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Ayuta

______ Say, It Might Be The Right Thing Hi I am Ayuta.
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,

:8| is a smiling pig.

D: :D

26.7.10 ( 1:49:00 PM )

haluu.

oh, i is back from my violin practical exam.

lemme tell you something..

I SCREWED MY SIGHT-READING.

who wouldn't?!

i was only given half a minute (30seconds) to look through the short piece.

and i was fricking shocked that the piece given was longer than what i expected and what i've been practicing.

D: D: D:

i panicked.

and there were like, 3rd or 4th positions?!

LOL WTF.

yeah. i screwed my sight-reading.

and i hate my first piece.

i. hate. that. song.

my arms were trembling throughout the whole exam which made it hard for me to control my bowing

and because of that,

i failed to do proper expressions and dynamics and you name it.

UUUGHHH.

thanks dear friends for the support.

okay. let me just describe the whole situation in proper English.

i entered the Allegro music school welcomed with cool air from the room and a smiling clerk

sitting behind a desk.

settled the admin stuffs with the clerk and took a seat waiting anxiously for my turn.

the soft violin music played from a radio was just a slight distraction for me as i sat there trying to recall my scales, arpeggios and mainly everything.

my accompaniment teacher came in and waited with me.

after a few minutes of waiting, the clerk brought me and my accompaniment teacher past the many studios towards a studio at the end.

we waited silently for this so-called bell to ring until its fine for me to enter.

while waiting, the clerk kind of motivated me and tried to make me un-nervous.

the bell rung and the clerk opened the door for me.

i entered with a confident smile etched on my face.

the examiner was an Englishman. he looked kind,

not the dim-witted kind, he gave me a smile and greeted me.

i did as well. took my place behind the music stand and got ready.

my arms weren't steady, i tried to keep my cool and began my first piece.

it was okay, at least until the middle part. which i think i screwed. not that badly.

the second piece was a bit better. i did a little bit of vibrato which made the examiner look up

and then look back to his papers and began jotting down comments.

the third piece was kinda okay.

urgh i dunno.

moving on to scales.

this, i'm not really good at.

yes i do remember all of them 31 scales,arpeggios,chromatics,dominant and diminished sevenths.

but i did get confused on the G major scale.

lucky for me the examiner was a kind hearted man and he corrected me.

but still, that cut points.

D: !

and then, sight-reading.

i. don't. wanna. talk. about. this.

aural was okay.

sigh.

left the school and was trying hard to fight back my tears. thrice, my tears almost streamed down my face as i sat in the bus.

oh no but i didn't cry.

so i bought a medium YAMI Yogurt and sat outside the library emo-ing and reminiscing how i did for my exam.

it was a very delightful treat you know, ohh YAMI.

harharhar!

sigh

i don't think i can get a distinction.

not even a merit.

maybe just a pass?

i hope its not a fail.

a pass will do.

merit will be good.

gaah.

i don't know man.

i just don't feel good about the results.

maybe i should get myself a Hot Fudge Sundae from McDonald's.

yummmmm.

nom nom nom.

(Y)

Labels: gaah

Futsal

13.3.10 ( 4:24:00 PM )

youngsters...

justin and vernon

haruharu.

had a tiring yet fun day at FICO sports hub for the futsal 5-a-side thingy.

at first i thought it was gonna be super boring. but i thought wrong. well, all the way stick with syaqila, christian and joshua ( justin and vernon). gosh the christian and joshua are so damn funny man. both me and syaqila agrees that they should opt to be radio deejays when they're older. we did our duties together. then ate breakfast and lunch. i ate a lot. but was still hungry.

we sat there watching the guys play soccer. i admire the groups in court 1. they play so rough and violent. and interesting. hahaa. rahman said. "eh kau gy panggil man persie, aku terus kembang seh." haha! we were sort of the commentator there. together with mdm dahlia, we commented on the teachers also. christian said ms chong was drunk. cause she's super hyper and smiled all the way just now. haha.

and i learned new stuffs today.

in filipino,madafaka means fall down

in japanese, nabe means salad

and lastly, in dunno what language, fuck means fish

cool right?

hmm

"eh! he madafaka!"

"i would like to eat nabe"

"i just caught a fuck!!!"

haha! oh and we saw a rainbow. and everyone including the teachers went to take pictures by the rainbow. then prize giving.

congratulations to YOUNGSTERS for winning first position. great job guys. ^^

going home was triring. walked all the way. but, i loved it. ^^

thanks for walking me home. and sorry i couldn't stay long.

i miss my fb friend.

Labels: gaah, love you dear

nice walk,cross country,hiking,eating.

