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Ayuta

______ Say, It Might Be The Right Thing Hi I am Ayuta.
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,

:8| is a smiling pig.

alhamdulillah

17.8.10 ( 9:32:00 PM )

hello readers!

my oh my, this week has been kinda great actually.

although my weekends were like.. oh nevermind.

i'm just glad that we're still a family no matter how bad the not-so silent treatment is going on day by day.

as a matter of fact, on monday, my lips trembled, my heart thumped harder than ever, and my hands went ice-cold at the sound of, 'family'.

oh boy i was terribly sad that morning.

but then lucky for me, my un-muscular-doesn'tlooklikerandyorton HBP made me smile first thing in the morning.

and then my friends.

thank you very much yeah.

i love these people.

so, the skit went, okay i guess? but i really felt like some baffoon.

no seriously.

hahahahah!

so anyways, i felt so damn happy when i completed my ART HOMEWORK during the weekends like for the first time this year.

HAHAHAHAHA!

you wanna see?

i drew and painted a portrait of hayley williams!!!

*FACEPALM

hahahaha!

see!

YELYAH WILLIAMS!!!

*screams

hahahahaha!

the trip to the BCA was BORING. but the place amazes me. :D

so sad that i didn't get to follow Nurmitot, Ada, Acah, Farah, Hazrul, Rahman, Aril and Danial for break fast at JP.

well, i just HAD to go home, and make sure things are okay. :/

so far things ARE okay, i'm thankful for that,

alhamdulillah. :)

today was a super great day. although i only saw HBP once. D:

and i managed to understand graphs today. :D

mother tongue was da bomb!

hahahahaha!

we were supposed to cut a picture from the malay newspaper and paste it on our foolscap paper. then do some stuffs regarding the picture we chose. as i turned behind, to where Appy and Ahmad Danial sat, i burst into laughter. both of them weren't really writing, but drawing, or doodling, on ahmad danial's picture that he took from the newspaper.

IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY I TELL YA!

look at this!!!

look closely! the picture is big enough!!!

LOL SO DAMN FUNNY I LAUGHED TILL MY GUTS ACHED.

and couldn't stop grinning whenever i tink of this picure.

haiyaiyaiyaiyaiiiii

after school i went to JP with Smotes and Meow(shema).

and i had the happiest moment in my life.

OHMEGEE I SAW LESBIANS FROM A SECONDARY SCHOOL KISSING WHILE GOING DOWN THE ESCALATOR RIGHT IN FRONT OF US!

HAHAHAHAHA!

and i wanted to see them again but we lost them. :/

hahahahahahaha!

its like discovering something new, yaknow, that kind of feeling.

hahahahahahahaha!

i wonder how they feel, hugging and kissing a person of the same gender. eeewwwh gross.

IF ONLY I TOOK A PICTURE OF THEM! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

i feel so evil.

went back to school with Smotes and had the Band Room all to ourselves.

after we were done with whatever we were doing, we did something extraordinary.

we took of our shoes, and stood at one end of the room, and counted to three and WHOOOOOSHHHHHHHH we slid across the room feeling the momentum pass by us.

but it was creepy yaknow. :/

i guess i'm done here.

bye, will set off to find some lesbian couples.

LOL!

I JUST KEED!

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PAHANG!

10.6.10 ( 12:01:00 AM )

I IS BACK FROM PAHANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D :D :D :D :D

hhahaahihihuhuhohoohoheheheahhaahhorhorhorhorhehehehuhuhu

Pahang leadership camp was F-U-N.

hahahehehihihuhu

imma start off with the day before camp.

I STRESSED OUT WHILE PACKING MY STUFF AND I DIDN'T WANT TO GO FOR THAT CAMP.

Day 1

MY BAG WAS SUPER HEAVY AND KHAIRUNNISA DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME AT THE SCHOOL GATE.

and then i was sad.

bus ride to the first and second link was...

c-r-a-z-y.

the back people in the bus really were hyper eh.

muahahahehehihihuhu.

and then i hated the guy in the second link place who checked our passports cause he scolded me for not changing my passport picture.

oh yes.

Sannath, Rod, Huda and Brandon were our instructors.

all four were full of nonsense.

especially Sannath.

stopped at Yong Peng for our lunch(?).

and i had to take FOUR (4) spoons.

because.

-the first one dropped on the floor

-the second one broke as i tried to poke the hardhard chicken

-the third one was okay

-and i took a fourth one just in case the third spoon has a problem

continued bus ride to genting sempang(?)

and stopped at Mac.

it was very cold.

brrrrrrrrr.

you know, brrrr.

like the coke, brrrrr.

nevermind.

continued bus ride to Jeram Besu!!!!!!!!

and jyeah bus ride was super fun!

sang random songs, played concentration, learnt a new word..

