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Ayuta

______ Say, It Might Be The Right Thing Hi I am Ayuta.
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,

:8| is a smiling pig.

i is tired

5.6.10 ( 12:22:00 AM )

hai

i is tired.

i is fed-up with everything happening around me.

my brain might malfunction soon.

packing my bag for a 5 days 4 nights trip almost made me crazy.

no really.

i suddenly giggled while ironing my shirts.

very creeeeepyyyy.

i is not looking forward to the trip tomorrow.

i is missing my HalfBloodPrince.

i is very hungry right now.

and its 12:37am.

i is feeling sleepy.

so i should say goodnight and sweet dreams.

bye

Labels: Good-bye, love you dear

Take and give away.

15.9.09 ( 9:11:00 AM )

hellohello.
what a sad week man. on Friday night, while we were having our break fast, suddenly my sister came home with a big box. and there's this little sound coming from that box.
guess what, she brought home a kitten.
she tols us that the kitten has been at her workplace for three days and she didn't ee its mother or any big cat giving food r whatever.
so she decided to take it home.
who wouldn't man, a kitten is so darn cute. so, we took a cloth an covered it up. soon, it was asleep. isn't it cute. so we took care of it for like three days. and yeah lah . dia kencing lah berak lah. so on monday i went home thinking of playing with it. i reached hopme and this was what my stupd sister said to me.
"i gave it away to my friend. since everyone is telling ME to take care of it since I found it."
WHAT A STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID DECISION TO MAKE!
am i right?!
FUCKINGLY STUPID!
i was like. gaaah. bodohnya kau!!!! she could have asked for our opinion.
HEY!
I WANTED TO TAKE CARE OF IT. AND ALSO RADEN WANTS TO. why become so stupid? if there are 10 more people i know that's like you, i might die of heartache.
GAAAh
what stupid decision. YA ALLAH! BODOHNYA MANUSIA!
I know lah its my sister we're talking about.
but hey.
whoo doesn't love a cat?
even my dad loves it. and even my sister who doesn't get near cats nowadays DARE to TOUCH and STROKE its back.
issssssh.
i cried for like 10 minutes you know.
hmmmphh.
now we don't have a cat for the Raya.
terpaksalah turun tingkat dua tu kalau nak tengok kucing.
its very sad.

on 14 September lies the departure day for "chemong" from our family.
i'm gonna miss your cute little big round eyes and you cute little paws and your cuteutecute meows when you're hungry and your cute action when you pee on the carpet and your smelly poo you left on my school uniform.
You were only a few months old and still young and had to move manymany times.sad. i know. and your mother left you at that time. so sad.
i love you! CHEMONG!
ska ah orang yang dapat ambil CHEMONG dari kita.
suka hati ah eh. suka hati ah.

Labels: chemong, Good-bye

Band Investiture cum Farewell Party

18.8.09 ( 9:06:00 AM )

mr burger!

jumpshot 1. failed..

jumpshot 2. failed...

Giftsi recieved from dearest graduates.! Luqman, Insyirah, Zay Linn, Hadhinah, Syuhadah, Atiqah, Sophia, and TING WEI!

Most Loved gifts!

Hello hello.

we had our investiture and farwell party on Saturday 15 August.

Great one!

So i had to wake up early in the morning and rushed off to violin lesson. I didn't practice much. but, teacher gave me good comments! WOOHOOO!

okay. then rushed back home. took bag, rushed off to school. and yeah. just in time syaheerah and amalina arrived outside band room.

ran down to hall.

i missed marching practice. but nevermind.

so fall in. blabla. rehearsed.

then, while standing on the stage,

i felt a combination of things.

giddy + stuffyness + can't breathe + i wanna fall + lost my concentration.

that's load of stuff in me.

then, insyirah gave the command to sedia.

i couldn't hear.

there was something in my throat. i felt like vomitting. but i can't.

wei liang saw me moving my hand slowly and swaying about abit.

he told me to fall out.

i sat on the chair.

shukri told me to have a drink.

the smooth sound of gushing water. i felt okay after that.

sat down with the rest that fall out.

then, it was lunchtime. woho!

went to jp.

finished off the gifts for graduates.

ran back to band room.

wore our band uniform, and marching shoes and socks.

rehearsed one more time. thenwent up to band room, wore our vest and tie.

ran down too hall and got ready.

