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Ayuta

______ Say, It Might Be The Right Thing Hi I am Ayuta.
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,

:8| is a smiling pig.

shower

19.4.10 ( 5:22:00 PM )

hellohello.

yesterday, i hate my brother so much. and today, i felt that its worthless to hate your own sibling. but still, your attitude sucks. or maybe he's just still a kid? i don't know.

i chose to run during p.e which resulted in my massive sweating. and i pushed Alan and Faith whenever they slowed down. and then i gave up.

mathematics was terrible. there was a mock test paper 2 that i didn't know of. actually everyone didn't know. and i didn't do it properly. then salizam returned our mock test paper 1. he was talking about the paper and suddenly took my paper and flipped the pages. when he finished talking, i asked him.

"cher, why you take my paper?"

"*blank face*... i dunno."

sometimes, teachers can be weird..

today is Han Kwok Hui's birthday. and i only hit him so lightly for a so-called birthday bash. I'm hopeless. but then rahman gave him a tight one. oooh.

after school i stayed back with ada,mitot,yanty and ly. to finish up the runway thingy. but i didn't do anything. yay, I'm hopeless. and i turned on my J songs. and i sang along. and then i heard thunder. and i stopped singing.

at home in the shower, my mother removed the plastic carpets on the floor and it was all ceramic and wet.

hahahah.

and i had flashbacks of my childhood, when i used to sleepover at my cousin's house and every morning we'd shower together along with our little plastic toys.

we'd make a flood in the showering section and then we'd let our little toys float.

and then we'd splash water on each other's face and suddenly my sister and his brother's shadow would be seen behind the door sniggering.

yes. his.

we were kids! what did we know huh?

we used to share everything together. show me his little dirty comic book.

trying his best to read me an English book since i am two years younger than him. but he failed and i read better than him. but now that he's older, i don't see him alot. he's got alot of his friends. always disappearing on family outings. whenever i go to his house, he's almost always not there.

oh golly i miss those good old immature times we had.

if only we were kids again. I'd love life so much. ^^

i miss my airball. sigh. so much for getting older.

Labels: imissedyou, whereareyou

i've got something up my sleeve

8.3.10 ( 8:41:00 PM )

hey. i know what to do already. hehe. just wait pal. :)
today's a bore. and yeah. maths test sucked. see, i knew i was one of them failures. fruck.
gaah. your name's up on the screen, but where were you? i wonder..
and yeah, take a look in your biology textbook page 39 of chapter 3. cool~
bye!

Labels: frustrating much, whereareyou, you just wait friend

weekends. sigh

7.3.10 ( 8:55:00 PM )

weekends are a bore. stuck at home doing nothing but sleep,breathe,eat. and study.
i really hate to be taught by a trainee teacher. once they take over, and poof! all your concentrations are gone and you'll hardly get in any education into your mind.
and now, haven't got a clue in what that teacher is teaching us. she promised to pass us the printed answers to our worksheets on friday but she didn't. tuesday's our CA for geog and we're ONLY half finished in rivers. BIG SIGH.

i hate the fact that i can't reply someone's text messages. it sucks horribly. its like as if you're talking to someone MUTE. .... am i mute?

i'm still laughing my ass out thinking about our art period on friday. we crowd around mdm sim while she demonstrated on how to do lino printing. suddenly, redarus made this sound and.. puuut! haha! everyone burst out laughing. he didn't actually fart. he somehow twisted his palms together and a farting sound came out. HAHA! funny eyy.

i don't want to go to that workshop. i don't want. well, i want. but then i don't want. why must it be on friday 120310? and why must it be on a band day? it sucks! i can't possibly make you sad on your birthday. sigh. i hope the application fails. don't be sad okay friend?

i hate p.e. and three rounds around the school tomorrow. great. and i'll lose 2kg again. the school wants me to turn into a skeleton. sigh. HAHA.
i don't wanna attend maths period tomorrow. i don't wanna see the angry/sad/dissappointed look on mr salizam's face.
i don't wanna feel the dissappointment in MYSELF either. sigh. he's a great maths teacher. we all know that. just that we don't make any effort in making ourselves better. or it is just me?
sigh. who knows.

Labels: frustrating much, whereareyou, you just wait friend

ABRSM Violin grade 5 practical exam

27.2.10 ( 1:28:00 PM )

Bagatelle. harderst piece amongst those that i'm playing.

Sicillienne. i like. well, basically cause there's no double-stops. wee~

Romance. well. i like the piece. but when i look at the notes...RUBBISH
wow. I like this guy. how good can he play? honestly, i play like whattheshits :/

received tons of naggings and lectures from shanmin. four more months to my grade 5 ABRSM practical exam. i'm hopeless. i'm too busy nowadays. gaah. should start practicing at least 2 or 3 hours a day. wow. it'll be super effective. now, i'm only practicing 1 to 2 hours a day. tak cukup!gaah. I hate dissappointing my teacher. sigh.

why. no respond at all. what? are you dead? sigh.

bye

Labels: frustrating much, help me with this, whereareyou