'ALAPABILAPALA ALAPALABI'

i liikeeee

have i told you that Brandon is cute?

HAHAHAHA

and that Sanath is really a joker?

and Rod is really sporting?

and Huda is really cool?

HAHAHAHA

they were the best instructors i've ever had ah.

arrived at Jeram Besu at around 6+pm.

checked in, had dinner, and off to bed.

and i love my roommates.

Shahidah, Khairunnisa, Shaffia, Muzainah, Azilah, Shema, Ain, Khalisah, Aqilah, Suhailah, Arafah.

and not forgetting Syafiqah and Syarmmimie who visited our room alot.

Day 2

Cave Exploration!!!!!

ohmegee its so fun!

HAHAHAHA!

oh yes did i mention that my group members were great?

my group was Perseverance aka Anak-anak PER.

Aqilah, Fahmi, Melinda, Yusuf, Joshua, Syarmmimie, Omar, Shahidah.

jyeah they were fun!

oh yes, the cave..

it was greeaaat.

and cooooling.

and creeepy.

and i want to migrate into a cave right now!

after caving, we did outdoor abseiling.

and jyeah i was known as 'amuk' throughout the whole camp cause i started off singing

'amuk' song in the bus.

hahahehohihu

i felt like i was spiderwoman as i did abseiling.

and everyone cheered for me from below and i heard Azilah shouting, "AMUK!"

and then i smiled for the camera while going down and mdm shafie said my smile looked more of a shocked face.

HAHAHAHA

we had our lunch in the BUMPY bus .

headed off to Berembun where we set off for the 4WD jeep towards the waterfall way up high in the hills.

there were inly me, Aqilah, Shahidah, Melinda and Syarmmimie in the 4WD jeep.

Huda joined us.

this jeep is like..

we stand at the back throughout the whole journey going through muds and big rocks and everything.

LITERALLY EVERYTHING.

and we were smacked in the face by leaves and branches.

ouch.

Huda was really fun with us.

as if she were our age.

yaknow.

talking openly.

yeaah.

and i almost thought that i broke my ribcage along the journey after being crushed onto the metal railings of the jeep.

and my arms still hurts.

arrived at the waterfall.

and i was freaking damn excited and happy and eager to just jump into the water!

the water was

ICE COLD

and we did all nonsensical stuffs in the water.

i wanna go there again.

ride back on the 4WD jeep was again fun and painful.

this time HUda sat in the passenger seat.

so we had the free space to ourselves!

i enjoyed every meal time we had.

with that fahmi reminding me to baca Bismillah before eating and me reminding him too.

and also discussing about how jakun some people were when they saw cats.

urgh.

annoying.

Day 3

we did flying fox!!

ohmeegee!!!!!!

it wasn't scary at all.

and i did the superman style.

then i paired up with Shahidah and went down the flying fox.

and my head hit the stopper(tyres) and everyone saw and sannath began his nonsense.

HAHAHAHA

after the flying fow we did the White Water Rafting.

i like.

cause we went into the coldcold river water.

after doing capsizing and swimming, we headed off to the rapids and jumped into the rapids from the big rocks.

and my face went bluueerghhhhhrghr when i swallowed the water and couldn't breathe.

and i burped.

after all those jumping and all, we started our water rafting.

it was fun.

and i accidentally hit my hand on one of the big rocks as we rafted pass it.

/////////////////////will continue tomorrow///////////////////////

i am very tired!!!!!!!!

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so, right after the water rafting,

we went back to CRP and off for the night walk.

it was humid, fun, tiring, painful, itchy and creepy.

Day 4

so!

we were warned about the leeches in the jungle and us girls,

applied axe oil all over us.

even our shoes.

visited the Kampong Orang Asli.

they spoke malay.

and i tried the sumpit thingy.

the long bamboo stick where you gotta blow in it and shoots out a sharp thing.

yeah. that one.

and i hit the balloon(target)!!

jyeahahahaha

the kids there were so cute!

after that we went off to the jungle place to begin our trekking.

AT FIRST

the trekking was fun,okay and tiring.

but then it started to rain.

and the rain got heavier and heavier.

and many people got bitten by leeches.

instead of biting on my skin, the leech bit on my socks.

IN YOUR FACE LEECH!

HAHAHAHAHA

thanks to Shi Min, she helped me with the leech.

eeewwhghh.

just like a worm.

i detest worms.

they're slimy.

bluegrherh

when the rain got really really really heavy, we stopped and turned around and walked back to the ending point.

so sad that we couldn't get to see the rafflesia.

oh yeah!

if i'm not wrong, on the third day, me, aqilah, shema showered at the public toilet.

right beside the girls toilet were the boys' toilet.

as we showered, aqilah began singing random songs, and then i joined in and then shema joined in and then...

rusydi and fahmi joined in from their toilet!