Mr Phua came into the hall.

and it began.

until my name was called. i hadn't felt any fear or nervousness. i was anxious. took the badge and off to the squad. waited.waited.waited. speech,speech,speech.

bersurai.

yeah!

down to canteen for dinner.

busy day.

dressed up in yellow.

we were all like bananas and butter.

dinner was okay. went off for camwhoreing.

so many funshot and jumpshots. super fun!

farewell party time!

went up to the hall. first ting we did was wait for instructions toour game.

hadhinah gotbored. she got all saxophonists together. and weplayed. "concentration"

fun!

then, they announced that the game "elf,giant,wizard" is cancelled as many peopledidn'tunderstand the game.

so we played dog and bone!

firsttime i got super hyper playing that game.

guess what.

woodwinds won!

go woodwind,gowoodwind.

then, we played traditional dance. damn fun!

ran here, ran there.!

haha!

then, prizes, andi got this keychain with a saxophone figure. wooh! THANKS TEACHERS!

then, video time.

it was sad though. but, alot of trombone section pics. i wonder why eh.

and sectionaltime!

i wanted to cry but my section was super duper hyper and we laughed all the time.

exchanged gifts.

then, atiqah called me.

she gave us a short speech to the second clarinetists.

diana already criedat the first part.

then intruders came. mahmudahand sabrina.

haishh. then, atiqah gave methis green ankle bracelet.

9:20pm..

clean-up time.

cleancleanclean.

wenthome.

and the day is over!

yay!

the tireness is still lingering inmy body.

gaah.

okay then.

bye.

Labels: Good-bye

At long last

15.7.09 ( 6:23:00 PM )

HEllohello!
at long last. internet is back.well.but just for 7 days.hmmph.
anyway!
long time no post at home man!!!
and life is getting boring each second.
no CCA!
its so damn plain.
after school, its just home sweet home for us.
well. it has been somehow funny in school lately.
and yeah.
they lost tiger.how sad can life be without a cat at home?!
i was told my cousin brought tiger out without wearing him the cat leash.
and tiger heard a lorry parking, and he was frightened and he ran away.and he is lost!
perfect!now i can have the misery feelings when i go to their house.but.
they're adopting another cat.one of tiger's siblings.well.a cat is still cute.
nevermind.
I MISS YOU TIGER!
sobs.

gaah.
i'm done man!BYE!

Labels: frustrating much, gaah, Good-bye, mundane story

SYF Central Judging 2009

6.4.09 ( 10:18:00 PM )

In memories...

they made my days of playing the clarinet for SYF.therefore,I treasure them in my heart.

candid lah.oopps.

the best section friends ever. : D

treasurer of the year for clarinetists.

the evileneey named DIYANAH!

High-pitched AMALINA!(i just finished crying.so my eyes got baggy.eew)

I woke up, its 6th April 2009.

That just means, SYF Central Judging.

I went to school feeling mentally and practically prepared.I was ready.Ready for everything. I even made my choice.

To take my 2.4 km retest on P.E lesson.

Flag-raising just kept me waiting for the time to go fast. I was excited. nervous at times. The bell rang for P.E. My stomach churned.Butterflies were in it. I had to run.

I got 16:57 for my timing.Really proud of it.

The bell rang again. Time to go. My stomach churned real hard. But I wasn't scared. Me and Natasha arrived FIRST outside the band room. Another bell rang and the other band members arrived.I was sweating.People kept asking me,thinking that I showered. Especially that Alysa. Yeah.come smell more of me. LOL.

Before going to the band room, I received alot of good luck wishes from my friends and classmates. Mrs Chee came.we warmed and tuned up.everything was fine. I was confident. We ran through both our pieces a few times. Lunch, changed and ate. Went up, took our stuffs and down to the porch. Waited for our bus. Still, I wasn't scared.We got on our bus.polished all the way. Singapore Conference Hall it is. My stomach began churning.As hard as ever. As if that was the last time its gonna do that on me.We went in. facing some other schools in their elegant band uniform.All ready to perform.Some looked stressed.Some excited.To the tuning room we went.I didn't feel scraed.quite astonishing eh. We were ready.up we went.waiting for the band before us to finish performing.there was a video of them.LIVE,performing just inside and behind the door.while waiting,we kept our instruments warm.My stomach churned.The band before us finished.We were queing up to go through the door when i felt like pee-ing. Must it be that time?! Stimach churned! Hands sweaty.shivering.got inside. I played.trying to recall whatever there is needed to recall.we made it.finished.went outside and waited.the other band finished.we went in to watch the other bands perform.It was Tanjong Katong Sec. They were good.very good.and the snare drummer looks cute too ^^ heeh.okay stop.

it was break time.we went back to our school.i slept in the bus.dreamt of food.and more food.arrived at school.settled down and packed our stuffs.oh that was the last time i'll be touching the clarinet number 47. we did alot of things.together as a band.the time came.

we were listening to our recording.it was good. Wei Liang settled us down.took out his phone.there was a video. it was a video call.from someone there in the SCH. the results are out.

we huddled together.holding anyone's hands that we could hold. i was scared.excited.and nervous.i cried.well.silently.then

Band No 108. Boon Lay Secondary School. Silver.

