Hi I am Ayuta.
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,
:8| is a smiling pig.
study mood
30.4.10 ( 4:53:00 PM )
hellohello!
i haven't been hyper active during art lessons for the past few weeks.
but I'm glad it came back today.
:D
everyone seemed to know that I actually DIDN'T draw anything for my art prep work
but they just wanna ask what i did.
its so...
nevermind.
and yes i didn't draw anything for my prep work.
tadaa!
and i (L) Mdm Sim just now when she printed out the pictures for my prep work..
in COLOURED INK!
:D
but i still didn't draw a single thing on my A3 sized drawing paper.
English was... very very very very very...
BIG SIGH
hahahah
actually, Ms Atikk told the whole class about my HalfBloodPrince.
D:
it was early in the morning and English was our first lesson.
since i sat at the back and right beside the back door, i often get distracted and would just stare into space..
i was busy staring at the empty class opposite my block as Ms Atikk was explaining on Phrasal Verbs.
As i was staring into space, Ms Atikk cut in and said.
"irdayu, can you please stop staring out the door."
"oh. sorry sorry."
...
"is hazwan there?*points to the opposite block* no right?"
"whaaaaaat? WHAAAAAAT?"
"haha. okayokay nevermind."
apparently, she just told that to my WHOLE class.
golly. and everyone turned around sniggering, glaring at me with cheeky eyes.
geerh.
oh no Ms Atikk didn't stop there.
after explaining and all, we were told to construct a sentence with the given Phrasal Verbs.
one of them was 'Turn Away'.
and she just decided to give us an example using that phrasal verb.
"so, for example, Irdayu turned away Hazrul's offer to be his girlfriend because she is unavailable."
and again i received cheeky glares and small laughters and 'woot woots' from my classmates.
BIG SIGH.
hahahahah.
after school went off to JP with Smotes and bought frozen yogurt from Yogurt Place.
nice!
(Y)two thumbs up!(Y)
headed to frontier library for some air con.
we sat outside the library by the corridors in the frontier and was 'shoo-ed' by this guard?
i dunno. this guy. he was like, watching that place and 'shoos' off anyone who sits there.
geez.
khalisah invited us to sit with them in the library.
so there were,
me, Smotes, Khalisah, Adibah, Udi and Yanty.
i got there and surprisingly began to do my biology homework!
me?! doing biology homework?!
no waaayyy.
oh yes i did.
haha.
after a while of studying, Udi spotted two couples going into a Handicap toilet together.
and our attention changed from our homework, to the toilet.
we waited and waited and waited for like 30 minutes?
Listening to Overture No. 1 for Wind Band brings all those sweet memories of 2009 SYF.
oh golly. me want to cry.
second day of MYE.
English Paper 1 was okayyy. and i got worked up in the middle of Maths Paper 1. and i felt like killing the teacher who set the paper.
yours truly, Mr salizam.
geergh. nevermind. lets just wait for the results eyy.
later on, my sister will be sitting for her Organ Practical Exam Grade 8. All the best for her. And yes, mine's in 3 months time. golly! not much time left!
Take what you need while there's time The city will be earth in a short while If I'm not mistaken its been in flames You and I will escape to the seaside
There is a storm in the distance The wind breathing warning of its imminence There is a lighthouse five hundred yards down You and I will be safe there
There is a girl who haunts that lighthouse She saved me, I was swimming So young I almost drowned Under the water she sang a story Of losing her lover She calls a warning
Love you are foolish, you're tired Your sleeplessness makes you a liar The city is burning The ocean is turning Our only chance is the lighthouse
Her lover was a sailor She went and she waited there The door locked from the outside Lover never arrived so she sings there Soft as a siren luring the ships off their course, how alarming
We went in, we climbed up and looked out The door locked from the outside Three ghosts in a lighthouse
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i find this song really creepy and so damn nice! ^^
sweet tangerine
( 2:46:00 PM )
zomg! sweet tangerine.. its so nice!hahahahah!
golly today was so tiring. i was supposed to be meeting amy at 7:20am and go to school with her. but, i only just woke up at 7:20am. cool right?
i was thinking of going after my violin lesson but then shanmin text me saying that she overslept and would make up another lesson with me some other day.
wow.
arrived at school and did the investiture rehearsal thingy. was such a drag. and i longed for home.
and now I'm home and I'm happy. yay!
currently singing out loud to Paramore, Vampire Weekend, The Hush Sound and VersaEmerge's covers. heh.
