Hi I am Ayuta.
You can call me Eh. But i won't respond.
I hate it when people say 'only noobs and nerds join concert/symphonic band'
I am a band geek
and i want a ukelele.
and YAMI RULEzzzzzz. (Y)
and this,
:8| is a smiling pig.
30.7.10 ( 9:16:00 PM )
i miss you HBP.
I miss you till i wanna cry.
i wanna cry of so many things.
sigh.
life really sucks for me.
but band was great today.
it went smoothly.
and at last i got to see Aqeel's karate.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
oh well,
but still, i almost cried during band practice.
there are just too many unwanted stuff here in my mind right now.
and i can guarantee you that i can explode anytime and anywhere i want.
i just need to go somewhere peaceful and quiet and private,
so i can cry myself out.
sigh.
what more,
dear friend isn't going for DND tmrw night.
feels like the world's going against me huh.
well, on a brighter note,
the teh susu i had during recess for the first time from stall #1 was.
n.i.c.e
with the ice cold weather, and the super hot tea and my nasi lemak.
oooh.
recess was actually the greatest time of my life for today.
:D
nomnomnomwaffles
29.7.10 ( 7:02:00 PM )
hello my dear readers.
Life isn't good nowadays.
D:
sigh.
but i just pretend that its good.
:D
see that, i was just pretending.
heh heh heh
i've no mood to laugh at things anymore.
even fuckyeahfunnythings.tumblr.com fails to make me laugh.
sigh.
i feel like just saying everything that's on my mind right now right here on this blog.
but i just can't.
i feel like a useless, extra person who is kinda clueless and wants to kinda fit in when i'm already in.
well,
clueless because, nobody actually tells me what's fricking going on.
yeah.
nobody.
hi. i wanna cry right now.
but then i think its just a waste of time for me to cry.
hmm.
what if, i become,
girl _ perangai @ hotmail . com
hahahahahahaha.
oh shits aqeel just made me laugh because of that inside joke!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
sigh,
everything just seems so unfair.
whats the point of doing all these shits?
i don't fricking get paid.
i'm just plainly wasting my time.
urgh.
and i'm just plainly wasting my time blogging my thoughts right here on my blog right now.
when i could have just followed my mum to JP and buy myself a YAMI Yogurt and smile as i eat.
oh, life just sucks for me.
but i consider myself lucky to have these few people in my life.
not gonna mention names.
well i love them the most.
thank you guys, for listening to my problems.
and dear friend was really very very touching.
hahahah.
awwww.
FML
chowderrrrr
28.7.10 ( 8:51:00 PM )
hey.
i am shagged.
woooh.
harhar.
band was fun.
AFTER HOW MANY DECADES OF SERIOUSNESS AND STRESSFULNESS AND OH EVERYTHING,
i really loved this band practice.
except that if the teacher in charge was a different person, it'd be better.
jyyyeaaaaaaah.
anyhow,
i just wanna talk about this little creature.
heeheehuhuuuuu
CHOWDER!!!!!
HE IS FREAKING CUTE FYI
and he eats like me.
harharhar.
he is actually just like me.
:D
but the only difference is,
CHOWDER IS FAT.
and i is skinny.
D:
but chowder is cute.
:D
HAHAHAHA
ROFL.
i recommend ya to watch chowder.
catch it on cartoon network!
or maybe youtube.
heh heh heh.
its sooo cute!!!!
okai bye i am sooo shagged and i'm hungry.
heh
i'm always hungry.
:D
D: :D
26.7.10 ( 1:49:00 PM )
haluu.
oh, i is back from my violin practical exam.
lemme tell you something..
I SCREWED MY SIGHT-READING.
who wouldn't?!
i was only given half a minute (30seconds) to look through the short piece.
and i was fricking shocked that the piece given was longer than what i expected and what i've been practicing.
D: D: D:
i panicked.
and there were like, 3rd or 4th positions?!
LOL WTF.
yeah. i screwed my sight-reading.
and i hate my first piece.
i. hate. that. song.
my arms were trembling throughout the whole exam which made it hard for me to control my bowing
and because of that,
i failed to do proper expressions and dynamics and you name it.