HAHAHAHA!

it was reallyreallyreally fun showering with them ah.

hahaha.

so. back to day 4.

after the jungle trekking, we practised our performance for the Gala Night cum Campfire Night.

since it was raining, we had our campfire night in the training room where we used our torchlights as the fire..

so my team, 'Anak-Anak PER' went out first for the performance.

and we sang some mixed and improvised songs.

Hey Soul Sister,Bad Romance,Barney Song, Millionaire(?) and We Are The World.

it goes like this,

There comes a time,

when we had a certain camp

when our teams,

must come together as one

there are people suffering

from all the mosquito bites

its true we make a better day, with insecticides

so thats the part of the song i loved most.

the rest of the teams' performance were cute, interesting and funny.

and i ws touched my team Discipline's performance.

they did a skit which they had to mimick some of the people in the camps and we had to guess who they mimicked.

and they mimicked ME!

ohmeegeee!!!!

i'm so touched..

HAHAHAHA

we played some games.

there was one where me and syarmmimie had to tie as many ponytails on fahmi's head as possible.

LOL

i liiikeee!

screamed my lungs out during that Gala Night cum Campfire Night.

and now my throat is destroyed.

since it was the last night at CRP Jeram Besu, we slept late.

watching tv outside with azelah, nisa, udi, fahmi,shaffia.

greeat times.

Day 5

LAST DAY AT CRP JERAM BESU!!!!

before we left, we played a game.

and the instructors showed us a video they made with our most unglam faces in it.

oh the horror!!

HAHAHAHA!

and then we set off in the bus leaving CRP Jeram Besu behind.

journey back in the bus was F-U-N!!

again we screamed our lungs out singing and everything.

haha.

now i've destroyed my throat and feeling feverish.

oh nooeesss.

oh boy.

sweet memories really.

miss the fun we had liaos.

and i really missed HalfBloodPrince badly.

oh boy this is a very long post.

hahehihuhooooohoooo

i'mma end this post with a bye bye.

BYE BYE!

alapabilapala alapalabi! hurrghhhh!!!

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library and shy people

3.5.10 ( 8:19:00 PM )

hellohello!

spent almost the whole day in the library.

once i stepped on the grounds of the frontier library, i got scolded by Mitot for being late.

i was ONLY ten minutes late!

gaah.

nevermind.

hahahah!

and i saw Nazry, smotes bestie.

hahahah!

he very the shy ah.

should learn to speak to strangers.

too many boonlayians in the library just now.

sat with Diyanah and her friend.

and Ly came.

and when she came, i couldn't do my work properly.

before that, me and Smotes were using crumpled paper as letters to pass around since we sat quite far.

and after we wrote, we crumpled the paper and throw it across to each other.

when Ly came, she also did that.

and i stopped doing my chemistry paper.

...

syahirah didn't come.

bubble ah dia.

hahahah!

but i still had a fun time with them!

like yeala its been a long time since we went out together man.

and then haziq came. with namirah.

wah you two...

okay shush.

and i saw my son..

and..

ugh i don't know what to say ah.

and i saw my TWIN!

hahahah!

but we didn't meet close enough to do the 'BRR' handshake/greeting.

hahahahah!

ate at KFC after that.

and thanks pecqa for the $1.

i love you. ^^

and yeah..

zomg!

i haven't finished up my chemistry paper and art!

gaah!

okay bye.

i called but you didn't answer. and you texted saying you're sorry. but i'm sorry i couldn't call you back.

iloveyou.

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happy wet birthday twins!

12.3.10 ( 7:22:00 PM )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAZIQ AND HAZIQAH!!!

hmm. let's start from the beginning. class was super dull without hazrul,rahman,atiqah,syahidah and aisyah. sigh. anyways, first period was english and ms atikk brought us to the ava room to finish up watching a movie she rented. Universal Soldiers; NC16. super violent and super fun! i like. haha. and while watching i couldn't stop myself from moving and saying. "oooh" "woooooooaaaaaaa" "eh!siala!" and "hahaha!" and everytime the guy gets punched or kicked, my head will jerk to the side along with my whole body saying.. "woooosh!" once the bell rang, the movie ended. nice timing. i feel like watching that movie again...
art was really fun just now. had a laugh with syahirah and natasha. why must they be so funny? and redarus and min kept on demonstrating 'how pakciks in indonesia dance dangdut' hahaha.

redarus: pakcik2 kat indon pnye joget dangdut eh, rabak ah. dorang gelek pantat kan, ada the jerk sikit. 'doing the jerking buttock style'

you got me rofl! haha.