I'm so bored. gotta do my studying later on.
cross eyed
23.4.10 ( 9:10:00 PM )
hellohello!
band practice was awesome,surprising,tiring,moody,funny,disappointing.
so many words eyy.
but i ain't gonna elaborate on it.
guess what, i found a novel in my class. yayh!
and its still new. with plastic wrappings and all. and its so good!
i like!!
hahahahah!
Ms Liu was absent for biology class and this teacher came in . mr tay? mr tan? i don't know his name.
but i know he is very cute.
hahahah!
and omg! i melted once i took a look at his shoes!
Fred Perry!
and its so damn nice!!
ohhh! *shrieks with palms on cheeks*
i was being too sentimental and dramatic and everything during mother tongue.
i sat with mitot an we shared our problems together.
and when i listened to hers, i cried. OMG! she didn't give me any warning on how sad its gonna be and i just burst into tears.
i never knew my life and mitot's are almost the same.
heart you lah mitot.
thanks for sharing and listening. ^^
after band me,smotes and amy went to mcdonalds as usual.
and we saw mdm haznita.
heh!
after awhile, my head got really dizzy and my body swayed left and right and right and left.
and when i went home, i almost collapsed in the toilet.
and now i don't even know whether i'm doing things the right way with my computer.
i really need a nice long sleep.
and coke.
i'm craving for coke.
i want to drink coke.
geerh!
and i don't wanna attend the student leader thingy. sheesh
yesterday, i hate my brother so much. and today, i felt that its worthless to hate your own sibling. but still, your attitude sucks. or maybe he's just still a kid? i don't know.
i chose to run during p.e which resulted in my massive sweating. and i pushed Alan and Faith whenever they slowed down. and then i gave up.
mathematics was terrible. there was a mock test paper 2 that i didn't know of. actually everyone didn't know. and i didn't do it properly. then salizam returned our mock test paper 1. he was talking about the paper and suddenly took my paper and flipped the pages. when he finished talking, i asked him.
"cher, why you take my paper?"
"*blank face*... i dunno."
sometimes, teachers can be weird..
today is Han Kwok Hui's birthday. and i only hit him so lightly for a so-called birthday bash. I'm hopeless. but then rahman gave him a tight one. oooh.
after school i stayed back with ada,mitot,yanty and ly. to finish up the runway thingy. but i didn't do anything. yay, I'm hopeless. and i turned on my J songs. and i sang along. and then i heard thunder. and i stopped singing.
at home in the shower, my mother removed the plastic carpets on the floor and it was all ceramic and wet.
hahahah.
and i had flashbacks of my childhood, when i used to sleepover at my cousin's house and every morning we'd shower together along with our little plastic toys.
we'd make a flood in the showering section and then we'd let our little toys float.
and then we'd splash water on each other's face and suddenly my sister and his brother's shadow would be seen behind the door sniggering.
yes. his.
we were kids! what did we know huh?
we used to share everything together. show me his little dirty comic book.
trying his best to read me an English book since i am two years younger than him. but he failed and i read better than him. but now that he's older, i don't see him alot. he's got alot of his friends. always disappearing on family outings. whenever i go to his house, he's almost always not there.
oh golly i miss those good old immature times we had.
if only we were kids again. I'd love life so much. ^^
i miss my airball. sigh. so much for getting older.
violin lesson wasn't a problem. in fact shanmin owe me a McDonald meal.
