early in the morning again.met up with natasha and diana.went to school.warmed up and tuned.had our breakfast+lunch = brunch.
we had it on 10:30.so that's the reason for brunch.haha!
the last meal for the day eh.then we went to Deyi Sec.so . 8 other schools are there. boarded the bus.was a budget bus.but.what the heck.to me,i think it was comfy and spacious.i got to sleep in the bus as if i'm on my bed.HA!
seriously.comfy.the. we arrived.went to this classroom.tuned again.then we went to the hall.settled down in the hall.atiqah sat behind me.all the way talked with her.
there were....
1)Deyi Secondary
2)Boon Lay Secondary
3)Greenview Secondary
4)Jurongville Secondary
5)Paya Lebar Methodist Girls Secondary
6)YuYin Secondary
7)....
8)...
okay i forgot the two other schools.but to me the best is Yuyin secondary.followed by Jurongville.
gaah.Deyi performed first.then us.gaah.mrs chee kept on telling us to soften down.and ended up getting comments like.you guys played so SOFT!
whatever .after all the bands had performed, the deyi band members gave all the bands a token of appreciation.then,all the schools went off.and our band and jurongville had to stay for awhile to check our seating.gaah.
eh atiqah... THREE AH!.zabir don't play2 with me.before i call my happy three friends.AH!
i minah rape!LOL
wtf.
then we ran all the way back to the classroom and collected our belongings.went down.boarded the bus.i slept again.just like i'm on my bed.and i had a backbone cramp when i woke up.HAHA!
got off the bus,went up to band rooom.packed up.and the we listened silently to our horribly played set piece and choice piece.
it was bad.we were too soft.thanks to mrs chee who didn't want us to play loudly.if so,why waste our time doing loud sound quality?
i hope we can play louder on Saturday.
oh yeah.at the hall back then,atiqah told me what happened during their previous SYF.i felt like crying of fearness.well.I BELIEVE AND I CAN DO IT.in fact, WE ALL CAN DO IT!
YAY!
okay.random.then,we went home.went to shop.thanks diana for the 10 cent.
: D
got home.and here I am.
okay.
BYE
hellohello!
tomorrow is our CLass Outing day!woohoo!i'm so excited.actually not.i feel so tired.i don't feel like going.gaah.what the heck!have fun babe!
like yeah.okay i think that's all for my slack post.
chiaooouuus!
he saw me,i saw him,we saw us.
Labels: frustrating much, running for notes, sadsadirdayu, tht saxophone guy

It was SEL.too boring.

I love presents.who wouldn't?
Sister gave me this.how great life could be?
It looks like this.I can see drumset.wooh!
Its the same present.
Labels: frustrating much, gaah, yayness
hellohello.
collected their numbers.
okok.nothing much at school.bleah!
maths was fun lah.
anyway i hate P.E.
and I hate Clement Koh.
orang belum lompat dh cakap " ah 1 lah 1 lah"
kite kasi die marks gile bab punye high.die kasi kite gila babs punyea low.
KNNB lah.
so maths class almost broke out a fight with clement koh.
you think what i scared ah.
chibs.
wanted to do pw meeting.but since they all couldn't make it.meeting canceled.pikir klaka peh?!
bile mau ada meeting.darah up sioo.
dah lah printer rosak.
jubo ayam!
so.
now i have no idea where to print the blood sucking thingy.
chibai.*cursing pw like mad in my mind*
urgh.
i just hate pw.
butong!
anyway.right now i'm doing the bloody pw.shit lah.
waste of paper and ink sia.
print here print there.
okay.bye
chiaoous!
Labels: frustrating much, rotting in my toilet, T700
hellohello!
today had a long stupid day.
walao.didn't get to print the frucking pictures for englifh project.
haiya.terpaksa draw the pictures.
okayokay.
then after school had this stupid motivational talk for malay pupils.
blabla.quite funny lah actually.the host.this pelakon from suria.he super funny.
okayokay.then got this guy eddie spring?
dunno lah.what the name.
haha!
okay
paid $1 for only epokepok.
okay.but i ate alot ah.haha!
okayokay.finished the talk then off to library with haidee and shahril.
wanted to print the frucking dammit pictures for english
skali the stupid computer can't read my thumbdrive.bleahh!
okayokay.
currently listening to alot of band songs.
super!
very nice siah.
the songs are : Majestia by James Swearingen
: Into The Winter 1730 by James Swearingen
: Absalon by Ber Appermont
: Ross Roy by Jacob De Haan
: Seagate Overture by James Swearingen
: Persis by James L. Hosay
seriously Persis is the best sialxzxz!i love that song!
mostly my sisters played before.so yeah.
okayokay!chiaooouuus!
Labels: frustrating much, majestia, persis, running for notes
hellohellohello!
had a funny + weird + hyper day today!
actually i don't really know what's weird about today.haha!
well its a super hyper day eh.
hahaha!
come to school only see syahirah's face and laughlaughlaugh.
walamakk
kheeee.
haha.okok.then nothing much about lessons.
so come to band.
wooyea.
sec 1s being assigned to their instruments.
well.there are actually four people that wants saxophone.
anyway me and ain took the sec 1s uh.wooyay!i get to be together with my saxophone at last.but only just now.so sad.
okok.then this particular sec 1 boy had to be changed from saxophone to clarinet.
i hope he does well on clarinet eh.
so yeah.
axophone has 2 girls and 1 boy.
this boy seriously look like malay but he's a phillippine.
and he speaks both malay and chinese.
special right?
he plays well.and this chinese girl i tell you she super good sia.
haha.
so then thought them about saxophone then i got bored.
took ain's file.
and played overture.
omg super easy siah the piece.
and i memorised it right after i played it once.
wow.
suddenly the saxophone mouthpiece seems so big.
haha.like so weird like that.
okok.so then blablaa.
sec 1 s went home first.then we packed and so on and so forth.
i think tmrw got sectional.
ouhh.
friday auditions i think.
aiyoo so scared lehh.
ok.anyway.today super many homework.
actually not much lerh.
just science workbook.and english project.and PW.
oh my goD!
pw.sialla.
asal kene thusday asl tknk friday.citot btol...
shitting lah.
okok.
byes!
chiaoooouuus!
Labels: frustrating much, tht saxophone guy
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