UUUGHHH.
thanks dear friends for the support.
okay. let me just describe the whole situation in proper English.
i entered the Allegro music school welcomed with cool air from the room and a smiling clerk
sitting behind a desk.
settled the admin stuffs with the clerk and took a seat waiting anxiously for my turn.
the soft violin music played from a radio was just a slight distraction for me as i sat there trying to recall my scales, arpeggios and mainly everything.
my accompaniment teacher came in and waited with me.
after a few minutes of waiting, the clerk brought me and my accompaniment teacher past the many studios towards a studio at the end.
we waited silently for this so-called bell to ring until its fine for me to enter.
while waiting, the clerk kind of motivated me and tried to make me un-nervous.
the bell rung and the clerk opened the door for me.
i entered with a confident smile etched on my face.
the examiner was an Englishman. he looked kind,
not the dim-witted kind, he gave me a smile and greeted me.
i did as well. took my place behind the music stand and got ready.
my arms weren't steady, i tried to keep my cool and began my first piece.
it was okay, at least until the middle part. which i think i screwed. not that badly.
the second piece was a bit better. i did a little bit of vibrato which made the examiner look up
and then look back to his papers and began jotting down comments.
the third piece was kinda okay.
urgh i dunno.
moving on to scales.
this, i'm not really good at.
yes i do remember all of them 31 scales,arpeggios,chromatics,dominant and diminished sevenths.
but i did get confused on the G major scale.
lucky for me the examiner was a kind hearted man and he corrected me.
D:
but still, that cut points.
D: !
and then, sight-reading.
i. don't. wanna. talk. about. this.
aural was okay.
sigh.
left the school and was trying hard to fight back my tears. thrice, my tears almost streamed down my face as i sat in the bus.
oh no but i didn't cry.
so i bought a medium YAMI Yogurt and sat outside the library emo-ing and reminiscing how i did for my exam.
it was a very delightful treat you know, ohh YAMI.
harharhar!
sigh
i don't think i can get a distinction.
not even a merit.
maybe just a pass?
i hope its not a fail.
a pass will do.
merit will be good.
gaah.
i don't know man.
i just don't feel good about the results.
maybe i should get myself a Hot Fudge Sundae from McDonald's.
Aural Tests: Grade 5 A To sing or play from memory a short melody played twice by the examiner. The key-chord and starting note will first be sounded and named, and the pulse indicated. A second attempt will be allowed if necessary.
B To sing six notes from score in free time within the range of a fifth above and a fourth below the tonic in any major key up to two sharps or flats. The test will begin and end on the tonic and will not contain any intervals greater than a third, except for the rising fourth from dominant to tonic. The examiner will play and name the key-chord and tonic, and, if necessary, play each note after it has been attempted. Candidates may choose to sing the test from the treble or bass clef.
C1 To identify certain features of a piece played by the examiner. The features will be confined to dynamics (p/f), gradation of tone (crescendo/diminuendo), articulation (staccato/legato), tempo changes (rallentando/accelerando etc.), recognition of major and minor tonality, and general perception of texture, rhythm, form, style and period, of which the examiner will select one or two and advise the candidate accordingly before playing the piece. Questions on the selected features will then follow. Candidates are encouraged to use Italian terms in their answers where appropriate.
C2 To clap the rhythm of a short extract played twice by the examiner from the above piece and state whether it is in 2, 3 or 4 time.
Hi.
see that?
that's JUST the aural test.
what about the others?
sight-reading, pieces and scales.
D:
D:
and jyeah i almost abused my violin just now because of that irritating annoying
super difficult C:2 piece.
but no i didn't abused my violin.
instead, i decided to persevere and just lie down on my back for a few minutes
almost bursting into tears due to the stressfulness of tryna' play right.
lucky for me, my ANPANMAN came to the rescue.
harharhar.
you don't know who is ANPANMAN?
I'll show you..
THIS IS ANPANMAN!
OHMEGEE AIN'T HE CUTE?!
hahahah!
used to be my favourite cartoon when i was a kid yaknow.
:D
aiyaiyaiii..
okay i'mma turn in i a few minutes time.
bye my luv.
( 4:15:00 PM )
Hello!
just a quick update about my life so far.
so far.
my mundane and stressfull life is gonna end quite soon.
jyeah.
cause you know why?
my exam's in like..
3 more days.
and after that, i can go home as late as i want. oh no.
i still gotta settle the games thingy. urgh. i hate . it.
okay so maybe not, maybe my stressfull life would end after 6th august. yeaaah.
ohmegee, i memorised all my scales already!
:D :D :D :D
its the arpeggios that makin me hate.
yaknow..
haters gonna hate.
haha.
i've been achin' to say that sentence!
HAHAHHAAH!
soo anywayyss.
i still can't find my tuner/motronome!!
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
this is frickin sad yaknow.
to be hearing that 2 years old little cute kid crying of pain and sadness upon being scolded by his grandparents.
it not only hurts him, it hurts me too!
cheyyyys. he's cute. :D
okay bye .
p.s the 4 pieces of bread with margarine i ate still doesn't fill my stomach.
i'm frickin sad.
D:
19.7.10 ( 8:11:00 PM )
I
LOST
MY
TUNER/METRONOME.