10.3.10 ( 8:36:00 PM )

haruharu.

guess what. no cross country. wasted my bloody time waking up early. wasted my bloody ez-link value. wasted my bloody strength on that day. BUT. i had a fun time. wee~

during that nice walk towards the rest house at japanese garden... with the dim lights from the sunrise and the soft drizzling of the rain...

arrived super early. sat with fellow student leaders. students began streaming in to the rest house. we began our duties. sigh. no band, but still i have to do attendance. wtf! gaah.

anyways, we tried to wait for the rain to stop. and yeah, a small boon lay got talent show. haha.

well, the rain didn't stop and yeah. cross country postponed! sigh.

walked a long way towards this bus stop with abang, eya, amirah,terecia and farah. heh. funny ah you guys. well, we tried to get attention from ms tan and mdm shafie while they were driving. we gave the thumbs up sign. like the ones where you wanna tumpang. haha. and ms tan laughed like crazy in her car. mdm shafie gave a face. pfft. haha

we ended up at jurong point. settled down at mcdonalds. and ended up eating at kfc. walked around jp. went to library. amirah, farah and terecia went home. abang pai tao earlier. sigh.

then went to jurong east with eya to buy p.e shirt. then went back to jp.

like what eya said.

'today, we did hiking, eating, reading and travelling'

had a laugh with eya just now.

and yeah. every laughter ends with a disaster.

how dissapointed can i be? how badly are we doing our job? are we biased in every way? how do you want us to change? please tell. i want to change everything. i know the attitude now sucks. everyone's so ignorant of the rules. the discipline. sigh. i actually feel embarrased being one of them. should i actually be embarrased? i don't know man. gaah.

fruck everything!

Labels: bullshit, frustrating much, gaah, ilovethismorning

Late Day

18.7.09 ( 3:51:00 PM )

I woke up with feeling sleepy and wondering what time is it.
OHMYGOSH!
8:30am!
I am so darn late for violin lesson!
And my brother was clearly sitting in front of the computer. Didn't he know that i had lesson at 9:00am! Bloody ass.
I tried to keep it cool and hurried through my supposed-to-be nice shower.
and yeah. managed to make it fast. put on my clothes and everything. and out i went. messaged my teacher that I'd be lat a few minutes.
8:45am.
The bus 193 came as soon as i reached the bus stop.
8:50am
The train came as soon as i reached the platform.
8:55am
Jurong East Interchange.
I walked those BIG steps all the way down.
9:08am
The green man flashed as soon as i reached the traffic-light.
9:10am
Ms Low is standing there waiting for me while she unpacks her bag.
Lucky its only 10 minutes.
And I think she just arrived also.
PHEW!
everything seemed to be just in time for me today.
alhamdullilah!
well.
I GOT THE NEW PIECE ALREADY!
its so nice. it sounded like the piece i heard while waiting for my turn during the Grade 3 practical exam.
cute.

anyway. it was a great time being late for lesson.
Ms Low was in a very good mood.
i was so lucky.
bye.

Labels: gaah, sheesh, shit, tick-tcha-tcha(;

At long last

15.7.09 ( 6:23:00 PM )

HEllohello!
at long last. internet is back.well.but just for 7 days.hmmph.
anyway!
long time no post at home man!!!
and life is getting boring each second.
no CCA!
its so damn plain.
after school, its just home sweet home for us.
well. it has been somehow funny in school lately.
and yeah.
they lost tiger.how sad can life be without a cat at home?!
i was told my cousin brought tiger out without wearing him the cat leash.
and tiger heard a lorry parking, and he was frightened and he ran away.and he is lost!
perfect!now i can have the misery feelings when i go to their house.but.
they're adopting another cat.one of tiger's siblings.well.a cat is still cute.
nevermind.
I MISS YOU TIGER!
sobs.

gaah.
i'm done man!BYE!

Labels: frustrating much, gaah, Good-bye, mundane story

camps?bugger.

16.6.09 ( 5:47:00 PM )

hellohello.been a long time since i've posted.no internet acces lah at home.currently blogging at cuzzie's.tiger tak layan.aku pon malas uh.
ok whatever.had a tough time in school.with friends and all.
pfft.
and i had a tough time finding stuffs for NCO camp next week.
SUPER DUPER EXCITED!
yeay!
i wanna go band lah.shit
having kaleidorama.which means the last time i'll be playing the clarinet with my fellow crazy peeps of the clarinet section.ohh... T.T
got nothing to say.
okay bye!

Labels: frustrating much, gaah, pumping position down

why do you want to kill me?