I couldn't quite hear the word silver.since the back people screamed like no tomorrow.

i cried harder than ever. we got SILVER. what most of us have been wanting.to achieve our silver back.we did it.

i knew we could

we were good. After all those tiring practices we've done, Its all worth it. All the tears were tears of joy

WE DID IT! we managed to fulfill our goals. And now, we just have to say farwell to all those graduating members and i'll have to say

"goodbye,farewell and thank you to the clarinetists of BLCB 2009 SYF batch!"

i'll be going back to saxophone.no more of clarinetists utter nonsense.it ends today.

and anyway. i kept my clarinet SYF reed i used for SYF just now. Just for memories of being a clarinetist for awhile.

THANK YOU. : D

i guess my post ends here then. I say another goodbye and thank you to clarinetists and dear graduating members.in all, you've made my day.

Labels: Good-bye, missing you guys, running for notes, SCH, welldone, wierdly awesome

i'm missing you :(

25.10.08 ( 6:20:00 PM )

hello.long time never update new posts. :)
well.its the school holidays now.a sad one though.
well the past two days.(?)we went to science centre and the chinese heritage.quite fun though.espeacially the science centre.we first went to the omni theatre to watch Wild Ocean.interesting one.then went to science centre.i think our teachers treat us there.
so blablabla.(psst.banyak minah ooi kat science centre from other schools tuh!)
sheesh!
got my report book.surprisingly i got fifth in class.did i mention that before?
ok.so next year going to 2na2.but.
sadly.
Syiqin and Tammy are going to express!
WAA!
gonna miss them like hell man!
alaaaa.confirm 2na2 won't be like 1na2.
walao sia.
well. since its the school holidays..
i'm surely gonna miss these guys

MAD DOG!(daron lee)
MAD BUSTARD!(kwok hui)
MAD HYENA!(syahirah)
they are sooo the best.
and not to forget..
ASYQIN and TAMMY.
they are the best too.
and i so-so miss shahril and rahman.
CHEYY FAKE!wooh.that's one funny phrase man rahman!haha
and also mrLIMKF.the hot-sunny-guy!
haha!
and also i'm sure gonna miss the times when we had our PW period man!
with that mad dog around.he's seriously funny man.UMCHUMCHUMCH.
mad bitch.eh eh you mad bitch.hahah!and jackie han's cute voice!aahaha!
yeah.and i so-so hope mr sim could be our sec 2 form teacher.he's totally the-best.
okay.some more....
i'm of course gonna miss aaiyisah and liyana.
btw.liyana payung aku kau belum ganti eh!alamakk!
OH YA! haidee! i miss the chits-chats we had man!
hmm.anymore....
nomore.! :)
but i seriously miss jackie han!
i miss the times we played truth or dare.ahah!
MICHAEL JAKSON..OWW!
and credits to you for giving me that nickname kwok hui!
okay.i guess that's all.
missing you guys! ohh! :((

---
so i just got back from shopping.
went to geylang to find mama's clothes.
then back to JP to buy my t-shirts.
okay so bought bro's things too.
anyway mama said there's this party by BWL at a hotel.dunno if i wanna go or not.hmm.
anyuway if i go papa'll be there.and guarantee 100% he's gonna irritate me like there's no tomorrow!
sheesh!
okay that's all.
chiaoouuss!

Labels: Good-bye, michael jackson.OW, missing you guys

In memories;

15.9.08 ( 6:36:00 PM )

Lil' Bird,Lil' Bird.I really miss you.Seeing the other birds chirping merrily,reminds me of you.

The way you chirp for food.

The Way you walk up to me when you're hungry.

Your poo does makes me sick.

And your cute little face makes me think of you more.
I really miss your chirping everytime I come home from school.I miss feeding you.I miss everything about you.I write this post just to forgive you on not realizing that you're sick and not bringing you to the vet.

Just so you know;my family misses you.

may your soul R.I.P

Labels: Good-bye