wehehehehe
after lesson i rushed off to school for SS remedial. went to JP toilet to change my shirt and saw ashaa,Ly and syida. ^^
while crossing the road, bumped into the history guys.
uhm.. hazrul, rahman, danial, haidee,shahril.
since i was rushing, i tend to just walk and don't look. yaknow..
when i wanted to cross the road, shahril held out his hand to me. i shook his hand real quick and made to cross the road. and i immediately backed abit when i saw a white car sped away in front of me. whoaaaah
close one eyy.
i wonder what'll happen if i did crossed the road anyway and get hit by the car and then I'll be flying high up in the sky and land with a loud thud finding out i crushed my bones. ouch.
attended remedial and i was only left with one period.
sank in the chair and found out i had a blister on my foot.
so much for wearing shoes instead of slippers. pfft.
went home after that and waited...
a few minutes after, i went to frontier library with my HalfBloodPrince.
i brought along so many books and guess what i did..
updated the new band attendance book. for two hours.
hahahah!
after two hours,the library seemed to be filled with boonlayians.
saw my twin! hahahah. but he didn't see me. saw adibah and khalisah and sarmira. alot more boonlayians. wow.
and i found out that my hand phone is magical!
first, the screen light is magical.
second, the media player opens up when you press a different button.
third, my earpiece rubber got lost and the next thing you know,
you find the lost rubber in the left pocket of your shorts.
hahahahahah!
i love my magical phone. ^^
oh golly my dearest HalfBloodPrince made my day today.
oh golly i managed to complete my photoshop thingy halfway. omgeee! hahahah!
mother tongue was... uhm... surprising?
cikgu ahdani said that our class had improved in our attitude and most of us are beginning to do our work now instead of chatting away. awwwh. see how good we can be?
and i found out something about myself today.
i just found out I've began to be more of a moody,arrogant-shitty,quiet,attitude-face-giver and daydreamer. acah kept on asking if I'm okay in class when i am but she said i looked moody and often 'termenung' in class. then i asked pecqa if its true and she said "yeaah". and i always give people a 'ahh' as an answer which i usually don't. and then i asked smotes and she said. "yealaa!"
I'm surprised! * shocked face, open-mouth, hands on cheeks*
oh yess.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY/1st monthsary TO NURATIQAH ROSLI! ^^
sports day was postponed due to the rain and lightning alert. bleah. sat with abang and amy and smotes and nat and yah. chat about band with abang and nat and amy and smotes.
after dismissal, i walked towards the gate and saw..
hadhinah. and i shout her name and ran at her and rammed her. followed my Amy. hhahahah. omgee! long time no see her and she's as insane as always. hahahah. took pictures and chat for a long time. alot of people ran to her and hugged her. wow.
and then i told her.
"eh. i become drum major you know..
and I'm SO FAKE! *smile wide-wide*"
"uh? drum major? serious ah? congrats ah. well done.*hugged me*"(she didn't hear the word fake which i said so loudly)
"HAHAHAHAHHAHAH!"
and then abang said
"wth! she already said FAKE and you didn't hear and you believe her?!"
"waaaah. chibai eh youu."
omgee. i miss her soft mutter of the word 'chibai'. hahahahah
i went home after that and practised my violin for four hours. wow! i made it! yay!
hey, i feel like we have the same situation at home. be happy. not.
one more thing, after band practice, as i was locking the door, shukri began shouting,
"USE THE OTHER DOOR!"
and i was like... whaaaaat?!
then the whole band began walking behind me shouting at me.
"USE THE OTHER DOOR!"
"NEXT TIME, USE THE OTHER DOOR OKAY?"
i got really pissed off because i kept asking them what other door and their answers seemed unreasonable, pathetic and had no sense.
i pretended to sulk and then shukri said..
"wait wait. actually kan, ni, 'use the other door' *took a post-it note off my back*"
and i was like...
WHAAAAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUHCK?!!
i really hate them.
but then again I love them. ^^
as we walked towards the gate, we saw min coming into the school and i told james to distract him as i pasted the post-it note of 'use the other door' on his bag. he sensed something fishy but he ignored. hahahaha.
today all the geography and F&N NA students went for the food trail.
one word..
AWESOME
(Y)
went to arab street and waited for ms chong to cut the ribbon of the entrance. so called to OPEN the ceremony(?)
hahahahah
and when she cut, everyone screamed and RAN outside and stopped a few paces from the entrance just to notice that they actually DON'T KNOW where to go.
hahhahahaah.
including myself and my group.
most of the time we ran. ran and ran and ran.
the stations were very easy. and i didn't even know i was the group leader.
baiikk ayutaa!!!
it rained half way and my head ached.
had a hard time finding the second last station.
we were the second last group to finish. but who cares man?!
went back to the heritage centre and turned on the laptop. did the powerpoint slides and then it started to rain and we had to go back to school. and i oh-so loove the camera they provided us. 10 megapixel.
(L) !!
oh boy, band practice was funny eyy. for a second there i thought mrs chee totally forgot about the band members waiting outside the band room for further instructions. wow.
hot topic eyy. ^^
they announced the new leaders for 2010. but they're on probation though.
oh guess what partner! we've still got to multi task every band pratice! (Y)*two thumbs up!*(Y)
acah said nowadays i tend to 'termenung' when i'm alone. golly. i didn't even realise that.
this morning i was close to being late for school.
because my dearest halfbloodprince woke up late. (Y)
oh golly i don't feel like going for sports day tomorrow.
on sunday, i did a few marchings(drills) in my room at my own freewill. my sister interrupted and said.
"Tall people shouldn't march. " "Why?" "They will die faster. *stern face. Mouth twitching*" "HA HA" "Take drugs. And you'll live longer." "yeeeaaaaaaa"
went to the military and display bands SYF Competition just now. and it was a blast.
i feel like going again. the next competition maybe?
i was so tired but yet i couldn't stop talking and laughing even though i know they ignore me.
sigh.
boarded the bus and sat with amyy. clicky2 on the phone with neighbour who sat behind me. haha. too unnecessary eh? haha.
arrived at the indoor stadium and followed mdm haznita who made us walk all around the place whereas the staircase was right in front of us. clever.
waited outside the entrance for i dunno how long. and when the doors opened, everyone RAN in. woaah. mdm haznita was like.. " can we open another door?" and James was like " aiya just open lah."
and we ran in also. hahaha!
found our seat and waited for it to start. TKSS were like. cheering for-EVER.
and guess which band got the best in everything?
DEYI MILITARY BAND!
congratulations maan.
best drum major and best display and they got gold with honours.
wow.
now, i want to be in a military band. wouldn't that be great? do all those kinds of stuffs. wow. and people cheer for you during your SYF competition. unlike concert bands, people just watch us during our competition. how boring.
halfway through, edy stole my glasses and i couldn't see anything. shema took a picture of him and i thought it was me!
omgee. and then we suddenly became twins. haha.
in the bus towards school was fun. and i was bullied by HAZIQ all the way. i tried to sulk but failed. sigh. went to JP to eat. stopped at burger king. and edy showed us the COCA-COLA advertisement. and i tried to do with him. and then it became our secret handshake. haha!
after that went to a neighbourhood playground and hang around like we've got no life.