NOW,
I
CAN'T
TUNE
MY
VIOLIN
NOR
PLAY
MY
EXAM
PIECES
AT
THE
STATED
TEMPO
D:
D:
D:
how can i lose my tuner/metronome?
how?
i can't remember where i last placed it.
now i'm horribly sad cause my C Major Scale is killing my own dear ears.
i even scrunch my face at my own playing!!!!!!!!
FFFFFUUUU
and my exam is like in..
4,20, 45,
5 days time.
OH THE HORROR!
oh the horror of that Eurasian or maybe British old woman with BIG grey curls on her head and
a thin rimmed golden metal glasses hanging on the tip of her nose with a fountain pen on her right hand and a piece of paper laid before her and her sharp stare(well, not really)
and the cold room and my Piano teacher giving me a good luck nod and the lady who works at the place closing the door behind me and letting me face the OH-SO-HORRIBLE time of my life
.
heh.
well that was like two years ago when i had my FIRST, Grade 3 practical exam.
it.was.scary.
sigh.
anyways,
i'm hungry and tired and i've got chem test tomorrow.
how?!
ok bye
16.7.10 ( 7:27:00 PM )
lalala
i'm frickin drained.
i've only got like one week to exam!!
i've gotta memorise my scales !
shanmin's gonna test them all tomorrow.
i'm in deep shit!
D:
D:
D:
but hey. look on the bright side,
weekends are here!
but i've still got a lot to do.
D:
D:
D:
D:
but hey, look at this!
i'm frickin cute!
yes, i'm the one biting a snake.
ohmegee. biting a snake!!!
and that kid beside my picture made me die of cuteness attack.
D:
D:
D:
but i'm still alive. don't worry.
:D
i love you HBP.
Less Than Three <3
uhm.
13.7.10 ( 11:03:00 PM )
i'm frickin shagged right now.
having oh-so many problems.
thank you dearest girlfriends for cheering me up.
thank you dear senior for making me laugh 24/7.
thank you dearest cousin airball for listening to my problems and also sharing your problems.
oh boy i love my cousin airball!
:D
we just happen to have soooo much in common.
:D
ooh looky upstairs!
i've finished my sculpture!!!!
ohmegeee!!!!
hahah
its in white and brrruuueee and piiiiinnnkkk!!!
i liikeeee!!!!!
:D
:D
:D
hahahahahahah!
sigh. life is kinda sad sometimes.
sleeping during recess is really fun.
no seriously!
you can dream any dreeaaaammm!!!!!
:D
urgh.
i'm shagged. ok bye.
pssst.
happy advanced 5th monthsary HBP!
loveyoumanymany!
:D
12.7.10 ( 10:55:00 PM )
i frickin love my fellow excos.
even though they might irritate me, annoy me, make me feel angry, they're still the best.
EXCOs 2010 FTW!
:D
hi, i had fun during P.E just now.
cause i accidentally on purpose let my dear girls become the monkey in our soft ball game.
JYEAH!
hahhaa
ohmeegee. one more day!!!!!!!!
:D
11.7.10 ( 3:40:00 PM )
what's happening?!
D:
heh heh.
nothing!
by now you should probably know that i'm bored to the MAX!
( 3:32:00 PM )
I'M HORRIBLY SAD CAUSE
PEOPLE
NO
LONGER
TAG
MY
TAGBOARD
.
I
IS
HORRIBLY
SAD
.
I IS ON THE VERGE OF
REMOVING MY TAGBOARD.
SHOULD I?
okay bye.
10.7.10 ( 3:52:00 PM )
i am so...
gosh i can't find that word.
nevermind.
this is so damn awesome!
( 2:25:00 PM )
Hellohello!!
sorry for not updating for a very long time.
i've been. very. busy.
because.
of.
Investiture cum Farewell Party!!! all the hard times and sweat and laughter and everything has paid off .
fuuh.
i'm so drained man.
feel like just jumping onto my cosy bed in this very lovely cooling weather and just cuddle up in my blanket and have a long, nice, nap.
oh nevermind.
anyways, Investiture cum Farewell Party was a success. Fortunately.
although it was ALMOST cocked-up. we managed to run it smoothly.
i'm oh so drained i can't be bothered to type out what happened during the farewell party.
oh yes.
after farewell party, went to pioneer mall and had our last dinner with fellow seniors.
D:
so damn sad!
homed at around 11+.
making the videos with eya at my house was really fun.
had so much laughter with that nonsensical smotes.
HARHAR!
sigh.
now i'm finished with band stuffs and events,
all i gotta work on is my violin and the .. -.-' student leader charity bazzar thingy.
uuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhh
you guys freaking know that i'm soooo not into student leaders right?
well maybe yeah, IF i'm so damn free like SOME OTHER CCA LEADERS.