band!
at first, i thought the birthday bash wasn't gonna happen. but then it happened!
hmm. during dismissal, i got everyone to sing a birthday song for haziq and haziqah.
then, we pulled birthday twins out to the front to make their birthday wish. me and shema got our stuffs ready at hand.
once they finished saying their wish,(did they?) we both poured water on birthday twins!
nyahaha. yes! i got my revenge haziq! haziqah was super wet.
then, suddenly haziq stood and poured water on me! wtf! its not my birthday man!
nazrynn got the whole band to bersurai since next week is a holiday and we don't have any band practices. after that... birthday boy poured more water on me. greaaaat. just sooo greaat.
luckily, farhan gave me his bottle. filled to the brim with water. nice. tried to pour water on him again. but he ran. i chased after him. he slowed down abit and i took my chance. yay! walked pass amirah. and i poured some water on her. walked towards my bag and suddenly my head become wet. and i see amirah running and laughing away. sigh. i looked up and saw farhan wet. he called me as he pulled haziq forward. i ran to them and poured the rest of the water on haziq. best? hhaa. serve you right ah. siapa suruh birthday on band day? haha.
well, fun ended there. and we all went home. happy birthday again to the twins. (:
suddenly,i feel that the excos are working together.. :)

i was so glad when i get to see him just now. wee!
and i can't wait for wednesday and thursday. ^^

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I'm fifteen! Take it away Taylor Swift!

22.2.10 ( 6:16:00 PM )

Hello readers! OMG! Its my birthday! Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me..

okay stop. hahaa!

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRMAN! hahaa.

lemme start from yesterday night at around 11+pm...

i fell asleep halfway doing my malay homework suddenly my phone vibrated.

it was friend. haha. our chat lasted until 11:40+. I got curious. He was usually asleep at this point of time. why is he still texting me eh?

my phone clock struck 12 and i recieved a text message from him.

hahaaa! he stayed up all night just to wish me a happy birthday! AND on time too!

haha. Love you lots lah friend! :D next was my dear... love you super much! then was eya smotes!! lagi i love her superduper much!

woke up in the morning, got a lot more text messages. from, shema,amirah,and james. then nysa.

HAHA! so f*cking cute! haha. thanks alot guys. i love you mighty much!

got to school... just in time also.haha.hmm. so, i got alot of birthday wishes in school today.

-mitot
-whole class
-mr salizam
-mr chong
-pecqa
-nysa
-atiqah
-syahirah
-natasha
-khalisah
-jia lin
-ain
-aaiyisah
-shema
-amirah
-kwok hui

-liyana

i think got some more. but seriously. i forgot.haha

after P.E, went into canteen to get tissues. shema and syaqila were there. they wished me happy birthday. as i was leaving the canteen, shema pulled me. haha. first attempt to bring me into the sink and splash water into my face.haha no wayy. during recess...

WOW! haha. as i was finishing my noodles, i didn't realise the crowd at my table.haha. i was about to return the bowl when all of them sang a birthday song for me!!!

awww!

i got speechless and seriously i didn't know how to react! hhaaa. i just stood there. blushed and thanked them in silence.haha. THANK YOU GIRLS! i love you guys!

well, during english, before ms atikk came in, hazrul sang a birthday song for me. then mitot joined. and the whole class joined! aww. so adorable man! haha! oh and my class sang me a birthday song alot of times man! wow! oh and my dearest anak wished me a happy birthday. haha. ooh i just love my class man!

so, after school went to canteen and ate a bit of snacks. confirmed with amirah and shema and eya about noticeboard...haha. then off to science centre. was freaking fun but at the same time boring and tiring. haha. we were surprised when a van arrived. haha. we thought mr yang was joking. but no. only us malay girls boarded the van.arrived there. waited like gila. then we went in. and started our frustrating journey.haha. then went home by ourselves. got to school to meet up with eya. amirah and shema were there.

i talked to eya. i had no suspicions but i did see eya doing some wierd signals.

suddenly, without warning, water fell from the ceiling ah!

haha! amirah actually splashed water at me! followed by shema!

hah! i was stuck there. so i didn't move. aiyoooh! 2nd attempt by shema. success. third attempt, she tried to push me into the shower and tried to turn on the shower tap. but i pushed her out.

fuuh. too close. but her attempt failed. too bad.... haha. walked home. and it was drizzling. haiyoo.

so yeah. school bash ended there. yay! haha. during the science centre trip, liyana borrowed my phone and typed a birthday wish for me! aww! so damn cute! gave her two hugs! and yeah

I LOVE YOU GUYS MIGHTY MUCH SHEMA EYA AMIRAH! HAHA

thanks for everything people!

ohh. during maths, mr salizam showed us how yun wen did the question on the visualizer. i quickly attempted to copy and suddenly the picture on the screen vanished!

i looked at mr salizam and he said.

"birthday tak birthday, tetap must do on your own."

hahah! wtf eyy!

kehh nevermind. but seriously, maths was damn fun just now!

haha.

okay. i'm so exhausted. still must do art! gaah!

tata!

ilysmd!

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