ayuta

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Ayuta

______ Say, It Might Be The Right Thing Hi I am Ayuta.
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,

:8| is a smiling pig.

urgh?

2.7.10 ( 9:52:00 PM )

i feel kinda fucked up tonight?

reason?

i don't know.

something's just not right.

is it because i'm sleepy?

exhausted?

stressed?

worried?

unhappy?

well yes i'm unhappy.

because of everything.

people around me just makes me unhappy.

what with the ice cold weather.

hell yeah i was freezing out there.

and those people walking around me holding an umbrella,

rushing their way like there's no tomorrow, thus letting their umbrella bouncing against mine,

just adds on to my 'fucked up' feeling.

oh yes i struggled to keep myself calm so as not to say any vulgar, like, knnb ccb at those mother fucking kiasu assholes.

what with those people trying to finish up my damn it foolscap paper?

and when i say ' please ask someone else for foolscap paper', they'd say 'cheapskate!' '(pelokek)'

WTF?!

damn it what'd you come to school for?

i don't fucking care whoever you are.

dayyuummm this is one pathetic topic to talk about.

sigh.

what else?

yes.

i hate it when people just won't reply my text messages.

period.

oh, one more thing.

everything's changed?!

LOL WTF!

i foresee a dreadfull weekend coming up.

guess what!

i fused(?) the fan in my classroom which is right above where i'm seated.

and everyone complained to me.

blaming it all on me.

i thought it was a broken light switch okay!

heh heh heh.

oh yeah, that mother fuckin dark creature who lives a storey above me is fucking annoying me much.

damn it why can't you just shut your mouth?!

idiota.

fuck shit i hate today.

Labels: frustrating much, fuck you very much

ripping hairs off ma head

30.5.10 ( 10:38:00 PM )

oh hai

if only you, my dear readers know how i feel right now,

i'd be glad.

here I am ripping my hairs off my head while doing these crucial lists and booklets,

there they are shouting at me about whatever i'm doing right here.

damn it they suck.

no seriously they suck.

i don't freaking care who they are.

what i know is,

they HAVE NO IDEA

what i'm going through right now.

well SHE thinks its funny.

but I don't.

fuck you very much.

oh how i wish i could just easily shout out all those vulgars squirming on the tip of my tongue

eager to fly out of my mouth and just land on somebody's effing face.

no really i don't care whatever shit i type out here.

what i know is,

oh dear bloggy i love you cause you don't ever complain about whatever i write.

and i really appreciate my dear partner.

whom is ever-so patient with me.

me, whom is ever-so IMPATIENT

and gets all stressed up too easily.

somehow, i wish this isn't me.

i wish was patient.

nah i keed i keed.

it kinda rocks to be me.

right?

of course not!

urgh i'm dead.

bye.

fyi, that SHE refers to my ever-so annoying irritant sister.

Labels: fuck you very much