LITERALLY hanging around.
hahah.
went home with bey and the rest.
this one thing makes me laugh until now.
yesterday or maybe on Friday, i sang "Baby" and when it came to the "NOOO" part, Farhan took over and screamed. "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!"
and it goes like, " baby, baby, baby, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!"
rofl!
it felt good to see you even for just awhile... ^^
i made a mistake by laughing too much yesterday. well you know, "every laughter ends with a disaster" this morning, part of me died when i found out i woke up at 8:24 am. but then half the part that died revived again when i recieved a text message from shanmin saying that she'd be late by 15 minutes. and i rushed to the toilet, ironed my clothes and rushed off. i walked an extra fast speed and felt like passing out as soon as i got into the train. i'm dead tired. i can't even lift my arm up high. even typing is hard for me now.
i don't feel like going to the performance later on. i'm dead tired. dead tired i tell you. i'll stop here. bye.
somehow, i wish i was a vampire and not feel tired so easily.
i watched this. and i laughed non-stop. guess my bad mood's all gone now. ^^
i guess i might hate life.
( 9:28:00 PM )
i can't organize myself. I've got 1 week to practice. I've got 5.5 hours of practice to be covered up. and yet I've only just been practicing for 2.5 hours. and now I'm frustrated over this matter. and my good mood's all gone. and it all started when i couldn't fix my music stand.
i don't even feel like blogging anymore. i should prolly just say that yesterday's band practice was super fun although i almost broke down during warm up. i suck. i know. I'm lucky they didn't pressure me too much. one thing made me laugh non-stop while marching, i heard someone said that abang's timing sounded like siren. HAAHAHA!
st Luke's was fun. them elders were a good sport actually. they were friendly. gave me a big smile. and this elder woman kept on laughing about her being hopeless. most of the time, i just don't understand what they're talking about. the maids helping them were friendly. and one thought i was Chinese cause my eyes are small. but then she said i couldn't be cause i look dark. and then she asked me and i said I'mMalay and she laughed. hahaha! and performance was.. i don't know. i don't think i did good. i remember someone told me i seemed unsure at times. and one more solo performance and i screwed up. I'm no good man. i figured i should just stay at home and practice everyday and not let anyone hear how i play. i suck. i know.
golly i sound so pessimistic.
someone add me at msn and told me to go to this webcam site and suggested we webcam-ed. i don't even know who the hell that person is. are you a she? or a he? and he/she sounded so desperate to webcam with me. you are crazy. i regret asking who you are in the first place. GO AWAY you cyber bully.
harlooooooooooooooooooow ^^ guess what. i hate photoshop! did photoshop during art for two periods and for that two periods, i got stressed out. although i laughed for so many umpteen times. > underscore... hyphen >times magazine of a rubber ducky >you are, the only exception(reception) >calling aisyah and aaiyisah and they didn't respond >danial's murmers of vulgarities which are actually loud. see, i couldn't stop laughing throughout art lesson.
mother tongue was a bore. did oral practicing. and Mr Ahdani said i was good. wee!! and then we snapped pictures with my beyys. haha. ly,poah and mitot. pictures'll be at my tumblr. CLICK HERE YOU ARSE.
slept throughout geography. well not really because farah couldn't stop yapping. we were discussing about waves and suddenly she suggested,, "penalty kick!"
and i was like... whaaat? farah?! you okay?!
hahah. and yes i didn't sleep well. hahah.
after briefing on foot trail, went to GP and went home, took violin and went to school.
practiced for awhile and went home and went to JP with eya to print some stuff.
seriously, i still couldn't stop laughing about that Idi's attitude(eya's brother)
i wonder how she can live under the same roof with him. i could have died laughing if i were to live with them. aiyoooo.
sorry HalfBlood Prince for teasing you. i couldn't help it. ^^
today is what I'd describe as a fun and interesting and action packed day.
hahahah!
and i felt the adrenaline rush in me when i saw your face my dear HalfBlood Prince. ^^
*jumps up and down*
P.E wasn't fun at all. had to run 2.4km as practice for the actual NAPHA test on Wednesday. three rounds around the school.by 18.10 minutes. that is evil. while running me and poah actually stated the facts on why there shouldn't be too much running for our P.E. In fact, we come to school to study. Who cares about our health anyway?
the bell rang when we only ran two rounds. at the last round, we walked. and we took a shortcut!^^ *screams in silence*
I've never took the shortcut before. and its amazing! wahaha. i know I'm being too overlydramatic about this but it feels good to cheat. hahaha! i feel shitty.
