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Ayuta

______ Say, It Might Be The Right Thing Hi I am Ayuta.
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,

:8| is a smiling pig.

D: :D

26.7.10 ( 1:49:00 PM )

haluu.

oh, i is back from my violin practical exam.

lemme tell you something..

I SCREWED MY SIGHT-READING.

who wouldn't?!

i was only given half a minute (30seconds) to look through the short piece.

and i was fricking shocked that the piece given was longer than what i expected and what i've been practicing.

D: D: D:

i panicked.

and there were like, 3rd or 4th positions?!

LOL WTF.

yeah. i screwed my sight-reading.

and i hate my first piece.

i. hate. that. song.

my arms were trembling throughout the whole exam which made it hard for me to control my bowing

and because of that,

i failed to do proper expressions and dynamics and you name it.

UUUGHHH.

thanks dear friends for the support.

okay. let me just describe the whole situation in proper English.

i entered the Allegro music school welcomed with cool air from the room and a smiling clerk

sitting behind a desk.

settled the admin stuffs with the clerk and took a seat waiting anxiously for my turn.

the soft violin music played from a radio was just a slight distraction for me as i sat there trying to recall my scales, arpeggios and mainly everything.

my accompaniment teacher came in and waited with me.

after a few minutes of waiting, the clerk brought me and my accompaniment teacher past the many studios towards a studio at the end.

we waited silently for this so-called bell to ring until its fine for me to enter.

while waiting, the clerk kind of motivated me and tried to make me un-nervous.

the bell rung and the clerk opened the door for me.

i entered with a confident smile etched on my face.

the examiner was an Englishman. he looked kind,

not the dim-witted kind, he gave me a smile and greeted me.

i did as well. took my place behind the music stand and got ready.

my arms weren't steady, i tried to keep my cool and began my first piece.

it was okay, at least until the middle part. which i think i screwed. not that badly.

the second piece was a bit better. i did a little bit of vibrato which made the examiner look up

and then look back to his papers and began jotting down comments.

the third piece was kinda okay.

urgh i dunno.

moving on to scales.

this, i'm not really good at.

yes i do remember all of them 31 scales,arpeggios,chromatics,dominant and diminished sevenths.

but i did get confused on the G major scale.

lucky for me the examiner was a kind hearted man and he corrected me.

but still, that cut points.

D: !

and then, sight-reading.

i. don't. wanna. talk. about. this.

aural was okay.

sigh.

left the school and was trying hard to fight back my tears. thrice, my tears almost streamed down my face as i sat in the bus.

oh no but i didn't cry.

so i bought a medium YAMI Yogurt and sat outside the library emo-ing and reminiscing how i did for my exam.

it was a very delightful treat you know, ohh YAMI.

harharhar!

sigh

i don't think i can get a distinction.

not even a merit.

maybe just a pass?

i hope its not a fail.

a pass will do.

merit will be good.

gaah.

i don't know man.

i just don't feel good about the results.

maybe i should get myself a Hot Fudge Sundae from McDonald's.

yummmmm.

nom nom nom.

(Y)

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