3.3.09 ( 8:08:00 PM )

hellohello.had a superduper Laugh Out Loud just now man!while watching this video.until I fell off my bed.walao!

ok stop ah.gaah.had scolding from ms mok this morning.gaah.then P.E. chibai! ran around the school.three rounds.babi.had a non-surprising timing.12 mins+syahirah!asl last?ok.patah hati ah dia.gaah.then had geography.

fast forward>>>>> mt.recess.home ec! fun babi.bee hoon goreng fulermak.bawang hangus!!!

but compared to last year's bee hoon goreng eh.this year's better.ok.ate all the way to english class.syahirah and aaiyisah senyap2 pergi makan mee smpoi habis tk ajak org takpe.i ate abit during english.anyway we learnt about singlish and all.bla.then had break.studied.and up to the hall.had english first.easy.had literature.half easy half difficult.gaah.went library.went home.aaiyisah gave me chocolate.wuuh.long time never ate that kind of chocolate.

THANKS MUCH!

going to do pw and study my geography and..whatever the test is for tomorow.

okbye!

Labels: gaah, yayness

its a funny day.

26.2.09 ( 8:54:00 PM )

reading this book.super interesting.recommendation!

taken ages ago. i like it. featuring syahirah.

i had a super funny day today.
made all the melatar-girls melatar today.after school.thought playing soccer.but it rained.too bad.soccer match postponed.so we ended up hanging around school.at last.aaiyisah melatar.whoo. high-five!
and yeah.nurul atiqah melatar makin teruk eh.sampai tercampak handphone sendiri.kekek-ness.
made a mess in the library.
aaiyisah.semalam?mak mentua?friday?sunday?siape pompan tu? pompan tu merepek? ape kau.
nak melatar biar ade makna sikit boleh?
gaah.
laugh-out-loud

just finished practicing my violin.i thought I sounded good.better than always.but bowing still needs alot of effort.i just can't get it right.please oh please right arm just make it right.i'm fed up with teacher nagging at me about my bowing and I think she's fed up too.
gaaah. actually i can make it right.just that I don't have the time to practice alot.
homeworks kepp coming and CCA. SYF. sectionals every afternoon. library book to finish up.
compositions to complete.
comprehension worksheets.
and yeah.i'm lucky to have an art teacher that doesn't allow us to bring home our art homework.he lets us finish it at the two period only and i wonder why nowadays i work fast.
wondering what's gonna happen for CCA tomorrow.
and yeah.
i understood the maths formulae at last.ilovemaths!
and CAs next week.
i'm so not ready yet.
hadn't been paying attention in like all lesson.especially science and history.
oh just why must those chinese guys be in my class.they're so horrible.they just simply doesn't want to be educated and forbids us to be educated.why.can't you guys just save the chit chatting for recess or maybe after school or after the teacher leaves the class while we wait for the next teacher to come in.
at least clement koh is improving.
that.those bunch of guys at the back eh.better stop.
gaah.its useless for me to write it out here.they won't read anyway.
i'm gonna finish up the letter writing composition ms syikin gave.
gaah.
gonna finish up the book.
and i'm seriously craving for:
Twilight
Eclipse
New Moon
(and this one more book i keep on forgetting the title.gaah!)
buy me those books and i'll be super duper happy!

okay.done.
chiaooouuus!

Labels: gaah, understood

gaah-ness

25.2.09 ( 9:45:00 PM )

It was SEL.too boring.

I love presents.who wouldn't?

Sister gave me this.how great life could be?

It looks like this.I can see drumset.wooh!

Its the same present.

My birthday cake!I wanted fudge but unfortunately too many people had the same birthdate as mine.so yeah.sold outss.

Hello!had a funny yet stressful time in school.natasha didn't come.HOW SAD CAN LIFE BE?!

cheychey natasha tk datang semua tanya sehh.popular seh adik FENDY!

gaah.ok.first thing at school was to make yanty melatar.kekek ah kau yanty eh eh eh!

okok.so yeah school's topic's about melatar.

eh!

pheobe pon melatar lah.

gaaah kan!

haha.ok.usual thingy.maths was the super stressful part.

ADE METHOD SENANG CIKGU TAK KASI GUNA.YANG DIE KASI GUNA METHOD YG SUSAH.BABI!lucky i didn't cry.abi syahirah dh takot tengok muke aku.gaah!rilax beb.i won't burst.

and yeah.sorry alan and wanny.i got super violent because of maths.gaah.

ok.then took photos with peqca and nysa during SEL.was super boring.

then english.gaah.oh dear.pw tomorrow.

and yeah just now went to band practice.fun.mrs chee so high.

and she announced the date of our combine with deyi sec. yayness.

went home with eya.went kedai.bought tweesties(?) and a bar of chocolate.

waitied for the rain to go smoothly.got home safely.wanted to read book.ended up sleeping on the couch.slept till 8+ woke up.ate nasi goreng while watching ninja warior?dunno lah that tv show.

ok.so yeah.gaah.

bye!

Labels: frustrating much, gaah, yayness