i really don't think it is advisable to have MATHS right after P.E. it is not healthy. and our mind couldn't work fast and our body gets worn out after all those running.
every Monday its like we have a daily debate with Mr Salizam on whether or not he should continue teaching us. i mean, he could OBVIOUSLY see our pathetic faces sticky clothes and sitting under fans hoping to dry themselves as soon as possible.
anyways. OMG! Mr Salizam showed us parts from Alice In Wonderland movie! I wanna watch!
there was a performance by this group of Indian people. showing us their traditional dances. well, performed for us actually.
it was so cool. and i shook my head to the beat actually. hahaha. sat with BEY and farris and commented on the dancers along the way.
and shah shouted out.. "JUSTIN BIEBER!"
hahahah! and this guy, he looks JUST LIKE AVATAR from the legend of Aang. hahah! and one of his dance moves was like as if he's gonna do air bending and i was almost half-expecting that...............
looky!!
oh this isn't the avatar guy. but OMG this guys looked so cute when he flashes that grin and widens his eyes and danced away with feelings. ohhmyy. haha.
after school went home with mitot and fetched my violin.
then accompanied farah home to take her guitar. it was raining quite heavily and I SWORE i saw a flash of lightning just infront of me which was beside farah. and we ran into shelter. it was scaryyy...
got back to school and began practicing. introduced farah to the songs. lucky there were chords on the pieces to make it easier for farah to play. we duet-ed together. and acah went all,
"waaaaaaaah!! ahhh!!! sedaaapnyeeee!!!!"
and i didn't know how to react. smile? say thanks? act cute? laugh? ignore? take a bow? and i just stood there smiling sheepishly.
hahahah!
and i was amazed by their comments on how i played. cause i received negative comments everyday whenever i practice from my mum and sisters. they aren't supportive,i know that. and i hate that fact.
finished and got home. and i found a $1 coin on the canteen floor. i love life.. ^^
YESTERDAY!!
my sister used the computer right after i used it. when she switched it off, she went into my room and said
"ayu!!! i saw your boyfriend's picture in the comp! hahahaahah!"
i got all worried sick and just ignored her.
then, my other sister turned on the comp and both of them laughed like mad hyenas in front of the computer. i got so curious and got out to see the commotion. then i saw this..
and i burst out laughing. hey princie. your new look babeh. hahahahha.!!!
ohio! I can't seem to understand why I couldn't concentrate on blogging while listening to songs. pfft anyways, OMG I WROTE MUSIC! omg! haha. nah. i only rewrite the music into a manuscript book. hahaha. improvised the last bit and the theory's all gone wrong. shit. i don't even know the time signature. haha! it was in organ form but i rearranged(so called) it to violin form. Gonna use it for the St Luke's visit and performance. gaah. am I ready to showcase my talent? I think not. haha! maybe practicing on monday with classmates in school. i'm scared dude. i'm scared!
If only playing violin is as easy as playing the guitar or piano. I'd be SO DELIGHTED to showcase my talent.
my aunt told me that my cousin went to a concert which consists of a band without telling me!!!! how could he?!?! he's soooo mean. i felt like strangling him if i could. sheesh. i'm dreading to go to a concert. Its been ages since I've been to one. well, actually its only been a few months.... but still! hey abang! any concerts you know going on this month? but then when there IS one, i'd say... alaaa. too expensive. no need lah. see. i'm awful.
yesterday, after the syarahan, we went to eat at mcdonalds. well, just ate frenchfries. and then my aunt offered me something "ayu,ayu.kalau cik belikan ayu applepie, ayu nak tak??" "ah? ntah eh.. *smile sheepishly*" "eleeh. kalau nk cakap ajee. cik belikan. " and she really did bought me one hot and sizzling apple pie. i wonder why she likes to treat me food.... even her son, my cousin, would force me to eat whenever i go to their house. that's what I like about going there... food 24/7. not that my mom doesn't provide me food. i'm just too lazy to get up and go to the kitchen and my mum already given up in forcing me to eat years ago. so I can't really be bothered to eat. which results in my skinny-ness.. ^^v
OMG! natasha just told me the username and password to our class blog!! i'm so happy! yayyayyayyayyay!!! hahaaa.
today is boring. i can't wait to go to school.
sorry if is rather complicated. i hope you ain't gonna give up cause i won't. well, MY WHOLE LIFE IS COMPLICATED. what more can you say aye?
note to self : buy a less sugar soy bean milk from Mr Bean for Shanmin.
guess what. i have to buy her a soy bean milk since i only practiced for 5.25 hours. sheesh. and she managed to practice for 7.5 hours. wow.
and i feel so happy with my intonation today. scales wasn't too bad just now. Shanmin was a bit hyper today. Said something about yesterday and she began singing Yesterday by The Beatles. and i was like..... 0.0 okayyy.
I hate wearing slippers. I keep on tripping over my own foot. clumsy much? while boarding the bus, i tripped over my own feet because of my stupid slippers and i got all wobbly in my place. then i looked at the bus driver and the bus driver looked at me with a pathetic face. then i turned and find a seat. i hate bus drivers. i should start wearing my Lacoste shoes from now on. ^^
oh golly! I drank up all the HL milk in the fridge! now there's no more left..... :c
i saw quite a number of people today. azwanny,Zhi Huay, muhaimin(wgps friend), Taufeeq and some other boonlayians whom I don't recognise. i was going up the stairs in the library when someone accidentally(?) kicked my right foot. i was like.. "uhm? ignoreignore" at the corners of my eyes i could see that little boy whom had kicked my foot looking at me as if expecting something. I turned and was shocked when i saw Taufeeq grinning widely beside me. felt like strangling him then and there but I couldn't.
was hoping to see you like last week. but, it didn't happen. or was it because I wasn't listening to My Hero by Paramore?? hmm
oh golly. does anyone from 2na2 remember our class blog's email add and password?!?
i totally forgot it! i'm such a bad student from 2na2. if any of you have it or remember it, pleasepleaseplease tell me! i'm oh so aching to update the blog. its soo dead.
her voice is waayy better than heymonday's lead singer....
I'm Just Sayin'
scary
( 10:02:00 PM )
Let me just describe today as a mundane day. All I did was wake up, eat, watch movies at Star Movies channel and practiced my violin up till now. Shanmin told me to practice 5.5 hours this week and I only managed to practice 5.15 hours. gaah. was happily practicing at about 8+pm when I saw ugly woman's cloak or something(?) somewhere beside me. chill ran down my spine and i left the room immediately. that's why i didn't manage to practice the last 15 minutes. i'm so pathetic. but it was so scary! gaah. ignoreignore...
rotting at home is really boring. used to find it fun and cool. nah. was wrong. i brought my textbooks home, but i seriously don't know what to do with them? I just simply can't bring myself to revise or is it just because I don't know what to revise?
hellohello! sorry dear friend for not waiting with you for the e-learning.
decided to wait until 12 am to do the e-learning stuff. ended up sleeping. woke up at 8++am today. guess what, I've only got geography assignment! how good!
i miss school. e-learning is so boring. I'd rather go to school. and i miss my hero. and i miss my classmates. i miss dear friend. was uber friendly yesterday,weren't you? haha.
now I'm done with everything, i don't know what else to do. plans to go out with smotes was cancelled as she had too much stuffs to do. oh yes. shanmin told me to practice 5.5 hours this week. and I haven't even touched my violin. gosh. gotta start practicing later. maybe for 3 hours. and tomorrow 2.5 hours. hmm yeap. can be done. I'm superhuman. ^^
suddenly I feel like I'm in a Harry Potter world. with my Half-Blood Prince. golly,he isn't like snape at all.